when i have experience

Chapter 146 Under the Stars

There was flickering fire in Chen Xing's eyes, but he still said normally, "Uncle is from the Speeding Club?"

"Ah, it used to be." The middle-aged man didn't see the fire in Chen Xing's eyes, and continued to take out a black jacket from the luggage bag and throw it into the fire.

Chen Xing's eyes turned to Perez, Perez nodded slightly, and Chen Xing relaxed his muscles a little, but he was still on guard.

The black jacket was burned in the fire, and Chen Xing sniffed it. There was no pungent smell, but a smell of leather, and it could even be said to have a little fragrance.

These are leather jackets!

Just burn it?
"Uncle, why are you burning these jackets?" The middle-aged man not only burned jackets with gang logos, but also a lot of everyday Harley jackets.

Perez's eyes were a little red. These jackets are not cheap.

"I don't need these things anymore." The middle-aged man took another jacket and threw it into the fire, only then did he see Perez's sad eyes.

"What's the matter? Do you want these jackets? I still have one that doesn't have a gang mark, do you?" The middle-aged man said and took out another jacket from the luggage bag.

"Yes, yes." Perez saw his eyes straight, took it directly, touched it, and it felt perfect.

Seeing the expression on Perez's face, the middle-aged man smiled and shook his head. He didn't say anything, and continued to take out something from the luggage bag, which was the exact same cloth patch that Perez carried with him.

The mark on it is "1%", which is also the sign of rebels in all the speeding party clubs in country M.

The middle-aged man took out the patch and did not throw it directly into the fire like the jacket, but held it in his hand and looked at it. His eyes were a little cloudy, and his emotions could not be seen.

After a long time, he still threw the cloth into the fire.

"Uncle, what are you doing?" Perez looked at the patch, and couldn't believe what the middle-aged man had done. Burn it?
"Since you're leaving, let's be more straightforward." The middle-aged man didn't think anything of it, and smiled, "Why are you so excited, little brother?"

Perez took out his patch from his pocket, and the bright red "1%" glistened in the firelight.

"Even if you leave, there's no need to burn it?" Perez said loudly, not understanding the behavior of the middle-aged man.

"The little brother is also a member of the club?" The middle-aged man didn't expect Perez to take out such a patch. He thought that the two people in front of him were pure Harley motorcycle enthusiasts.

"No, this belongs to my father, but I am also a reserve member, and soon I will become a full member." Perez held the cloth badge in one hand, and the black jacket handed to him by the middle-aged man in the other. The face is puzzled.

His father has also left the club, but his father kept the patch.

"Why don't you leave the cloth patch?"

"Stay?" The middle-aged man looked at the cloth patch that was burning in the fire, "It is impossible for me to live that kind of life anymore."

"What's wrong with that kind of life?" Perez was puzzled, isn't that what his next life will be.

"That kind of life? They told me that I had to be ruthless. If someone told me to stab someone in the head with a saber, I had to do it, even if I didn't know that person at all." The middle-aged man said very flatly, Memories of life over the years.

"I'm starting to be disgusted by it, I'm starting to feel scared, I don't know what's going to happen every day, but I still have to be tough, even if I'm not tough anymore, I can't show what I feel inside , and from that moment on, everything at the club fell apart."

"Once, I just wanted to go to a roadside bar to have a glass of wine because I was too tired, but was seen by a hostile organization. The moment I woke up from the trash can with a splitting headache, I decided I was going to get out of this life."

"I clearly realize that I can't live like this anymore. I have family and I have broken relationships with them over the years. I just hope to make up for them. The older I get, the less I will I understand how I could bear it back then, being arrested by the police, the disaster was imminent, and I didn’t have a trace of fear.”

"Things always happen one after another, and they happen very quickly. You don't have time to think about it. Only afterwards will you be glad that you are still alive." The middle-aged man looked at the fire with calm eyes. Perez After listening to the middle-aged man's words, he silently looked at the cloth in his hand and did not speak.

The life he wanted became the life others wanted to leave, which silenced him.

"Son, if you want to join, you should know what kind of life you face, you will have brothers, you will lose your family, don't think you won't, it will be the end anyway The result." The middle-aged man looked at the silent blond young man Perez, wasn't he like that back then.

All was quiet except for the firewood, the sound of the jacket burning.

Chen Xing felt the touch of his shoulder and found that Ling Xin was already close to him. The wind at night was still a bit cold, and the fire could not warm Ling Xin enough.

Chen Xing took off his black jacket and put it on Ling Xin's shoulders. Ling Xin didn't refuse, and smiled sweetly at Chen Xing. After so many days, she already knew that Chen Xing was not afraid of the cold.

For some reason, after hearing what the middle-aged man said, Ling Xin felt a little cold and wanted to get closer to Chen Xing.

"Look at the sky." Chen Xing wanted to touch Ling Xin and let her look up at the sky, but he accidentally grabbed Ling Xin's hand and found that her hand was cold. Chen Xing didn't let go, and used his own warm He grasped Ling Xin's hand in his palm.

Ling Xin didn't break free either, but let Chen Xing hold her hand and looked up at the sky. The pitch-black sky was dotted with countless stars, which were not dazzling. The gentle stars tried to illuminate the entire sky, but unfortunately it was in vain .

Just the good night sky left.

"It's beautiful." Ling Xin murmured, sparks splashed out from the firewood and jacket under the fire.

"Well, it's very beautiful." Chen Xing remembered this starry sky, even without his terrifying memory, he could still remember this starry sky forever.

An hour later, the fire was still burning, but no one was sitting around.

Perez and the middle-aged man entered a tent and stayed the middle-aged man overnight. Perez also wanted to ask the middle-aged man many questions about life.

And Chen Xing and Ling Xin entered a tent together, just like in the hotel before, Chen Xing gave Ling Xin all the quilts, anyway, he wouldn't feel cold.

"Chen Xing, listen to everything you don't want them to say." Ling Xin got under the quilt, only her head was exposed, and her black hair looked a little messy at the moment.

"Well, what are you talking about?" Chen Xing rested his hands on the pillow, not knowing what Ling Xin was talking about.

"It's about gangsters, you can't touch those things." Ling Xin's watery eyes glistened under the dim light in the tent.

"I won't, don't worry." Chen Xing wanted to touch Ling Xin's head as he spoke, but he only realized that the woman lying next to him was his teacher, and he could only put his hand in embarrassment. I took it back.

"Also, not all women like bad men." Ling Xin tucked her head back into the quilt after saying another word, only her black hair was exposed.

Chen Xing was a little puzzled, "Then I turned off the light?" It seemed that Ling Xin was going to sleep.

"En, close it." Ling Xin's voice came through the quilt.

After hearing this, Chen Xing turned off the lights in the tent, and his eyes suddenly darkened. Chen Xing watched his thoughts fly out of the sky from the top of the tent. He didn't need sleep that much.

And Ling Xin poked her head out in the dark, she couldn't suffocate to death in the blanket, she was a little strange, why recently her behavior became more and more like herself before the age of 20.

It must be because of Chen Xing, Ling Xin glared at Chen Xing in the dark, anyway he couldn't see clearly in such darkness.

(End of this chapter)