I'm nice please be nice to me

Chapter 255 Sadness flows against the river
"Since it's been so hard, why did you give up?"

Han Dong smiled wryly and wrote: "I learned music at the time mainly because I was angry with my family, but because of this, I completely severed ties with my family.

My family stopped giving me money, and I couldn't move an inch.

Most of the music students are handsome and beautiful.

The family background is also relatively solid.

For someone like me who can't even afford tuition fees, how can I compete with others?

Besides, as you know, a disabled person wants to get involved in this circle.

almost impossible.

After graduation, those who have connections and connections can still stay in the circle.

Like us, most of them have changed their careers.

I am even worse than them.

I could only work around to make ends meet.

In the beginning, there were still some small bars and taverns willing to invite people like me to sing.

However, they gave too little money.

I couldn't even earn my rent, so I had to change careers. "

Xiao Nuo nodded silently: "Have you ever thought about copying your job again? May I recommend you to perform in the Art Troupe for the Disabled?"

Han Dong smiled wryly and shook his head: "It can't be done.

Most of the things I learned before are forgotten.

Now, I only have a diploma from a conservatory of music left. "

Xiao Nuo nodded slightly: "You haven't eaten yet, have you? Xiao Ye and Yin Ze went out.

When he left, he told me that he would not come back to eat.

I'll go get ready, shall we have dinner? "

Han Dong nodded slightly: "Otherwise, let's spend a little extra time and go out to eat?"

"No, I have to go out with Luo Xicheng later."

"Oh……"

It was written in Han Dong's small notebook silently.

Xiao Nuo turned around and went downstairs.

Looking at the back of Xiao Nuo leaving.

Han Dong suddenly felt that he and this girl were getting farther and farther away.

Every time you can be alone with him is always so short.

It seems that they can only pass by each other every day.

Then, there is the never-ending longing.

And slowly the years without him.

Even, the two of them meet every day.

However, that feeling of loneliness and helplessness has never left from the beginning to the end.

A person whose heart hurts is tired.

She really wanted to squat down.Let go of all pretense and all toughness.

Hug yourself hard.

That way I might not be so alone.

In fact, loneliness is not terrible, what is terrible is that you have to watch it with your own eyes.

The one most likely to keep himself from being alone.

Step by step into the lives of others.

And that person will become more and more blurred in his vision.

Gradually, I couldn't even see his appearance clearly.

Before, he always thought that love was words written in a book.

It is a bridge section carefully designed by people in the movie.

They are all fabricated.

He is always proud of his ability to invent incredible stories.

But these are just a way for him to deceive himself.

Every love story written in a book or made into a movie.

Are so sweet, so real.

How could there be such love in real life?

Love in real life should be quiet alone, happy alone, crying alone, sad alone, drinking alone, and doing everything alone.

I thought I had seen through love.

Love is just two people together, like a juggling baubles.

But these two words touched everyone's emotions.

This thing called love.It is magical.

He can always touch the softest side of your heart.

He always knows who that person is that makes you want to see through.

It always keeps you wandering in nightmares and sweet dreams.

Love is really scary.

Xiao Nuo's hands and feet are very nimble.

It didn't wait for Han Dong's sadness to flow upstream.

He has already prepared four dishes and one soup.

The two sat facing each other.

Han Dong opened a bottle of beer on his own.

Something different than usual.

Xiao Nuo also took the cup today and poured himself a cup.

Han Dong had never seen Xiao Nuo drinking.

Xiao Nuo suddenly poured himself a glass of wine, which surprised Han Dong.

Xiao Nuo wrote in his little book: "Today is Valentine's Day. This glass of wine, let us both be lonely."

Han Dong smiled slightly: "Actually, you don't have to keep pretending in front of me.

I'm not as weak as you think.

Did I take up your date today? "

Xiao Mo was confused. : "Dating, who am I dating? I don't have a boyfriend."

"You and Luoxi City..."

Han Dong was about to continue writing when Xiao Nuo's cell phone vibrated suddenly.

Xiao Nuo took a few mobile phones and glanced at them.

Then he took a long sigh.

"Brother Xiaodong, I can't accompany you anymore, I have some things to go out."

Han Dong didn't say anything, nor did he write anything in that little notebook.

He just nodded his head slightly, and silently drank the wine in the glass.

Without any explanation, Han Dong already guessed who it was.

Today is Valentine's Day, a day for lovers.

According to the habits of those rich men, today is the day when Luoxi City takes Xiao Nuo.

The wine in the glass has been drunk.

Subconsciously refill the glass.

Looking at Xiao Nuo, she dressed herself in the mirror.

Han Dong felt another inexplicable pain in his heart.

Looking at Xiao Nuo, he took care of himself.

Looking at Xiao Nuo, he waved goodbye to himself.

Han Dong smiled wryly, and Jiang drank the wine in his glass again.

He tried his best to make himself as chic as possible.

He thought he was invulnerable to all poisons.

But when Xiao Nuo closed the door, his heart was completely broken...

Go to the window.

Looking at the familiar supercar parked at the door.

Watching Luo Xicheng graciously open the door for little Nora.

Looking helplessly at Xiao Nuo, he bent down and got into the car.

An unprecedented sense of loss suddenly hit him.

Just when he was at a loss.

A taxi stopped in front of the house.

A thin figure got out of the car.

She timidly glanced at Luo Xicheng and Xiao Nuo.

Without even saying hello, he went straight into his house.

As soon as the little ghost entered the room, he saw Han Dong standing in front of the window, and asked in surprise, "Uncle, you can bear this."

Han Dong smiled bitterly.

It's not that he can bear it, but that he has become numb.

Xiao Ye pulled him over: "You just watched Xiao Nuo and Uncle Xicheng go away, why? Have you confessed to Xiao Nuo? Did Xiao Nuo reject you?"

Han Dong shook his head helplessly: "No, I didn't confess my love to her, and she didn't reject me either."

"Then why don't you fight for it? If this goes on, Sister Xiao Nuo will really become my little aunt."

Han Dong smiled bitterly: "That's pretty good."

(End of this chapter)