power level zero

Chapter 152 Essence and Soul

Lu Mo already had a relatively comprehensive understanding of his own situation after a series of inspections.Xian'er's small movements when measuring the blood before did not escape Lu Mo's eyes.Although Lu Mo didn't know the specific result, he had guessed a little bit of the result from Xian'er's performance.Although Lu Mo was unwilling, perhaps this result was really expected.

"Xian'er... Let me tell you the truth... I might..."

Lu Mo hesitated for a long time, but he still couldn't say it.Lu Mo not only resisted from the bottom of his heart, but he was even more afraid that if he told the truth, it would irritate his sister Xian'er.The successive changes in the Lu family and the successive deaths of his parents put Xian'er, who is already the head of the family, under great pressure.Although Lu Mo tried his best to share, Xian'er's nerves were still tense, and Lu Mo was really afraid that she would not be able to bear it.

"Brother... just tell the truth, there are only two of us left in the family, and I am the head of the Lu family. I can no longer be like before, and I need you to help me with everything... Tell me, How can I help you, you..."

Xian'er still couldn't bear it, and burst into tears suddenly, but unlike Lu Mo's expected hysteria, although Xian'er didn't bear the blow, he didn't lose control of his emotions.Lu Mo even saw in her the responsibility needed to be the head of the family, just like his father and Lu et al.Lu Mo looked at Xian'er who was crying loudly, but did not comfort him, because Lu Mo knew that Xian'er needed to vent the depression in his heart.

"Cry, you have a good cry, when you cry enough... I will tell you everything you want to know."

Looking at Xian'er who was crying loudly, Lu Mo turned and walked out.Lu Mo did not go far, but stood outside looking at the sky.

"Brother..." After a long time, Xian'er also came out.The traces of crying can still be seen on her face, but there is more determination in her eyes.Lu Mo could see from her eyes that she had begun to change slowly.

"Brother, tell me first, what's going on with your body now, and..."

Xian'er's question suddenly hesitated, she wanted to ask Lu Mo if he was still the original Lu Mo, but Xian'er swallowed the words again.Obviously, it suddenly occurred to Lu Mo himself that the person who was really in pain should be Lu Mo himself.If she really asks that question, it may hurt Luo invisibly, which is something she doesn't want to see no matter what.

"I, I... It's okay. You also know something. Because I used the net, I was parasitized in the body by the net. The body would have been eroded by the net and eventually took my life. My mother reminded me, Let me go to the secret pavilion to look for a chance of life, I learned from the notes of the tenth generation family that besides the posthumous work, the third generation also has a handbook..."

Lu Mo just kept talking about how he perfected the concept of three generations with his conjectures, and how he took out the gray fog, and kept talking about his physical examination just now.Lu Mo told everything, and there was no longer any concealment.Xian'er was very calm and restrained, and had been quietly listening to Lu Mo's story.It was the first time that the two brothers and sisters talked for so long and so much since they were young.

"Actually, I think that I am not so much a human being as a weapon, a weapon composed of human beings and gray mist, a weapon named Lu Mo..."

After Lu Mo finished speaking, he sighed softly. Lu Mo is indeed like a weapon with unique capabilities. He not only inherited the expectations of his parents and younger brother for the Lu family, but also fulfilled one task after another with devotion.As long as Lu Mo still has a goal, Lu Mo will know what to do, but Lu Mo also knows very well that the really scary thing is when he completes all of this.

"To be honest... Actually, I am really entangled. I have been entangled... Am I still me, am I alive in another form... Or am I just based on my previous goals, like Like a machine, it is executing instructions meticulously...the existence that seems human but not human is me now, I..."

Lu Mo sighed again and again, covered his face with his hands and sighed heavily, then moved his hands upwards, grabbing his hair.

Xian'er looked at Lu Mo's tangled expression, perhaps this was the first time Lu Mo showed his emotions in front of others.In the past, Lu Mo, because of his obsession as a research and development personnel, seldom paid attention to other people or things except for the things he was interested in.Even in the habit of being rational and objective, Lu Mo seldom expresses emotions, let alone expresses emotions.

"Brother, have you thought about a question? Memory and behavior, which one defines our human nature, or which one is more representative of our soul..."

Xian'er walked to Lu Mo's side while talking, and patted Lu Mo's back with his hands.A bright smile appeared on Xian'er's face, she activated her supernatural powers, and the images appeared one after another.The images shown in the screen are all from Xian'er's memory, including parents, juniors, and Lu Mo.Because of Xian'er's drop in power level, the pictures quickly disappeared, but the warmth in those pictures still remained in the hearts of the two of them.

"Do you feel warmth in your heart? That's because of your memory, and memory will affect people's behavior to a certain extent, because people may act to protect the beauty in memory...in turn, people's behavior will directly or indirectly It is like a traveler who turns left and sees majestic mountains, and turns right and sees the boundless sea.”

"Even if you see the same scene, because people are different, everyone's feelings are different. Although your body has become like a weapon as you said, it doesn't mean that your soul It has also changed. If you see someone or something in the past again, will the feeling in your heart be the same as before?"

"People will change, just like me, after going through so many things, and looking back on many things, I may have different choices, but there are no assumptions in life, right? Whether your body is a human being, or What you are talking about is a weapon, as long as your soul does not change, you are you, you are Lu Mo, Lu Mo of the Lu family, the son of my parents, the eldest brother of me and my second brother."

Xian'er talked a lot in one breath, and after she finished speaking, she hugged Lu Mo, imitating Lu Mo before, and raised her hand to caress Lu Mo's head.Xian'er showed a mischievous smile, suddenly hummed a little tune, Xian'er turned and left, she knew that Lu Mo needed to be alone for a while.

"Uh~um~huh~huh~" Lu Mo suddenly hummed the little tune that Xian'er hummed, and Lu Mo remembered that it was a little tune that his mother used to hum when he was a child.Lu Mo recalled a lot in an instant. From a very young age to now, Lu Mo can recall almost all the memories.

Lu Mo's eyes suddenly became fierce, giving people a feeling that they might explode at any time.Lu Mo's memory is getting closer and closer to the present, thinking that those good memories of the past will be gradually smashed to pieces, Lu Mo can't help showing killing intent.

"Memory and behavior? Heh..."

Lu Mo suddenly laughed, because he realized that he had been fooled, and Xian'er's words were correct no matter what he thought. According to Xian'er, the two formed an endless loop.And what Xian'er wants is precisely to let Lu Mo think. The longer this cycle lasts, the more Lu Mo will recognize Lu Mo's identity.As long as Lu Mo agrees with himself, he will naturally stop entangled.

"Lu Mo is like water, and the Lu family is the container. It is because of the Lu family that there is Lu Mo, but the two must not be reversed. If it is because of Lu Mo that the Lu family is defined, it will violate my principles." Original intention..."

Lu Mo no longer struggled, and had a certain recognition of himself, but this kind of recognition was not quite what Xian'er expected.Lu Mo knew very well that Xian'er hoped that he could stay in the Lu family in the end.But Lu Mo knew very well that he must not stay in the Lu family.Even his own existence needs to be erased from the history of the Lu family, otherwise the Lu family will always be given the truth.

"Xian'er has finally grown up... Dad, Mom, wait... The Lu family will be revitalized again, and I will do what I should do. As for the future things... let's talk about it at that time."

Lu Mo has already made up his mind, he will remove all potential threats, so that under the leadership of Xian'er, the Lu family can regain its former glory.Lu Mo believes that he can do it soon, because the two appearances of the Supreme Master have already made Lu Mo see some signs.When the matter in the Pure Land is resolved, Lu Mo will leave here and return to Sin City.

"Whether it's water or ice, even if it turns into water vapor, the essence of water will never change..."

This is the conclusion that Lu Mo came to. Whether he is a human being or a weapon, even if he becomes a human-like existence, Lu Mo's nature will never change.Lu Mo is Lu Mo, and water is water. Just because a container is changed, the essence will not change.

"I can't be hypocritical anymore, I'd better go see Zhu Fu and the Patriarch of the Zhou family first, after all, that high-ranking god didn't intend to let us just calm down..."

Lu Mo got up and left, heading straight to the living room in the outer courtyard.He had asked Long Lin to take Zhu Fu and the Patriarch of the Zhou family there before, so it is estimated that Xian'er should be there as well.

When Lu Mo walked to the living room, he didn't go in right away. The reason why Lu Mo stopped was because the speculation he was about to say was too shocking and might shake both Zhu Fu and the Zhou family.If the Lu family lost the support of these two parties, they might not be able to support themselves in the coming storm.The Zhu family and Zhu Gui can restrain him, but the Zhou family has no means.

"Lu Mo, you can keep us waiting, since you're here, why don't you come in?"

Zhu Fu, a fat man, has really sly eyes, and he saw Lu Mo outside.Lu Mo looked up, he was really convinced by Zhu Fu, he could see that it was him even with the crack of the door.Lu Mo had no choice but to bite the bullet and say his shocking words.

"Zhu Fu, the Patriarch of the Zhou family, I invite the two of you to come here. I have something important to say. I believe the two of you are also aware of it. It seems that the gods don't want the turmoil caused by my Lu family to calm down."

After Lu Mo finished speaking, he secretly looked at Zhu Fu and the Patriarch of the Zhou family. As expected, there was no disturbance between the two of them. Presumably, they also got the news before.Seeing that they were more or less prepared, Lu Mo was ready to continue to express his thoughts.

"Although I don't know the purpose, but the gods seem to want to check and balance the forces of various families. After all, this is also human nature, and gods are also human after all..."

Before Lu Mo finished speaking, Zhu Fu was startled by Lu Mo, but he was the head of the Zhou family, so he could sit still.

(End of this chapter)