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Chapter 380 Lin Chenyan (4)

Lin Chenyan held Pei Ruichui's hand beside them, his voice was hoarse and painful, calling her over and over again.

Confessing myself over and over again.

He didn't feel that he was wrong before, but at this moment, he really knew that he was wrong...

If I hadn't done that kind of thing back then and stayed by her side well, wouldn't today's tragedy not have happened?

He hates...

It is not the person who hates, but himself.

He said and thought that he was for her, because of her, but then what?
He lost his dearest.

That is a lifetime that can no longer be owned...

lifetime……

Lin Chenyan knelt on the ground, his cries and pleadings broke the original silence of the corridor.

In the end, Lin Chenyan didn't know how he went back, nor did he know what he did after he went back. He only knew that he was alone now.

There will never be someone who cooks for him and cares about him.

very nice……

……

When Lin Chenyan woke up again, it was already dark in the room, and it was already very late outside.

He couldn't see clearly, it was black all around.

At this moment, he seemed to feel the feeling of being abandoned by the whole world.

……

A week later, Lin Chenyan had already arranged Pei Ruan's funeral.

At ten o'clock that morning, he carried Pei Ruan's urn to the mourning hall he had arranged for her.

He looked at the black and white portrait in the middle of the mourning hall. She was still smiling in the photo. This was a photo he took with her a few years ago.

Unexpectedly, it didn't take long before that photo became their last photo.

After putting the things away, Lin Chenyan walked to the center by himself.

Kneel down slowly.

The thin lips parted slightly, and the voice was already trembling.

Even though I knew she had been gone for a week, I couldn't help crying every time I saw her and thought about it, and my heart felt like being stabbed by a knife.

"Mom...my name is Lin Chenyan. If there is an afterlife, I will still be your son. At that time, I will definitely be by your side, and I will never let you be alone or wronged... …

Mom, my biggest regret is that I didn't let you watch me step into the wedding hall. Before, I was thinking, what I can do for you, but now I want to understand everything. It turns out that you are the most important thing. , what I did was too stupid, and the consequence of being stupid is... I lost you. "

Lin Chenyan didn't raise his hand to wipe away his tears, but just flowed down them.

"I'm sorry..." He put his hands shoulder-width apart on the ground, and slammed his head heavily on the ground.

"I'm sorry..." Another kowtow.

"Sorry……"

There are three kowtows, each of which is heavier than the other.

He seemed to want to use these to make himself feel less sad, but...he seemed to have lost all pain.

The pain in his heart is nothing compared to...

After it was over, Lin Chenyan was still kneeling, looking straight at the photo in front of him, and suddenly, he smiled...

Mom, you are so pretty.

If there is an afterlife, you must find me to be your son again, I will wait for you...

Lin Chenyan is dressed in black today, his beard is not shaved, his complexion is already emaciated, and his whole body is several times thinner than when he just came back. His appearance is the same as when he opened a cake shop before. Where is there a little bit of similarity to him.

His smile is sad and painful, but it is so dazzling...

His mother is watching him in the sky, will he be happy?
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Lin Chenyan's episode is over!I wrote myself to tears, it was too uncomfortable...

(End of this chapter)