Don't tell him I still love him

Chapter 98

Later, I finally understood that the most complicated love in this world is this--A likes B, but B doesn't like A, because B likes C.No matter how much emotion there is, it is just a fixed frame, and then it is staged by different people. The plot may be different, but the main line will always be the same.Just like all stories have only two endings, he is with her, he is not with her.Just like the stories between us, we thought they were all different, but in fact they were all the same, but we all like to see happy stories and happy endings, especially our own stories.

After returning from the farmhouse, Wang Yibei ordered himself to focus his life on work and not think about anything about Chen Zihan.Although this idea is very self-deceiving, when she has a little free time, she can't help but think about what he means, and she deliberately appears in front of her despite her ambiguous appearance with Xiang Chen.After thinking about it this way, she realized that she had made a huge mistake. Maybe others just handed her a chicken leg in a humanitarian way, and she could think about it by herself. He just invited her to have a meal on a whim. But I can't let go of it for a long time.

She smiled mockingly to herself, and shook her head again.But she still couldn't help complaining that she had already told herself thousands of times that she would blacklist the three words "Chen Zihan". It took a long time to remember clearly.Instead of being like now, no matter who mentions these three words, her heart will instinctively mention them, and then focus on what they are talking about, and consciously pay attention to his current information. How is he doing? Well, does he have a girlfriend, is he married now.

Finally, she can accept the status quo, he is indeed living better than her, and he can afford to let it go.She always believed that one day, she could do it too, let his name become history completely, and then fade out of sight in her own life.

The case of Lanshan is the top priority of the company. Many people join in enthusiastically, wanting to prove themselves, and some people shrink back, fearing that the cooperation with "Huaguang" this time will not be satisfactory.Wang Yibei was very calm about this.If it was in the past, she was probably the kind of person who was worried and would only pull the people around her and ask "what to do".She has never suffered much since she was a child. Although her family is not rich and she only has a rural household registration, she has never done farm work since she was a child. Her parents treat her like a jewel in the palm of her hand.The two biggest blows in her life were the failure of the college entrance examination and the breakup with Chen Zihan. Later, when she thought about these two blows, she just thought it was funny, and it was not a matter of anger or resentment. Thought it was a collapse of the sky.When she was in her senior year, Chen Zihan didn't want her anymore. After a period of depression, she still had to follow the graduate army to find a job. She was interviewed constantly, and then was rejected repeatedly.At that time, she realized that she had never received a scholarship or a certificate in her university. Chen Zihan, who she thought would support her for the rest of her life, had also left. She was left with herself, and she had no time to cry, so she continued to work hard. look for a job.From introducing herself with a blushing face in the first interview, to talking freely to others afterwards, from taking a taxi wherever she went in the past to being able to stand in the bus for more than an hour in high heels and returning to her residence, how did the time change her? It became what it is today, only she knows.Life has never deceived us, but our eyes are covered with dust by the beauty in front of us, and we cannot see the bitterness wrapped in sugar coating.

At that time, Wang Yibei was chatting with her senior from the previous class. The senior had already found a job in this city, but her boyfriend returned to her hometown, so they inevitably broke up.Wang Yibei asked her senior, is it worth giving up love for a job?The senior sister just told Wang Yibei lightly that we overestimated love. It was not as important as we imagined. If you put everything in yourself on a man, you are just being stupid. It is not a question of reality or not, but It is you who have to learn to be independent, and work is the prerequisite for a woman to be financially independent. Only when she is financially independent can she be independent in personality. Even if you love that man, you will not sacrifice everything for him.

Wang Yibei was silent for a long time after listening to the senior sister's words. At that time, she never thought that one day she would be independent. She just wanted to follow in Chen Zihan's footsteps. Wherever he went, she followed.It was only later that I found out that I was wrong. It was not a matter of love or not, but that she had become an accessory, without self, let alone independence.

Looking back now, Wang Yibei can finally understand why Chen Zihan didn't listen to her and resigned, but it was just understanding. If things happened again, she believed that she would still be the same as before.Life can never be copied, and there is no regret medicine to take.

She shook her head and continued to return to work. The busyness of work allowed her to temporarily forget the old events in her mind, and also allowed her to return to the pace of her own life.

When it was time to get off work, Xiang Yuheng leisurely walked out of the office and stood in front of Wang Yibei, "Come on, treat you to dinner."

Wang Yibei glanced at him, expressing doubts. She hadn't forgotten the farce that he invited him to dinner last time, so she spread her hands at him, "Hey, although I really want to go, but in order not to be stimulated, I'd better forget it."

Xiang Yuheng propped one hand on her desk, the smile on his face was a bit flat, "Don't you dare?"

"Tell me, what is it for again this time?"

Xiang Yuheng suppressed the smile on his face and became serious, "Is my image too bad in your eyes? I just want to treat you to a meal. You will go to Lanshan to stay in two days. It's been a while, so I just want to comfort you, if you really don't want to, then forget it."

Wang Yibei picked up the bag, "Then you didn't say it earlier."

If you don't go to such a cheap thing as eating, you won't go for nothing.

Xiang Yuheng asked Wang Yibei to choose the place to eat by himself. After seeing her name, he couldn't help but secretly thought it was funny. She is really a vengeful woman, and she can't forget what happened last time.The place she mentioned was the most luxurious restaurant in the city, and the price of a single dish was jaw-dropping. She deliberately slaughtered him, it seemed that she wanted to avenge him for letting her disturb her blind date last time.

(End of this chapter)