Tianxian Road

Chapter 54

Because of such doubts in her heart, in the following time, Ye Yaoyao could hardly concentrate on the work at hand, but thought about this question repeatedly.

The more she pondered, the more puzzled she became, and the more puzzled she became, the more disturbed and restless she became.She kept questioning the correctness of the other party's thinking, but vaguely felt that the gods could not make mistakes, so she denied her own point of view in her heart; but when she questioned her disrespectful thoughts about the gods, she couldn't convince herself.

Realizing that if she continued like this, her work would not be efficient at all, and would only be a useless waste of time, Ye Yaoyao stood up from the futon, walked quickly to the wall, and stretched out her hand to touch the cold stone.

The slight coolness from her fingertips could not calm the restlessness in her heart at all, so she did not even think about it, she did a movement that she would never do in a normal state - put her face against the wall, making her slightly The bulging temples are in close contact with the stone wall.

In just a few breaths, Ye Yaoyao realized that her behavior was too stupid, and couldn't help laughing.She straightened up, took a deep breath, and paced back and forth in the not-so-large quiet room, trying to calm herself down.

Although the Qingxin Jue is good, it can't be used at all times. When the mind is so restless, apart from the simple methods of walking and inhaling that do not require technical content at all, it is best not to even meditate and adjust breath.After all, the operation of any formula must allow the inner breath to circulate in the meridians, controlled by the soul.Because of this, even if it is a gentle and harmless formula like the Qingxin Jue, which can be called the representative of Zhongzheng Peace, when practicing, it may be caused by one's own emotions that are not right, leading to madness, harming the body and even the soul, which is even more serious. It will be beyond redemption.This is also the reason why pure-hearted accessories, magical instruments and even spells have always been popular, and the supply of related items in the casual repair market is always in short supply. For slightly higher-end materials, the big sects will sacrifice their face to compete for it.

Although the clarity of mind under external force is unreliable, it can be slowed down when necessary and save lives.

In Ye Yaoyao's cave in her previous life, there were naturally many magic weapons, gifted by her friends, refined by herself to fight the pain, and those who wanted to do something to her, but were left behind by the people she killed... There are so many of them, and they are all here. There are nearly twenty Qingxin treasures that Ye Xinyao remembers.These things are nothing in the eyes of Buxu monks, but they are extremely precious to monks in the out-of-body period, which can be encountered but not sought after.

It's not that she didn't hesitate to take one or two things with her, but since she made up her mind to break the cause and effect with her previous life, and she didn't hesitate to use death to complete the last round, she naturally didn't have any reason to be reluctant to let go of those good things. Ye Yaoyao didn't even enter the cave mansion.Now I feel restless and can't calm down for a long time. If there is an accessory that can clear my mind, I don't know how much trouble can be saved.Thinking about the treasure in the cave in her previous life, Ye Yaoyao took it easy and slowed down, a little regretful that she was too big, but she didn't have any regrets.

"No, it can't be like this, I keep thinking about what if, if, if..." Leaning against the cold stone wall and rubbing her temples a little tiredly, Ye Yao corrected her attitude, "I'm just an ordinary person now, Ordinary monks in the out-of-body period can't always think about the things in the previous life, otherwise, is it not living in vain?"

What are you afraid of if your practice speed is slow?If she wanted to reach her previous life's cultivation within a year or two, she would have already joined the Demon Sect, so why would she still need to hang out in the Yunji Sect?Other people's eyes?What it is?If she really cared about this thing, she would have killed herself with that rope many years ago, how could she be worthy of a messy statement if she didn't die a thousand or eight hundred times?Besides, she is not like many monks who are stuck in the stage of getting out of the body and establishing the foundation, and there is no way to establish the foundation at all.It's just that I suppress the cultivation base that is already enough, and it is very likely that I will skip the foundation building period and go directly to the entrainment period without pressure, and I want to choose the best path for the future.

There is no problem in practicing, and she still has a hundred years to live, so she is really not in a hurry.It's just that the brand of the previous life is too deep, and I can't help but compare the treatment of the previous life with the situation of this life. Whether it is the speed of practice or the resources of practice, they are all far behind.

Such a big gap, Rao has a healthy and normal mentality, and accepts the facts like her early, and occasionally thinks about the gap between the two worlds, and can't help but feel a little depressed, let alone self-doubt and denial, which lead to very bad emotions it's time.Fortunately, nearly a hundred years of struggle with the Seven Emotions Demon Seed has cultivated Ye Yaoyao's extraordinary concentration and calmness. Even if she lost her composure to this point, after a moment of calming down, she gradually calmed down.

Calm back to calm, the previous state was too shocking, Ye Yaoyao didn't dare to practice at this time, she had to slow down for two or three days no matter what.She thought for a while, walked to the stone table in the quiet room, took out the pen and ink, laid out the drawing paper, hesitated for a moment, and began to write heavily.

Although she is not as proficient as Shen Xiao in piano, chess, calligraphy, painting, poetry and poetry, she also understands the reasons why Mu Wuyun taught her since she was a child. Putting it in the world of self-cultivation, she can be regarded as... at least at the upper-middle level Bar?It's not easy to practice right now, so painting is really a good way to vent.

After these hours of research and pondering, Ye Xinyao also vaguely outlined the image of this celestial being.In fact, there was only one word for her feeling from the other party, and that was - proud.

The word "proud" is often combined with slightly derogatory words such as "crazy" and "slow". Guidance, maybe he still has many friends?Of course, people with such a personality probably have many enemies, and there are many people who hate him so much.After all, for a proud person, looking down on you is just looking down on you. Even if you are also a fairy, I dare to show you face.

The word self-confidence does not contain derogatory connotations, but it does not match his character—he dares to question even the sky, and has no intention of repenting at all. What is not pride?
The arrogance of this celestial being comes from his own wisdom and strength, rather than vulgar things like identity, status, and blood.Of course, he also has the heart and ability to match it, which makes this arrogance seem natural.

The pen is written, the ink is stopped, on the drawing paper, there is only a hazy figure from the back.

The clothes are the same color as the sky, and the figure is alone, looking at the bright moon, making the whole world a foil for him, but he doesn't look lonely at all.

Staring blankly at the drawing paper for a while, Ye Yaoyao tried her best to pull out a smile that wasn't a smile—it turned out that unconsciously, in the depths of her consciousness, she would still think of the one that gave her the greatest happiness and made her suffer from incomparable humiliation. people.

At this moment, Ye Yaoyao felt her eyes burning a little bit. She thought she was not a weak person, but for some reason, her eyes were sore and uncomfortable. She always thought... wait, that's wrong!Her eyes, why did her eyes suddenly...

Almost in an instant, the right hand holding the paintbrush was powerless to let go, and the paintbrush that still had ink stains left many traces on the painting scroll with a long artistic conception, which could be called a masterpiece, completely destroying the entire beauty of this painting, but no one can take into account.Because at this moment, Ye Yaoyao, who had sudden and severe pain in her eyes, couldn't gather any strength, and fell straight backwards!

(End of this chapter)