Don't tell him I still love him

Chapter 102

Relatively speaking, the dinner is much richer. Although they found that the conditions are actually very good after staying here, for the deputy general manager of "Huaguang", the dishes are obviously exquisite. Although it is not as luxurious as the hotel, it is already here. extreme conditions.The men kept chatting together, Wang Yibei secretly observed Chen Zihan, he did not refuse other people's toasts, but he drank very little, like a soothing behavior.His expression was deliberately alienated, no matter how flattering someone said to him, he would pass it off in two or three sentences, and he didn't mind at all.

The two female colleagues sitting next to Wang Yibei were encouraging each other to toast Chen Zihan together. Wang Yibei looked at the undecorated ceiling. She really didn't mean to listen to what they were saying before.

A colleague said, "He's so handsome, I don't know if he has a girlfriend. Someone like him must have high vision!"

Another colleague, "And he worked hard to reach his current position step by step on his own, which is much better than those young men who are born with golden keys in their mouths. I have heard of him, and he was a man when he was a student. If I had It would be nice to meet him."

The two female colleagues couldn't help smiling.

Wang Yibei drank a few cups in response to the occasion, said a few compliments, and walked out quietly.The moonlight was in the sky, and the cold light cast was caught in the wind. She crossed her arms and walked to the other side.When she is in a bad mood, she likes to climb to the roof of the low house, sit on the blue tiles and look at the sky.The wind blows and blows her hair away, her hair will be messed up without thinking, just staring at the only moon in the sky, there are no stars to decorate the sky, the round moon is like a weak princess, there are layers of clouds Layers of layers of shadows, but it wants to give a virtual illusion of a beautiful world, more like a person who has a swollen face to make a fat man. He is obviously not doing well, but he tries hard to show that he is very good.

She laughed involuntarily. In the past, she had been thinking about what Chen Zihan would look like when he was working. She thought about many things, but she couldn't match him with the current him.He is confident, elegant in words and deeds, estranged in a moderate manner, and advances and retreats appropriately. He has done a good job and fits his identity, even if so many people are flattering him without a trace.

She kept telling herself paranoidly that she was just missing her past self and missed him by the way. She said he had changed, and he accused her of changing. They refused to admit it when they were young, but in fact they had all changed.Become no longer pure, become selfish, become less important to the other party, and forget the original self.

She heard a cough, turned around and saw Chen Zihan standing not far from her, she didn't know how long he had been standing there, she shrugged her brows, but still forced a smile, "Why don't you go to rest?" She remembered that although he tried to drink as little as possible, he was still fed a lot.

"Drink too much, let the air blow, sober up." Chen Zihan walked towards her and sat beside her, "You seem to be quite used to being here."

Wang Yibei wondered what he was doing here, and his sentence was a question, and she could answer it properly, but now she didn't know how to answer, "This place is very good, I like it very much."

"The environment is really nice."

She really laughed out loud now, she commented lightly on how leadership he is.

"Yeah, the environment is good, and you must be outstanding, so I recruited you, the deputy general manager of 'Huaguang', but since you are here, you must be worthy of the outstanding people here."

Chen Zihan looked at her relaxed expression, she spoke so naturally, as if she was no longer the girl she was back then, and that girl would never want to be so indifferent at the moment.I don't know if the coldness in his heart was blown into the bottom of his heart by the wind, and that inexplicable sense of loss kept lingering in the depths of his heart.

Later, Chen Zihan always felt that he and Wang Yibei were participating in a [-]-meter robe race. At first, he was very excited and excited, but gradually felt tired, gradually tired, and gradually felt that he had no strength. I doubted whether I could persist until the end, and began to worry about whether my body could bear it. Finally, I chose to give up, thinking that it was the best decision for me.Only by looking at everything from an outsider's attitude, did they realize that as long as they persevere, they can reach the so-called end.

At that time, he didn't have the patience to take care of her, didn't have the confidence to give her the future she wanted, and became confused about life, unable to see the bleak future.

Chen Zihan smiled, but took off his coat and put it on her body.Wang Yibei froze for a moment, and wanted to shirk, but when he turned his face and saw the expression on his face, he stopped thinking of refusing.His expression is so natural, if she refuses, it seems that she can't think about it, or how hypocritical she will appear.

Her fingertips touched the clothes, as if she could still feel the warmth from him.This happened countless times in the past, but every time she took it for granted, completely ignoring his behavior, which also represented his deep love for her.When everything disappeared, she couldn't let go of his simple fear of being cold.

Suddenly, she didn't want to say anything, and wanted to sit here quietly.Listening to the breeze and looking at the shadows of the trees in the distance, the mood is peaceful and the world is stable.

"You've changed a lot." Chen Zihan suddenly sighed, holding a broken stone in his hand, feeling very helpless.

"Is it getting better or worse?" She looked at him with a smile.

I have told myself so many times that when he appears in my life, I must live well, even if it is not good, I must behave well.Seeing a trace of complex emotions flashing across his face, she even faintly felt a trace of revenge-like pleasure.Admit it, how unbalanced she is, the only person who has been thinking about it for so long is herself, she is not reconciled.

When she faced the interviewer's rejection again and again and hid in the bathroom of the dormitory and cried secretly, how much she wanted the shoulder that had been waiting for her.When she was walking on the street alone in high heels, her feet were swollen and the heels of her high heels were broken, and she still had to walk back to the single room she rented alone, and she couldn't even cry. At that time, she once said that she would always rely on her Where are people?

Now he says "you have changed a lot", but does he know what price he paid for such a change?He simply summed up her painful days with one sentence.

(End of this chapter)