Don't tell him I still love him

Chapter 58

"Since he loves me, he should love everything about me, including my shortcomings." The smile and satisfaction that filled his stomach when he said it was just because of "his" favor at that time.Little did he know, when he was tired one day, these were all the shackles on his body.The naive self always has to pay the price for his naivety, and he puts love on an unequal balance, which eventually makes this love unbalanced.

The senior students are busy with their graduation thesis and looking for a job, while the junior year is like the last easy season, and it is also a watershed in life. Some people plan to take the postgraduate entrance examination, and some want to go directly to social work. Everyone starts to have to worry about their own future. Make a decision.There are four people in Chen Zihan's dormitory, two of them decided to take the postgraduate entrance examination, and they only took the exam in this school. Firstly, the school will give priority to admission, and secondly, the employment of graduate students in this school is very good. This is the most irritable period. Those who decided to take the postgraduate entrance examination ran to the library every day while playing the game.

Zhang Wentao is one of the two people who decided to take the postgraduate entrance examination, and the other in the dormitory has signed a job in his hometown. Now he plays games or spends all day with his girlfriend. Only Chen Zihan has not decided what to do. .

Zhang Wentao bought two bottles of water, and threw one bottle into the hands of Chen Zihan, who was sitting in front of the desk and reading the financial newspapers. "What are you going to do? Our major is very popular. Finding a good job is definitely not a problem. With your ability It will definitely make a difference in a few years.”

Chen Zihan has been thinking about these issues recently. To be honest, graduate students do have a lot of advantages over undergraduate students. His parents also advocated that he continue to study, but for some reason he doesn't want to continue to study, although for him , That's not a problem at all, he wants to enter the society as soon as possible, face those real things as soon as possible, and doesn't want to lock himself in the ivory tower anymore.

"I haven't made up my mind yet." Chen Zihan opened the bottle cap and took a long gulp.

"Didn't Company Q send people to contact you all the time?" Zhang Wentao was very puzzled. Company Q is a well-known company here, and this year it only recruited one from their school, that is Chen Zihan. For many people, This is a huge temptation, and the high salary in that company is definitely not a problem.

"Let's talk about it!" Chen Zihan sighed. If he said that Q Company is not attractive, he would be lying, but he is not sure. If he was alone, he might not have to hesitate about these things long ago.

In the evening, Chen Zihan was still on the phone with Wang Yibei, but he deliberately turned the topic to this side. He felt that he was also quite selfish. He knew many seniors, and during this graduation season, they were all He also has some ideas about letting his girlfriend follow him in the city he chooses to stay in.

"Xiao Bei, have you ever thought about going to another place?" Chen Zihan bit his lip. After saying this, he felt a lot more relaxed. He was not worried about what her answer would be, it was just something stuck in his heart It seemed to melt away all of a sudden.

Wang Yibei just came out of the shower, her hair was still dripping water, and when the wind hit, she was shivering from the cold, but she had a habit of making phone calls, that is, she would go out to make calls alone, and would not preach loudly in the dormitory. He took a handful of water dripping from the hair on his forehead, "Why do you want to go out of town?"

"Such as work or travel or something."

Wang Yibei thought about it seriously, "Traveling may be okay, but work will be avoided. Think about it, it's fine to go to other places so far away, and I'm not familiar with the place there, and I'm a poorly adapted person, so I never thought about it. One day I will leave Yanchuan and go to other places. I have never taken a train or an airplane. The farthest thing before was to find you. I threw up after taking the car. Think about it, go there If it is far away, it takes so long to go home every time, and if I want to go home during the Chinese New Year, I have to go through the Spring Festival travel season. I don’t want to sit when I see so many people..."

She babbled a lot, Chen Zihan listened carefully, and finally the uncertain things in his heart disappeared, and he finally decided on his future, "Well, you are right, I will be back in a few days."

When Wang Yibei heard what he said, he couldn't help but exclaimed.

Chen Zihan quickly told her not to be excited, go to bed early, there will be classes tomorrow, and reminded her not to skip class.

Chen Zihan started this semester very early, but there was a three-week practical training at the end, and then he arranged it himself.Time passed quickly and the training ended soon.Chen Zihan told his roommates about his decision, he didn't plan to stay in City A, he planned to return to Yanchuan City to develop.He is a person who does not make decisions easily, but once he has made a decision, he will not hesitate again and again.

The day before leaving school, he went to have a meal with his roommates. From now on, everyone will go their separate ways. There will be very little time to spend together, and it is impossible to bring four people together at any time.

Boys always drink when eating, and Chen Zihan himself drank a lot. Together, they talked about what happened during military training, and the interesting things they encountered in class later. They were a little sentimental, and they also talked about each other. Embarrassment.

Everyone was toasting and making fun of each other. After Yang Yi finished a glass of wine, he said to Chen Zihan through the smell of alcohol, "I have always wanted to ask you something, and now I finally found the opportunity. You clearly know that Zhenzhen loves you , how could you be so cruel?"

Several people looked at Yang Yi at the same time. They vaguely knew that Yang Yi liked Lian Zhenzhen, but they didn't expect him to ask such a question at this time.

A boy in their college once commented on Lian Zhenzhen, if he could get Lian Zhenzhen's attention, he could leave his current girlfriend immediately, I really don't know what Chen Zihan thinks.

Chen Zihan drank a glass of wine, and suddenly remembered the line he heard while watching TV with Wang Yibei, "If what I like is roses, then no matter how beautiful the roses bloom, what does it matter to me?"

The flower in his heart is just a rose, even though the rose has captured everyone's heart, it still has nothing to do with him.

Yang Yi looked at Chen Zihan and couldn't help laughing, yes, Lian Zhenzhen was just the rose in his heart, not the rose in Chen Zihan's heart.

Zhang Wentao looked at them with a frown, "It's not too harsh for the elders to say such polite words, drink and drink, and stop talking nonsense."

(End of this chapter)