I'm nice please be nice to me

Chapter 160 The Norwegian Forest in My Heart

After a long talk with Aunt Shang over dinner, Han Dong's cold heart finally showed some signs of enlightenment.

He didn't know what it was for?My heart seems to have changed indistinctly.

It feels very warm and comfortable.

He hasn't felt this comfortable for a long time.

It was a feeling of home.

It was as if there was a kind elder who was planning for his future.

This made him feel incredible.

It was a feeling he had never had before.

He intends to listen to his feelings.

In this world, everything can be deceiving, only your own feelings and heart will not lie to yourself.

However, only a few hours later.

A different scene appeared before his eyes.

He felt no heartache.

It's just that I feel a little ridiculous.

I have read more than a thousand romance novels myself.

I have written no less than a hundred love stories myself.

However, when the bloody plots in these stories happened to me.

I was so helpless.

I could only watch and watch from such a distance, not even daring to take a breath.

It was so unlike himself.

Facing the computer, typing text row by row.

At that moment, he was a coding machine.

It's cold and cold, with no feeling or emotion.

Everyone has their own taboos.

Everyone also has a deep Norwegian forest that everyone can't get into.

But for Han Dong.

What he dared not touch the most in his heart was emotion.

He is afraid of being hurt.

Because of that heartbreaking feeling, after tasting it once, I don't want to taste it again.

That was really not a good experience.

Obviously like it, obviously love it.

But you just dare not touch it.

Even if it is finally met, what will be exchanged next will only be heartbreaking pain.

He's had enough of that pain.

It's the kind of person who obviously works hard to like someone, but waits for the eyes, watching the person you like give all the good things to others.

But you can only be in a hurry, and you can't use any strength...

You can only wait silently and let your heart go through the whole process from heartache to heartbreak to the point where it cannot heal.

In fact, this is nothing.

At least you are in love.

What's even more cruel is that you have to repeat those painful feelings over and over again.

And the person you have always loved and guarded, sees your love as worthless...

You can only wrap yourself tightly, like a snail, carefully caring for your heart.

But wouldn't such a heart hurt?

In Han Dong's view.

It seems that Xiao Nuo and his brother Lan Sheng are the best partners.

Male talent and female appearance, golden boy and jade girl.

The best combination, the best match.

And what are you?
A pile of mud that won't support the wall, that's all.

In front of your lover, you are humble.

He was so humble that he didn't even deserve to kneel down and kiss the ground, let alone like someone.

Although Xiao Nuo is said to be a deaf-mute person.

But he's really talented.

Han Dong doesn't know much about dancing.

But he studied music, music and dance are common.

He knows what kind of dance is the best, what kind of dancer is the best.

Xiao Nuo is definitely a genius among dancers.

Some things, let it end before it begins, maybe it is the best?
Let him stay in the original beauty, maybe all can keep the original original taste.

Fingers tapped lightly on the keyboard.

Keep writing the story in my heart.

Only at this time does he feel like a normal person.

Be your own protagonist in your own story, no one will have opinions, and no one will point at yourself behind your back and make irresponsible remarks.

Many friends around him asked him, why do you insist on writing so much?

Han Dong always laughed it off without making any answer.

This answer, only the person who writes knows.

In the story, how cool it is to be the hero in your own mind!
And when everyone recognizes this hero, then you become that hero.

Every boy has a hero complex in his heart, just like a girl has a love cell in her bones.

There are only men and women in this world.

Therefore, heroes and love have become the most desirable benchmarks in people's hearts.

Girls like heroes.

The man desperately wants to be the hero in the girl's mind.

Boys yearn for love.

So after every boy becomes a hero, he will have a soul-stirring love.

……

Night, no matter how long, will pass.

When the light completely drives out the night.

The next day came again and again.

Another sleepless night.

This kind of life is so familiar to Han Dong, and this is his life.

His life should be like this, not to disturb others, only to enjoy the watch that almost fends for itself.

From the cigarette case on the table, he fumbled for a cigarette randomly.

He dug out the lighter from among the empty cigarette cases all over the table.

Light up the cigarette, and a new day is here.

The WeChat in the mobile phone can't ring on time.

Even if you don't look at it, you know, it should be that Xiao Nuo has made breakfast again.

Every day, she couldn't bear to disturb herself.

Every time, she puts breakfast in front of her door.

Everything seems to have become a habit, since it is already a habit, let him get used to it like this, there is no need to disturb it.

He took a deep drag on the cigarette.

The smoke spiraled up, slowly taking off like a young dragon.

It seems to be my current mood.

Invisibly slowly drifting into the distance.

Love is like smoking.

It always gives people an illusory feeling, but this feeling makes you reluctant to quit.

When it first came, it was like you lit a cigarette. In the first few puffs, it was rich and delicious, even a little choking.

But the more you smoke, the less taste you will feel.

People say that matches are those who love cigarettes.

In order to make cigarettes glow and heat.

ignited his short life.

But now.

If Han Dong is a cigarette.

Then it is just a cigarette, and there is no match willing to light it.

If he were a match.

Then he will be even more sad.

Because no one is going to light it.

It can only be kept in a box.

Waiting silently, finally blooming briefly.

People say that love is eternal.

But how many people can finally go to eternity?

But who knows how far eternity is?

In front of Xiao Nuo's perfection.

Winter would rather not be eternal.

Love, a match is enough.

lit up,
went out.

Then, with a good wish.

Turn to ashes.

And Han Dong's wish is to hope that the person he likes will live happily.

This is true for Ye Xiaobei.

The same is true for Mengmeng.

It's still the same for Xiao Nuo...

(End of this chapter)