Marriage sleepy: less power to pet lightly

Chapter 35 Vulnerability
"I can't help but wonder, if it didn't rain that day and I didn't fall into the ditch, would I have been able to buy time to rescue my dad?" Her eyes were fixed on the ceiling, unconsciously, she A tear fell from the corner of his eye.

Many years have passed, and she has also changed from a weak little girl to a strong woman, but the guilt buried in her heart is always tormenting her silently in the middle of the night.

Perhaps it was with such a mood that she supported the family without hesitation these years, trying to dilute her self-blame with a sense of responsibility.

After hearing her story, Wei Xuan remained silent for a long time. In fact, from the night when she was thieves and she hugged him and cried bitterly, he knew that she was not as strong as she appeared on the surface.

She was just a weak woman who hid her fragility behind a "armor". Maybe it was because of this that he stayed tonight.

After a long time, he said, "It has nothing to do with you."

These comforting words did not make Song Zhiwei feel better, but her tears flowed more violently. She sobbed and said: "I feel that I am here to pay off the debt, and my family also regards me as the one who pays off the debt. I can't even exchange a good word for this family. I dare not make friends or fall in love, because I am afraid that I will drag others down. But what woman doesn't want to have a shoulder to lean on? Someone asks for warmth? But me, after get off work I can't even find anyone to talk to, I can only find you for things like delivering medicine, and I can only tell you these words."

The more she talked, the more sad she became, Song Zhiwei buried her head in the quilt and sobbed softly, her shoulders shaking uncontrollably.

Countless black lines appeared on Wei Xuan's forehead. It seemed that he was the one who delivered the medicine compared to having no one to rely on, which made her feel more sad?

Tired from crying, and feeling exhausted layer upon layer, Song Zhiwei soon fell asleep.

Wei Xuan has been sitting on the bedside, fulfilling his promise, silently guarding her.

He closed his eyes to rest, but suddenly felt a pair of arms wrapped around his waist. It was Song Zhiwei, who was restless in sleep, subconsciously hugging him in her sleep.

His eyes stayed on her slender arms for a moment, Wei Xuan didn't try to push her away, but kept sitting and let her hold her.

In the dream, she hugged the "plush bear" that she had dreamed of in her childhood. Its waist was so thick that she could hold it with both hands. It was still warm and just dispelled the cold around her.

She had a good dream, with a satisfied smile on the corner of her mouth.

Wei Xuan didn't ignore the upturned corner of her mouth, she burst into tears just now, but laughed again so quickly, she is really an emotional woman.

That night, the two of them maintained this strange posture until dawn.

Opening his eyes, he saw that the sky had cleared and the rain had stopped. Wei Xuan, who had been sitting all night, tried to stand up, but Song Zhiwei's arms were still wrapped around his waist.

He moved her hand, disturbing her.

She uttered a dissatisfied dream, hugged her arms tighter, and at the same time brought her head closer to him.

Perhaps because she felt short of breath, she raised her head and placed her head on his lap, while her face was facing his lower abdomen.

This posture is really indecent, Wei Xuan tried to push her head again, but it aroused more dissatisfaction from her, she babbled a bit, and buried her head in his while she was still asleep. between the legs—

Wei Xuan stood up straight away, and Song Zhiwei was almost thrown onto the bed by him.

She finally woke up, her anger came before her consciousness. She stared at him and said angrily, "Wei, what's wrong with you?"

Wei Xuan's complexion may not be much prettier than hers. The man was already very angry in the morning, and her reckless behavior almost "wiped the gun off", but she didn't realize it at all.

Song Zhiwei didn't notice his abnormality, but when she found that the rain had stopped, she immediately crossed the river and demolished the bridge and said, "You can go."

Wei Xuan didn't plan to stay any longer without her order to evict him. With a few strides, his upright figure quickly disappeared outside the door.

"Nervous, you still want to 'plot' me early in the morning." Song Zhiwei had no memory of what happened before waking up, and she didn't know why Wei Xuan's reaction was so strong, she just thought that his nerves had gone the wrong way.

After Wei Xuan left, Song Zhiwei couldn't fall asleep either. After a night's rest, the symptoms of dysmenorrhea were relieved a lot, and her stomach was flattened by hunger, so she immediately went to the kitchen to order a bowl of noodles.

After eating and drinking, she saw the painkillers on the table, and finally remembered the kindness of Wei Xuan who came to deliver the medicine to her in the rain last night.

She suddenly felt a little guilty. If it wasn't for him last night, she would have fainted from the pain.

Although his behavior in the morning was a jerk, but the merits and demerits do not offset, and she shouldn't drive him away so arbitrarily.

Song Zhiwei, who had clear grievances and grievances, felt more and more sorry the more she thought about it, and wanted to call Wei Xuan to thank her, but she hadn't summoned up the courage to call after holding the phone in her hand for more than half an hour.

what can we do about it?

She suddenly remembered his bank card, why don't you give it back to him?
No, she is so short of money now, and still owes Cai Zhi a huge debt, if she returns the bank card, how will she live?

Besides, there is no money on the card now, and it is useless to return it to him.

How should she express her gratitude?
Forget it, anyway, it's not just one time to owe him a favor, so let's accumulate it and pay it back together.On the other hand, Cai Zhi's tone was very bad that day, and she should invite someone to have a meal to explain.

Two days later, Song Zhiwei asked Cai Zhi to come out and apologized for speaking too harshly that day.

"Officer Cai, I'm really sorry. I was a little angry that day. I hope you can forgive my attitude." Song Zhiwei is actually not friendly to everyone, but she knows better that if she wants to live alone in this city, she will Make more friends, especially in a profession like Cai Zhi.

She also figured it out, even if the other party wanted to pursue her, that was his freedom, and she had no reason to be rude to others because of this.

Cai Zhi immediately said: "I'm the one who should say I'm sorry. I interfered in your family's affairs and made you angry. I don't know what to do to make it up."

Song Zhiwei smiled, "Since everyone feels sorry, let's forget about this matter, and I will pay you back the money as soon as possible."

"Don't worry." Cai Zhi shook his head and said, "I don't want you to be tired again just because you are in a hurry to pay back the money."

"The body is the capital of the revolution, I understand." Song Zhiwei smiled and nodded.

Perhaps because of different purposes, Song Zhiwei didn't have too much defense against Cai Zhi this time, and the two talked a lot. She found that although Cai Zhi was a rich man, he didn't have the slightest arrogance in terms of character or conversation, which made people feel Very comfortable.

And Cai Zhi got to know Song Zhiwei further, and confirmed that she is a very responsible girl who is different from the opposite sex around him, which further strengthened his determination to pursue her.

(End of this chapter)