I wish I didn't know each other in this life

Chapter 45 The Later Later (End)
He didn't go anywhere, took the music box and went to her grave.

The moment the music box was opened, there was a burst of graceful music, it was a piano piece, which she wrote for him.

She didn't like the original song, so she wrote one specially for him.

There are also a few photos of the aurora, which she took herself during the so-called honeymoon.

He remembered what she said to him in the snow that day.

"It is said that if you make a wish to the aurora, the wish will definitely come true. In the end, my wish is still not fulfilled? It is also a lie to think about it. We walked through the snow together, but we may not grow old. We are both divorced. How can it be possible? "

He smiled wryly, flipped the photo with his slender fingers, and finally his eyes were attracted by the lines of embroidered characters behind the photo.

"I am willing to give you all the good times and good luck in this life, and exchange the joy of my life for the worry-free life of yours. Li Moting, no matter what the future holds, you must be safe and successful."

"I never expect anything else, I just hope that you can have all the best things in this world, everything you want."

"Li Moting, maybe you will never remember everything in your life, I will never give up, I love you."

She spent the so-called honeymoon alone and waited for the aurora in Finland, but the first person she thought of was still him.

In her hurried life, all the plans and everything were related to him.

No matter what you are doing, the first person you think of is always him.

Li Moting, you are a fucking bastard, what have you been doing all these years?
She is wholeheartedly for you, but you pushed her into the grave, you are the culprit!

Holding the music box tightly, he looked at her smiling face on the tombstone, and the last words she said to him echoed in his ears again.

"Li Moting, I love you, and I hate you too."

Just a few words, but there is enough power to make him want to die.

"An'an, do you want your brother to regret it for the rest of his life?"

She was gone, leaving him forever.

There will be no way to make up for the debts in his heart.

All his life, he will love her amidst condemnation and regret.

"Gu Xumo is right, even if you come back from the dead, you will never be able to forgive me."

The biting cold wind blew past his face, messing up his hair and drying up the undried tears in his eyes, but the pain in his eyes could not be taken away.

He slightly trembled his lips, and said, "I will never forgive myself in this life."

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In later time.

Li Moting went to all the places Gu Xu'an had been to.

To feel the helplessness she once had.

To feel the pain in one's heart when one goes through it all.

To feel the place where the person who has loved me for 11 years has been.

I want to try to find some traces of her again.

But in the end it was all futile.

He traveled to all the places Gu Xu'an had been to, and felt everything. There was a time when she was alone.

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Later later.

Gu Xu'an, these three words became an eternal pain in his heart.

He obviously doesn't want to touch her, but as long as he encounters everything related to her, there will be an indelible pain in his heart.

This may be what is called love.

He had gone back to the abandoned warehouse they had first met.

Recalling the scene at that time, recalling what I said to that girl at that time.

At the same time, it was silently playing in my mind, what I did to her in those years after marriage.

The two memories were intertwined at the same time, and there was a nameless pain that spread throughout his limbs, flowing in the blood forever...

(End of the article)

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The full text is over here. In fact, it can be changed into a long text and written below.

Change the ending of the story to say that Gu Xu'an did not die, and came back to take revenge on Li Moting.

But I don't think that makes any sense anymore, because what I want to write is only the second half of his painful life.

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The story I want to write has been written, thanks for reading, goodbye!
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