Chapter 149 Strange old lady

Turning around, it was not Tang Junyan, Yan Jining and others that Gu Jinnuo was afraid of seeing, but an old lady with gray hair.The old lady's hair was as white as snow, her face was kind, and her smile was kind, which inexplicably made Gu Jinuo feel less crying.

"Son, who is this to you?"

Gu Jinnuo was startled, she didn't expect this strange old lady to make such an opening speech, she thought it would be "don't be sad, sorry", "who are you" and so on.

"It's my brother."

The old lady nodded: "Oh...you are still very young!"

When Gu Jinnuo heard this, tears came down again: "It's just 32."

"Is it because of illness? Or what?"

Gu Jinnuo's tears were even more turbulent: "I was smashed by a falling tree, no, no, no rescue... to save me, to save me..."

After finally finishing speaking, Gu Jinuo burst into tears!

The old lady was very old, and there was a folded small round chair with her crutches. She opened it, sat down, and looked at the painful Gu Jinuo with a smile, without dissuading her.

I don't know how long I cried, Gu Jinuo felt his head buzzing, and his ears couldn't hear the sounds around him, so he gradually stopped.

At this time, the old lady said: "Crying, do you feel better?"

Gu Jinnuo didn't care about why the old lady was still here and didn't leave, sobbing: "No, it's uncomfortable."

"why?"

"The more I cry, the more, the sadder I become."

"Why do you cry more and more sadly?"

"I always think, why did my brother die like this? Why did my brother save me? Why wasn't I the one who fell on the crape myrtle tree? Why...why did I go to that place? Why..."

The old lady smiled and said slowly: "Is God very unfair?"

Gu Jinnuo nodded, choked with sobs: "Well, my brother has never had a good day in his life. He has been plagued by illness since he was a child, and was abandoned by his family when he was five years old. My mother adopted him back and underwent numerous surgeries, large and small. , took a lot of medicine every day, and went blind at the age of 19."

The old lady smiled and nodded, encouraging Gu Jinnuo to continue.

"My mother passed away in a car accident, and he and I were the only ones left, and he was obedient to me. Finally, I found a cure for the disease, and I also found my relatives back then. , but, but..."

Gu Jinnuo burst into tears again: "My brother must hate me to death, he must hate to leave, it must be!"

The old lady tilted her head, squinted her eyes, and her wrinkles moved accordingly: "Why do you say that?"

"He didn't leave me a word? Not a word! If not, why didn't he say the last sentence to me?"

The old lady nodded, and suddenly asked: "You just said that he found his original family?"

"Well, his own younger brother, the younger brother who was just born when he was abandoned."

"Is his brother nice to him?"

"Very good, my brother is very happy."

"Then, did he say his last words to his younger brother?"

Gu Jinnuo shook his head: "No. When he was dying, he stretched out his hand towards the direction where no one was, and called out to his mother."

The scene before Gu Jinyun's death appeared clearly in Gu Jinnuo's mind countless times, and every time it made her feel pain, and now is no exception. pain!

The old lady laughed, laughed softly, and shook her head with a smile: "My child, you are wrong, you are wrong!"

Gu Jinnuo was stunned, wrong?How is she wrong?What's wrong?
"Child, come, grandma will tell you." The old lady waved to her, but Gu Jinuo hesitated for a moment, and walked to her side.She cried for too long and was too tired, so she sat on the floor next to the old lady.

The old lady stretched out her wrinkled hands, and gently wiped Gu Jinnuo's tears: "Your brother doesn't hate you at all, he is completely assured of you!"

Gu Jinnuo shook his head, how come?
"Are you by her side when he is fighting against illness?"

"exist."

"What about when the light is lost?"

"exist."

"Finally cured of the disease, when you find your family?"

"Also. I'm always by my brother's side, even if he..."

The old lady didn't give her a chance to continue, and touched her head: "My child, your brother's last words are about your mother, not about you. It's not because he hates you at all, but because he knows , He can completely rest assured of you. Rest assured that you can continue to live well, rest assured that you can get out of the sadness of his death. That's why he called his mother at that moment. That is a child's favorite term. "

"You can take good care of him, you never dislike his sickness, you can never give up on him in the most difficult days - give up a brother who has no blood relationship at all. You are so strong, he is too late to be happy, know So, he firmly believes that even if he dies, you will still be able to live strong, just like when you were still fighting against death's scramble for him with your meager strength, invincible."

"He was so reassuring about you, so at that moment, he let himself go, looking for his mother, looking for your mother, and telling her that even if you lose him, you can still live strong."

Gu Jinnuo asked the old lady in a daze: "Is he calling my mother? Isn't it his real mother?"

"Correct."

"Grandma, how do you know? How do you know he's calling for my mother?" Gu Jinnuo knelt up and stopped sitting. She supported the old lady's knee and asked urgently.

The old lady smiled softly, with wise eyes on her wrinkled face.

"If he's calling his biological mother, the mother he hasn't seen since he was five years old, shouldn't you be happy?"

Gu Jinnuo was stunned, this... what does it mean?
The old lady smiled wider: "Silly boy, if he called his biological mother, then he has already forgiven the mother who abandoned him, wouldn't that be better?"

So, if you are calling for your own mother, it is because your brother has forgiven the mother who abandoned him; if you are calling for your own mother, is it to tell her that you can be strong and live well?

So, it’s not about hating yourself at all?
"Grandma, is this true?" Gu Jinnuo murmured.

"When your brother left, was it peaceful?"

Gu Jinnuo nodded, very peaceful, and it was because of this that she believed that Gu Jinyun hated her.

"Peace, because there is nothing to worry about, nothing to worry about. Child, your brother must have entrusted you."

Entrust?Yes, entrusted to Tang Junyan.

"Son, you believe me, believe me, an old lady in her 80s, who has seen more life and death than those around you, and she can understand and see clearly."

Gu Jinnuo wanted to retort, after all, you are not my brother, how could you know?You are just comforting me.

"Son, do you know why I'm here?"

Gu Jinnuo shook his head.

The old lady pouted somewhere in front of her: "My old man is over there. He was here 20 years ago. He is too fat and sick. But you know who he said to in the last sentence Is it? Not me, not our children, our grandchildren, but..."

The old lady laughed: "Enough is enough. What he said is enough. Really, does he think that I don't let him eat too much meat, or that his son and daughter don't let him drink, or that his grandson keeps letting him eat too much meat?" Take him out to play so that he can lose weight?"

Gu Jinnuo immediately shook his head: "No, he must think that you have worked hard for him, these hard days are enough, thank you..."

The old lady looked at her with a smile, and the soft light in her eyes seemed to be able to see through her heart: "Yes, you know what it means, don't you?"

Gu Jinnuo was stunned, what does this mean?
"When the old man left, he was also peaceful, and he was relieved of all his worries in the world. Look, what is the difference between your interpretation of my old man's last words and my interpretation of your brother's last words? Why, you just Do you have to make yourself feel that your brother is blaming you? Your brother has never hated the family who abandoned him, so how could he hate you, a sister who is not related by blood and who has taken care of him since childhood?"

"Your brother, it will be like this..." The old lady stopped deliberately.

Sure enough, Gu Jinnuo waved his hands desperately: "No, no, my brother is not a petty and vengeful person, no! He is so tolerant——"

Gu Jinnuo's words came to an abrupt end!

What did she suddenly realize, why, why did she insist on thinking of her brother as a person who held grudges and couldn't let go?He is clearly not!

The old lady stood up slowly and closed the small round chair: "Your brother has been away for so long, have you ever dreamed about him?"

Gu Jinnuo shook her head, how much she wanted to see Gu Jinyun in her dream, she prayed desperately that Gu Jinyun would come to see her in her dream, but in the end she failed.

"Who made you believe that he hates you? How can he come to see you if he hates you? Isn't this contradictory?"

The old lady smiled at Gu Jinnuo: "My child, your brother is definitely a brother who loves you all the time. He saved you, but you think he hates you. You, maybe, he is still the one who still loves you. I'm not willing to drink Mengpo soup!"

"I'm leaving, you have to admit your mistake to your brother!" The old lady walked away slowly on crutches.

Gu Jinnuo woke up like a dream, and hurriedly knelt down in front of Gu Jinyun's tomb: "Brother, I was wrong, I shouldn't think you hate me, I was wrong! You come to see me, come to see me! Then, go to the next life with peace of mind." ,OK……"

When the old lady arrived at the gate of the cemetery, Tang Junyan, Liu Shuojing and the psychiatrist immediately came forward: "Professor Li!"

Tang Junyan asked anxiously: "Professor Li, how is it?"

The psychologist immediately said: "It must be done! Professor Li is the strongest expert!"

The old lady smiled: "I can't say the strongest, but the little girl should be able to come out. When she falls asleep tonight, remember to hypnotize her once."

Professor Li is the doctor's supervisor of the doctor, and the doctor mentioned Gu Jinnuo when discussing the case with her.Gu Jinnuo's illness is not serious, but it is complicated—whether it is Gu Jinnuo's life, thoughts, or personality, there are all kinds of complicated and intertwined relationships.

(End of this chapter)

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