Don't tell him I still love him

Chapter 31

I hope that my love will blossom and fall, and it will be decided by myself from beginning to end, and never have anything to do with others.If the love between us is decided by others, even the separation is decided by others, I can't blame others, I can only blame us, who are cowardly, and make love become fragile.

Chen Zihan himself didn't know how Sun Shumin learned that he was assigned to Class Two. Regarding his grades, his parents seldom asked him, and they all trusted him.Although he occasionally feels that he has completely betrayed their trust, he still doesn't feel that he has done anything wrong. He will feel that it is good to live like Wang Yibei, do what he wants, and don't ask too many reasons. If a People just learn and learn, maybe he will regret his dull life when he gets old.

He didn't want to wait ten or twenty years later, after seeing a group of students in uniform, look back on his life, his youth, and find that there was nothing worth remembering.Only when he had such an idea did he realize how much Wang Yibei had influenced him, so much that he could find such an excuse to "legalize" her existence.

Sun Shumin told him to go back this week, and he was mentally prepared.

This time, Sun Shumin and Chen Yafeng were both there, sitting in the living room waiting for him to come back.He didn't show any special emotion when he got home, he put his schoolbag in his room, and then walked out of the living room, "Mom, Dad, are you back too?"

Chen Yafeng frowned and turned off the TV. The living room seemed a little quiet at the moment.

"What happened to you at the end of last semester?" Chen Yafeng spoke first, looking at this son who had always reassured him, feeling a little disappointed.

"I'm not feeling well, so I haven't finished the comprehensive study." He said lightly.

"Then why don't you come back and tell us?"

Chen Zihan's tone was very calm, "I don't think there is anything to say about this, and you are just worried when you know it. Actually, it's the same in any class. I can still take the first place in the exam and study the same. I don't think so. If I didn’t get into the first class, it means I’m worse than others.” Moreover, he took back the first place in the grade in this exam, making people believe that the last final exam was just an accident.

Chen Yafeng and Sun Shumin couldn't say anything when they saw him talking like this, but Sun Shumin said tentatively, "I heard from your teacher that you are closer to a girl."

Chen Zihan looked at his parents, and didn't speak this time, because he didn't want to deceive them again, but he couldn't make any guarantees.

Seeing his appearance, Sun Shumin sighed, "It's good that you know what you're doing."

In fact, he doesn't like them talking like this, with the attitude of "if you are sensible, you should know how to do it", and if you don't do what they think, you are not sensible and let them down.

His life doesn't want to be decided by others.

"I know exactly what I'm doing."

Chen Yafeng nodded, "Your principal and I are classmates. I have already greeted him before. When you return to school, report to the first class."

"I don't want to go to that class in this way." He refused.

"Chen Zihan, since you think you are capable, you still care about what to do? Besides, the teachers in Class [-] welcome you very much, saying that your last time was just an accident. I hope you won't let us down this time."

Chen Zihan originally wanted to refuse, he didn't like such nepotism, even if it was just a mistake, he was willing to accept the consequences of that "mistake".

However, when he thought of Wang Yibei being alone and helpless in that class, he felt a sharp pain in his heart, and the words of refusal reached his throat but were swallowed again.If he went to class one, then she should feel much more comfortable and feel that she is not alone.He knew that she was the kind of person who seemed heartless when she laughed, but she was extremely sad when she was alone.He hoped to be by her side, even if he didn't do anything, even if he didn't say anything, but when she turned around, he knew that he was there and that she was not alone.

At that time, Chen Zihan didn't know that there was a kind of dance called round dance. From the beginning to the end, one could not make a wrong dance step, otherwise the person from the beginning to the end would no longer be the original person.And they keep doing the wrong dance.

It was the morning of the next day when Chen Zihan returned to school, because he would have classes in the afternoon.He was a little surprised, because Wang Yibei rarely took the initiative to call. In fact, her phone calls are much less than before. When she is depressed, she will be very quiet and don't want to say a word, just thinking about problems quietly by herself.

He stood at the door of class one, imagining her happy expression when he heard the news, he couldn't help raising the corners of his mouth.

At this time, Wang Yibei was not there.

Xiang Chen saw Chen Zihan's figure, she tried her best not to look there, but she still couldn't restrain the urge to walk over.She saw her own humbleness, even if she only talked to him, she hadn't said a word to him for a long, long time.Every time she saw him standing there waiting for Wang Yibei to go out, she would think why that person wasn't me, it would be great if it was her.Such a bewitching idea was pulled back by herself every time, because she saw him smiling at Wang Yibei, and only saw Wang Yibei in her eyes, and it was never her Xiangchen.

Xiang Chen walked up to Chen Zihan, "Are you looking for Wang Yibei?" He knew that he was asking the truth, but he still had to choose such an opening statement.

Chen Zihan nodded, "When does she usually come to the classroom?"

"I used to be here at this time, but I don't know why I didn't come today."

"Oh, then I'll wait."

She nodded, then brushed past him and headed towards the toilet.

With such a humble mind, she walked right next to him, not talking to him on purpose or on purpose.

And these things she set have no meaning at all in his eyes, because he never pays attention to them.

Standing at the door of the toilet, she was so wronged that she wanted to cry instantly, but she couldn't find any reason.

When Wang Yibei came to the classroom, she was elated and her steps were light, which indicated that she was in a good mood.

When she saw Chen Zihan's figure, she immediately ran over, "I was just about to find you, do we have a connection?"

"Forget it." He looked at her with a smile, "What's so happy?"

"I told you you'd be happy too."

"Oh, I also want to tell you something." He raised his eyebrows and looked at her, "And, I think you will be very happy too."

"Really?" she doubted.

(End of this chapter)