rebirth, romance, space

Chapter 275 Chapter 278
In 2006, Q•X, the annual cover character of "Time" magazine, attracted the attention of the whole world.

Just because in this era of over-packaged music, gossip, grotesque shapes and flashy visual images almost overwhelm the essence of music, but it was reversed by a young girl from China. In 2004, the first overseas album "19" was released with Q•X, which subverted the operating laws of the market. With her super-aged soul voice and creative talent, she won overwhelming affirmation from the media and sales, and won the Grammy Best Female Singer Two awards for best newcomer.

Her new work "2005" in early 21 has once again improved the music landscape. It not only swept the backseat of the year-end list of index media such as Rolling Stone Magazine and Entertainment Weekly, but also won the 2005 sales champion by overwhelming many big names, and swept six Grammy Awards. As a super famous actress, with the most straightforward and amazing creative talent, she sang all the gaps in love one by one, and sang the pure essence that is almost extinct in the pop music market.Let the flames of "21" continue to burn all the way to this day, with a cumulative global sales of 2 million copies, and a stable sales champion across the two years of 4 and 2005.

While everyone was looking forward to her new album, she, as one of the screenwriters of the movie "Sister Tao", was carefully guarded by the world-renowned superstar Leslie Cheung and an unknown man. On the red carpet of the 62nd Venice Film Festival, the most eye-catching thing was her huge belly that couldn't be concealed at all.

"Xiaoxiao, are you okay?" Chen Jinghua and I came and went in a hurry, just walked the red carpet and flew back to China to wait for delivery.

"Cramp." I was nearing my delivery date, so I had to be admitted to the hospital.But the mood became more and more irritable, always feeling depressed, irritable, and super want to lose my temper.It's okay to be alone, but when Chen Jinghua appeared, I couldn't control my emotions even more, I wanted him to know how I felt. "I am so annoyed!"

"Don't worry, if it doesn't work, just have a caesarean section." Chen Jinghua didn't dare to pinch my cramped feet, but gently picked up my feet and put them on his knees to stroke them back and forth.

"I'm so annoying!" I kicked his hand away and shouted in a rough voice.He almost beat the bed vigorously to vent his temper.

I feel very uneasy, I miss my mother very much, and I especially want to have my mother to accompany me when I give birth. This is no longer a problem as a flower demon, but just an instinctive fear of the unknown.

The first pregnancy in my two lifetimes combined was not as easy as I imagined. The hardships of childbirth I heard from my friend who was a nurse in my previous life were purely for gossip. It is said that this is still a fast birth; why do I have to go back to the hospital dormitory to cook noodles by myself when my stomach does not hurt, and so on.But now it's my turn, and I deeply understand the hard work of being a mother.Morning sickness, body deformation, cramps, and sleeping on the left side are all small things, okay?

The pressure and worry in my heart are the hardest. I am afraid that the child will not have enough nutrition in the stomach, and worry about whether the child will have physical defects, whether there will be one missing finger or one more toe.The rationality of the past no longer exists at all, and all I think about are children.

"Let's listen to the song, how about it?" Chen Jinghua couldn't help it, he smiled and only had one in his belly, but the fetus was well nourished, and the belly was ridiculously big.

"Chen Jinghua, I miss my mother." I choked up, grabbed his clothes with both hands, and said wearily. "Do you think Qin Rong lied to me? She just lied to me by making up something to keep me alive. I'm afraid of death, and I can live, but I'm really tired."

"No, you can't doubt Qin Rong, she is so kind to you, what she said must be true." Chen Jinghua pressed my head into his arms, and gently patted my back with his palm to comfort me.The thoughts in his heart are getting clearer and clearer, but he can't tell me now.So, let's procrastinate for a while, and find an opportunity to discuss it in detail after production.

I stopped talking, just leaned quietly in Chen Jinghua's arms, listened to his strong and regular heartbeat, smelled the fresh smell of washing powder on his clothes, closed my eyes, and squeezed hot tears out.

Am I being too useless?In fact, I understand everything, understand everything, but I dare not bear the truth, so I always cover everything with ignorance.Can you really stay ignorant?Even if I don't want to grow up or mature, because I don't have to fulfill my responsibilities; but those who care...

(End of this chapter)