i love you and i am guilty

Chapter 3 Give You A Gift

Moonlight poured in through the large French windows. Tang Xiaoran didn't sleep. Hearing the steady breathing beside him, taking advantage of the moonlight, Tang Xiaoran looked over and saw only a thick and sexy back... For seven years, sharing the same bed Sleeping, when she opened her eyes, either there was no one there, or only this back was left for her.

She really wanted to tell Shen Muyan that seven years ago, when he found her and asked her to donate hematopoietic stem cells to Shen Xinran, he learned that Shen Xinran had leukemia.

Coincidentally, she once did a type match for volunteers staying in the blood bank, and she was successfully matched with Shen Xinran. When she learned about this, her first reaction was to agree to help without hesitation.

But Yomo, even if you tell him, he won't believe it.

At that time, such a thought suddenly flashed in her mind. Driven by the obsession in her heart, she boldly made such a request: "Sign the contract and marry me, and I will save her." She wants Shen Muyan too much, she wants this person's love too much.

What she was thinking at that time was that she could stay by his side, get along with him day and night, and fall in love with him after a long time. After marriage, she would treat each other with sincerity. People's hearts are not made of stone.

She thought so innocently and beautifully at that time... She thought of everything, good and bad, but never thought that Shen Muyan hated her from the bottom of her heart.

She didn't even think about the reason for the tail ring that Shen Muyan always wore on the little finger of his right hand!

The first thing she felt when she saw the tail ring was that the style of the tail ring was soft, like a women's diamond-encrusted ring worn on a woman's middle finger, and when worn on Shen Muyan's little finger, it didn't look out of place. On the contrary, there is a strange sense of fit.

In the past seven years, Shen Muyan often liked to touch this tail ring, Tang Xiaoran didn't think about it deeply, it was just this person's habit.

Until a week ago, that email I received...

It turned out that my persistence was so ridiculous!
My own love seems superfluous...

She loves Shen Muyan, loves him very much, when did she start, but it has been so long that she has forgotten.

When I was a child, I simply liked someone's feelings. With the accumulation of time, not only did it not diminish, but it was out of control.

It's a pity that she puts Shen Muyan first, but Shen Muyan doesn't take it seriously, and even hates her.

Shen Muyan loathes her, and this loathing has grown deeper and deeper in the past seven years.

It's not that Tang Xiaoran didn't see clearly, it's just that she persisted in thinking that as long as she persisted, she would see the dawn until that email appeared... Haha, Tang Xiaoran, you are the most ridiculous in this world!

Lying sideways on the bed, looking at the back in front of me, it is so familiar, and it is thousands of miles away.

Tang Xiaoran slowly stretched out her hand, and wrapped her arms around the man's strong waist from behind, and put her face on it... "Soon, you will be free... I know, if you want to get rid of me so much, just ...to give you one last gift."

She closed her eyes.

next morning
"Shen Muyan, we've been together for seven years." Tang Xiaoran stopped the man who was about to go out, and asked abruptly.

The man had no expression on his face: "Mrs. Shen, please let me go. I'm going to Provence today." The implication is that there is no time to talk nonsense to her now.

When Tang Xiaoran heard the word Provence, Tang Xiaoran's shoulders trembled, but then he recovered and stopped Shen Muyan: "I have something to tell you."

The man raised his hand and glanced at his watch, with a trace of impatience between his brows.

"I won't waste your time." She said, "Shen Muyan, it's been seven years, and I want to give you a present."

The man's eyes became more and more impatient, and he walked away: "Mrs. Shen is willing to waste time and money, so it's up to you." He walked out of the gate of the villa, turned around in the yard and glanced at her, chuckled: "Mrs. Has someone from me, Shen, received the gift from me?"

Tang Xiaoran could see the sarcasm in his eyes clearly, her heart ached, and enduring the pain, she smiled at the corner of her mouth and said firmly: "No, this time, you will definitely accept it."

Shen Muyan pursed his lips, noncommittal, turned his back to her, and waved his hands indifferently, as if to repel mosquitoes and flies.

The tail ring flashed in the sunlight, dazzled Tang Xiaoran's eyes.

Staring blankly at the man's car, which drove away briskly, Tang Xiaoran turned around, went back to the bedroom, left a letter on the dressing table, pressed it with a pen, and said in beautiful characters on the cover——TO: Shen Muyan.

In this envelope, there is a contract signed seven years ago, a divorce agreement, and a letter.

Two hours later, she sent off the staff of the housekeeping company and moving company that she had invited before, and looked around the "home" where she had lived for seven years, and there was no trace of her belonging.

"Shen Muyan, you are free." With her eyes open, tears flowed from her eyes, slid down her face, and wet her clothes.

Taking a last look at the "home" of the past seven years, Tang Xiaoran turned around and left here.

……

X City, which is far away from Mingzhu City, this seaside apartment faces the sea, it is warm and beautiful.

A woman was lying in the bathtub in the bathroom. The water in the bathtub was a little full, dripping out of the bathtub and onto the floor, soaking the fruit knife that fell on the floor.

The bathtub by the window, the light passing through the gaps in the pleated curtains, shining on the water in the bathtub, bright red like blood!

The woman in the bathtub lay quietly, her pupils became more and more dilated, and the water in the bathtub became more and more bright red.

Tick, tick... The red water flowed to the ground, staining the floor tiles red. This red color is extremely dazzling!

I'm sorry, Shen Muyan, I didn't know that my obsession would hurt people...

I'm sorry, Shen Muyan, I will accept all the joys, sorrows, sorrows and pains you give, as long as these are all given by you, but I only know that my love is so superfluous and ridiculous...

I'm sorry, Shen Muyan, I understand what you hate, what you hate, what you hate, how disgusting you are, I understand, for seven years, I pretended not to know, thinking that I could get away with it, but the real fact slapped me...

I don't know her existence, I don't know that you already have the love in your heart, I didn't break it up on purpose... But I still hurt innocent people, I'm sorry, I give you back your freedom,
But my obsession is deeply rooted. If I am alive, but I can't hug you, but I can't love you again, I will go crazy...

I'm sorry, Shen Muyan... You are free, I am relaxed...

In the bathtub, the woman's pupils became more and more dilated, and the water in the tub became more and more red.

There was a contented smile on the bleeding lips, and when he was dying, Tang Xiaoran thought to himself: I can finally stop this obsession and stop loving... so good...

so tired……

(End of this chapter)