rebirth, romance, space

Chapter 295 300 Big Guys?little coffee

I am a person who is easily distracted, and I can always multitask regardless of the occasion.Now my mind is distracted again, standing on the stage of the Golden Melody Awards Ceremony while singing, my mind is distracted, and I also distractedly glanced at the singers and fans in the audience, taking their expressions into my eyes.

What I think in my heart is that in my previous life in 03 or 04, I saw Anita Mui appearing in such an awards ceremony and sang "Laser". All the stars are down.It made me feel that the singer I like is really a small coffee in front of her, and there is no comparison at all.

There is also Li Ming who returned to the golden song for charity, even though his figure has been slightly blessed, his singing skills are not as good as in his heyday, and he is even a little unaccustomed to such a stage.But he still makes people feel that he is a star, whether he is a singer, a movie star, or a businessman.

Is my current self the same as them?I know it's different, and the most I can do is let everyone sitting in the audience who hope to win the award to prove it praise and appreciate it.Absolutely nothing to compare with them.Although I have so many famous songs and 'wrote' movie scripts that have sold out and won awards, I am still a little girl.He is even the same age as the youngest singer in the audience.

"RollingInTheDeep" and "SomeoneLikeYou" have been released since the beginning of the year, and they have to sing every time they go on stage, and it's the same now.I stood in the middle of the band without much movement, just holding the microphone and singing as if lost in emotion, as if I couldn't see the singers in the audience, and the fans sang along.It is still my habit to multitask and think about my past life, and to be in a daze without bounds.

Plagiarism, I have never been at ease.Even if Qin Rong said that I must let these appear, I still can't make it a habit.So every time I go on stage to sing, I just empty myself and close my eyes misty.It is also because of this that the media and fans can catch and say that I don’t have too many fancy things, and just silently stand on stage can attract all eyes.God knows, I just acted on a guilty conscience, it's just that my hands and feet are stiff and I can't dance, and I don't need to use dance packaging like I used to do with Qin Rong, so I don't bother to move.

Besides, such a song is not suitable for singing and dancing. This album has long been written beyond recognition by major media, which has attracted various speculations and conclusions.The most popular thing is that I created this album after Fang Lishen and I broke up emotionally. The third party in the legend is Fang Lishen's current rumored girlfriend Stephy Tang.The most outrageous thing is that I fell in love with my brother Leslie Cheung, and was torn apart by my manager and boss Ling Jianle who loved me deeply.

I am sorry that my brother Leslie Cheung was also shot while lying down, and I also find it incredible.Although I never want to call him uncle, the whole world knows that he is the cheap uncle of me and Qin Rong, and he always treats us as juniors to support us.Just by taking a picture of him picking me up?Please, Chen Jinghua, Chen Qin, Hao Detang, Godmother Shen Dianxia and Xinyi beside me are air!Intimate interaction?Well, it's pretty intimate.However, reporters, don’t you touch the top of your head, pat your shoulders, shave your nose, or pinch your cheeks when you get along with your family members?In short, I am quite helpless towards domestic and foreign journalists.

In the past, when Qin Rong and I needed hype, they would only harm my family and boss Ling Jianle, but now it's fine, and ignore my family's messy scandals that are made out of nothing.I'm a married woman and a mother!Although I have a bad attitude towards marriage, I think it’s good to manage it with my heart, but I can’t ignore my significant other and make news, right?The most important point is that Chen Jinghua has evolved into a Tyrannosaurus Rex after coming out of her mother's house to Hong Kong City. It is obvious that she was more or less affected by the news.If it weren't for the news from my stomach, he might turn against me.

I didn't wear high heels like those tough star mothers on stage, and I didn't look short in the middle of a crowd of bands.Even if you wear a high-waist petal-style tight gift, you can't see the belly that is not showing.But I know that the ballet shoes on my feet will definitely be corrected by tomorrow's newsprint as evidence that I am pregnant.

After the second song, I recovered from the endless daze, waved to the audience twice and said "thank you", and stepped back from the thunderous applause.Hong Kong City is such a cute and wonderful place, which makes me love and fear at the same time!
(PS: I'm still not in the state... I watched Leslie Cheung's [-]-year commemorative concert, I only read the beginning, and then I turned off the code words... My brother proposed to his girlfriend on April Fool's Day, but he didn't succeed, and he was scolded by his mother Pause, and then hide here, what a poor brother! He didn't realize that today is number one... I just pity him, but how could he ask me to apologize to his girlfriend, who is obviously his girlfriend? Friend, what's the matter with me...)
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