Don't tell him I still love him

Chapter 115

She is very satisfied now, all the parts that were missing in her heart have been repaired.For so many years, what she has been obsessed with and has been unwilling to do is only because she has a deep-rooted belief that she loves Chen Zihan much more than he loves herself.So she was not convinced, she was always thinking about him, and she was always in love with him.Not convinced that he had a smooth life after leaving her, but not convinced that he didn't think about himself at all.

But her current cognition made her overthrow her past beliefs.It turned out that when she loved him wholeheartedly, he also loved herself wholeheartedly, but she was used to taking her own emotions as the lead, expanding her emotions time and time again, letting her emotions drown her sight, and blinding a fact, When he loves himself, he does so with all his heart.

Even Wang Yibei thought her behavior was very naive. She repeatedly reviewed the things she had done for Chen Zihan one by one, and used them as evidence to prove how devoted she was to that relationship.What he didn't know was that he was also deeply invested in that relationship, but he would not mention to her again and again what he had done for her.He would not say how frugal he was in order to meet her at her school, nor would he say that because of her reluctance to leave Yanchuan City, he resolutely gave up the big company he wanted.

Thinking of these, she felt that enough was enough. What she had been unconvinced all along was that their feelings were not equal, that they were unfair, and now they were fair.

The emotional balance is finally balanced, so she doesn't have to be obsessed with it all the time, she should always live her own life.

She hated him for breaking up so resolutely at the beginning, and then left completely.Now, she can do it too, she doesn't want him anymore, she doesn't even need to break up, and she leaves by herself.Because they are equal, after he leaves her, he can live a good life, why can't she?She is no longer the girl who was going to die because she lost Chen Zihan in the past, she is an independent person, no matter who she loses, she can live firmly, even if she has regrets, even if she is sad, she will still be strong live on.

She breathed the unique and quiet air from the trees, and her mood relaxed.On the way home, she thought about what dishes she should ask her mother to cook. The dishes made by her mother were delicious, and she loved them very much.Moreover, she had already planned to spend this time with her parents. Since she started working, she didn't have much time to spend with them. She just took this time to spend more time with them and look for a job after the Spring Festival.

Her footsteps sounded like a string of evenly rhythmic notes, resounding on the stone road.

When she was about to get home, she quickened her pace, and she even imagined running back in a hurry like she did when she was a child, taking a look at the high heels on her feet, and giving up this plan, lest her mother say that she has no image, which is what she was given last time After scolding, the mother also knocked her on the head.

She stretched out her hand to touch her forehead, and smiled unconsciously.

Cross another street and you will be home.She walked briskly, just after turning the corner, the smile on her face retreated successfully.

Wang Yibei never thought that he would meet Chen Zihan here.She was not so nervous that her heart beat out of rhythm, nor was she so depressed that it was difficult to breathe. She was so calm that she thought she was abnormal.

She still walked towards him step by step, after all, this was the only way she had to go home.

Chen Zihan watched her approaching him step by step with a blank face. He didn't want to tell her how many times he went to her company to make sure that she really resigned and left, not that she asked Xiang Yuheng to help lie to him to hide from him.He wouldn't say, how many times he went to find Wang Qianyu before he was sure that she was really not with Wang Qianyu, and even Wang Qianyu thought he was annoying.He didn't want to say how many times he went to her hometown before he found out that her family had moved and moved into the new house he bought.

How many roads he ran, how many people he asked, how eager he was, he finally found her, but he didn't want to say.Pay only because you think it's worth it, not as a proof of your own efforts.

When Wang Yibei walked up to him, he didn't stop. When he passed by, Chen Zihan's firm voice sounded, "Wang Yibei, I will give you a hundred steps to think about it. If you really want to leave, then I will never chased."

Her footsteps didn't stop, but he turned around and watched her step by step getting further and further away from him.

Wang Yibei said silently in his heart: the first step, the second step, the third step...

In the first step, the first time she saw him, a group of people were fighting, and he actually had barbecue there.

In the second step, he read his name on the podium and asked the students to choose their seats according to their rank. She thought he was really serious.

In the third step, she escaped from evening self-study, and he actually came to her. She felt that he was a little different from other boys.

In the fourth step, the teacher asked him to teach her physics. She watched his face secretly, and felt for the first time that he was really good-looking.

Step by step, just like life, never stops.

No.90 finished the nine steps, she stopped abruptly, turned around, looked straight at Chen Zihan's face with a pair of eyes, but there was a playful smile on her face, she put her hands around her mouth in a trumpet shape, and rushed He yelled, "I've only taken 99 steps."

She only walked 99 steps, so he has to take 99 steps to chase him. She can accept that it takes longer for her to walk than him, but she can't accept that she takes longer than him.

Life should be a hundred steps, she used 99 steps to witness her love for him, so in the last step, she wants to see his love.

What she wants is so simple, just that she loves him, and he loves her too.

Chen Zihan ran towards her, hugged her in his arms, and felt her arms hugging him back. In this winter when the cold wind was blowing, a burst of warmth easily resisted the cold wind.

She felt the warmth of this person beside her, and finally understood that when she was no longer afraid of losing him, she truly had him.

(End of this chapter)