Rebirth of the last days: hugging the thighs

Chapter 146

It was already late at night when Xiao Ran woke up, there was continuous raindrops outside the window, and the lights in the room were not turned on, so she sat up and wanted to find water to drink.Suddenly bumped into someone, she clutched her forehead and screamed for pain, and flicked on the light, only then did she see that the person sitting by the bed was Song Minghan.

He sat there with his head bowed, motionless, his face pale as if expressionless.Under the light, the long eyelashes cast a shadow on the face.No matter how Xiao Ran called him, he still pursed his thin lips tightly and did not speak.

Xiao Ran went around him to get the water glass on the bedside table, she had just taken a sip of water, but Song Minghan suddenly said, "Give me a baby." Xiao Ran almost spit out the saliva, she swallowed the water, and replied casually : "Didn't it be agreed that you would give birth by yourself?"

Song Minghan's mouth curled into a mocking smile, he stood up and looked down at Xiao Ran. "Xiao Ran, what are you running away from? Or, what are you afraid of?" Ever since he got married, he has always called Xiao Ran "wife". This is the first time he has called Xiao Ran by his name after marriage.

Xiao Ran was a little nervous, she put her hands behind her, clutched the bed sheet tightly, and tried her best to smile. "I don't know what you're talking about, it's so late, are you still awake?"

"You don't know what I'm talking about, okay, then you should know about "Ancient Matters"? You should know about your grandma's witchcraft? You should know about the consequences of witchcraft failure!" After talking, he Almost screaming, every muscle in his body was tense, his anger was screaming, and the floor-to-ceiling windows shattered to the ground because they could not bear the power of his anger.

Transparent glass slag splashed all over him, and he didn't even put on protection, his body was covered in wounds, bleeding bright red.

Xiao Ran's complexion changed greatly because of his words, did he know everything?She jumped out of bed, hugged his waist, and comforted him: "Song Minghan, calm down."

Song Minghan let Xiao Ran hold her, and didn't hug her back, but said coldly: "You told me to calm down? How could I be calm! Ever since I knew you, you have been such a liar. Others only cheat money, but you are It's specially designed to cheat people's hearts. Every time, I thought you belonged to me, and every time I was just pretending to be sentimental!"

"The first time I thought you liked me, but you said in the illusion that you approached me because I was a strong man. Do you know that frustration? I already like you, you But tell me that you only value my abilities. I have my pride, which does not allow me to beg for mercy on a liar."

"So I let it go."

"At Chenguang Base, I forced myself to take my attention away from you. But your life and death in Jiuhua Mountain made me see the weight of myself in your heart. If I am equally important to you Yes, so what does it matter if your original purpose of approaching me was not pure? I let go of all my pride because I like you."

He held his head in pain, his face full of struggle.Xiao Ran tiptoed to kiss him, but he didn't respond.

"My machismo hurt you, so after we met again, you always ignored me. But I am not afraid of your cold face, because I made up my mind to pester you for the rest of my life. No matter How cold you are to me, as long as I don't give up, one day you will fall in love with me again."

"The other day you suddenly started responding to me, when I kissed you, you kissed me back, do you know how happy I am? You started laughing at me, you acted like a baby with me, even when I left you, secretly Go to Zhengda base, you forgive me. You agreed to my marriage proposal, and you even had me with me last night..."

"You think you're in love with me, but you just pity me. Xiao Ran, you pity me. You just want to give death row prisoners a last supper."

Xiao Ran grabbed his arm and fell to the ground, slumped on the broken glass.She jumped out of the bed barefoot, and the soles of her feet were all worn out.Now there are also scars on the calf from broken glass.She shook her head in defense: "No, no."

Song Minghan asked sadly: "What is your heart made of? What I want is not your sympathy, do you understand?" After speaking, he lifted his foot and was about to leave.

When he took a step, Xiao Ran suddenly shouted: "Ming Han, I love you!" He stood there in a daze as if he had been cast a spell on his body.

It was pouring rain outside the window, and the sound of splashing shattered the silence of the room.Xiao Ran thought about it and said: "It's not what you think, I've always liked you. I admit that my attitude towards you changed because Daoist Su told me about the consequences of witchcraft failure. But I have never sympathized with you, nor have I Pity, his words only made me see my heart more clearly."

"I used to feel inferior when I faced you. Your ex-girlfriend is so beautiful, and you are always surrounded by countless excellent women. You are all supernatural beings, and you lead the Spark Base... and I Nothing, nothing, I don't think I'm good enough for you."

"It wasn't until I knew that I didn't have a few days to live, that I realized how ridiculous the reasons that prevented me from accepting you were. What does it matter if you are beautiful or not, good or not good? Whether you are good or not is just a worldly perspective. As far as you are concerned, as long as you like me, as long as you still smile at me, I am willing to stand by your side!"

"Because I like you, I like you very much." As she spoke, she began to cover her face and cry, "How regretful I am, because of those needless inferiority complexes, I missed the chance to be with you. When you proposed, you said Every word I said was like a knife carved into my heart. Life is too short, and we really missed too much time together."

Su Qingluan came to look for Xiao Ran that day and told Xiao Ran the story he saw in another place.Even though the grandson of the senior official who tried witchcraft had been revived ten years ago, he still passed away at the time of his original death.One month before his death, his grandson was weak and lethargic, and finally completely disappeared from the world.

Although this technique is overbearing, it is against the harmony of heaven.If it succeeds, that's all. Once it fails, the only thing that can be changed is fate, not including longevity.

"I don't have a good life for a few days. Every morning when I wake up, I look at you sleeping next to me, and I feel a sense of panic. You are really beautiful in the morning light. As long as I think that I can't see it a few times, I will feel a sense of panic. There would be panic. A great panic came over me, grabbed my throat and took my breath away."

Song Minghan bent down and hugged Xiao Ran, she curled up in his arms like a cat.A holy white light flashed in Song Minghan's palm, and all the wounds on Xiao Ran's body healed.

He whispered: "Why didn't you tell me? If Su Qingluan hadn't said that your condition is very similar to that witchcraft loser in "Ancient Matters", I would still be kept in the dark by you." The voice was so soft Like a dollop of cream.The whispers between lovers are the most tender.

Xiao Ran shrank back and adjusted to a comfortable posture, "I don't know what to say, I finally mustered up the courage to tell you a few days ago, but my mother left, you seem to have lost your soul, so I dare not said."

How cruel fate was to him, he had just found his mother and married his lover, and he was about to lose both of them.

The cold liquid hit Xiao Ran's face, she stuck out her tongue and licked it, the mouth was salty, it was Song Minghan's tears.She didn't dare to look up, afraid to see his tearful eyes. "Don't cry, life is a process from birth to death, and death is inevitable. What's more, I lived one life longer than ordinary people..."

Song Minghan's tears flowed more and more, he didn't want her to die, they just got married, he hadn't watched the bustling world with her yet, hadn't given birth to a doll with her, and hadn't sat on a park bench with her gray hair Let's reminisce about this life together.

Xiao Ran cheered up, pretended to be cheerful and said: "I have a notebook, which lists a hundred things that must be done in life." She took out the light blue notebook from the space, and handed it to Song Minghan as if asking for credit.

Song Minghan's tears wet the title page, and finally Xiao Ran couldn't help cursing: "I'm marrying a husband, not a daughter-in-law, please stop crying? This is very motherly!"

Song Minghan sniffed, and while wiping his tears, he argued, "Who am I? Then if I die, you might not behave as well as me."

But Xiao Ran stuck out his tongue, and said playfully: "You really think too much, if you die, I will be the boss of the Spark Base! Then I will ask Li Hong to find a few male favorites for me, each They're all a hundred times prettier than you, so favor each one."

Song Minghan was laughed at by her, and couldn't cry anymore. He said unconvinced: "They are not as good-looking as me. Beauty is in the eyes of lovers, and I am the prettiest in your eyes!"

Xiao Ran was amused by him and laughed out loud. They quarreled all night and fell asleep when the sky was about to dawn.

During the daytime, Song Minghan accompanied Xiao Ran to do the things planned in the book, some of them were very tender, he searched for famous experts in neurology for the stupid big man, helped Bai Bingjun regain his personal consciousness, sent a lost bird back to its nest... also Some are very funny, standing and urinating in the wild, drying your butt naked in the sun, stealing a green date from the yard of the neighbor's house...

In the evening, he made love to her all night and all night, every day she felt that she would not be able to get out of bed, and the next day she was alive and kicking under his healing ability.

Xiao Ran said goodbye to everyone, but she didn't allow Song Minghan to tell them the truth.No one knew that Xiao Ran had come back from the dead, and no one knew that she was about to return to the underworld.Even Su Qingluan, he only regarded it as a story in "Ancient Matters", and didn't know what happened to Xiao Ran.

Xiao Ran said: "You just lie to them that I am going to perform a mission, and then tell them that I have returned to Zhengda base, how long can I delay. Especially my master, even if he thinks I am an unworthy boy, he can't let him know I'm dead."

Song Minghan smiled and nodded, satisfying her every thought.

As the last days approached, Song Minghan became more silent.When Xiao Ran fell asleep, he sat on the head of the bed, staring at the dark air with concentration.Just thinking that he was about to lose her gave him a void deep in his soul that no amount of love could ever fill.

She will leave forever, leaving him alone in this world.In the long years since then, he can only capture her smile in his sleep or in his memories.

How terrible, for the first time, he panicked at the length of the years.

In the past, he only felt that life was too short to be with her.But ever since he knew she was leaving, he began to fear these long years.How would he live without her?
He even somewhat understood his mother's behavior, so he should go with Xiao Ran.But he is afraid, he is afraid that there are too many forks in the road of reincarnation, can he find her?I heard that on the Naihe Bridge, everyone wants to drink a bowl of Mengpo soup, how can he be willing to forget her?

The day Xiao Ran left was very peaceful.The weather is clear and the clouds are high and light.Xiao Ran got up early and was busy in the kitchen, making mango panji for Song Minghan.Song Minghan leaned against the kitchen door, looking at her lazily.

Xiao Ran was a little thoughtful, the halberd was mushy, but Song Minghan didn't care at all, and ate it all.When Song Minghan was packing the tableware, Xiao Ran suddenly said, "Minghan, I want to visit Huai'an City."

Song Minghan nodded with a smile. He put down the tableware in his hand, immediately sent someone to contact the pilot, and boarded the helicopter to Huai'an City as quickly as possible.

Under full speed driving, the speed of the helicopter is very fast, but after all, the speed of the human is not as fast as time.

Song Minghan watched helplessly as Xiao Ran's body dissipated little by little, and he was in his arms.Under the pain of splitting, Xiao Ran struggled and said: "Thinking about it now, I was so stupid at the time, I dared to come to Huai'an City to look for you just because of my loneliness. I never thought about it at that time, and I couldn't find it." How to do it……"

Her voice faded and finally died away completely.

Song Minghan took out a blank piece of drawing paper expressionlessly, and pinched a section of ancient imprint in his hand. The drawing paper emitted a faint light, and after a while, it returned to its original state.

Song Minghan said indifferently: "Turn around and go back to the base." He kept covering Xiao Ran's figure with a barrier, and the pilot only saw Song Minghan from the beginning to the end.Song Minghan suddenly said that he was going to a remote city and returned halfway. Although the pilot was puzzled by this, he was used to following orders and immediately adjusted his flight direction.

Song Minghan, who returned to the base, asked Su Qingluan to draw a painting on the paper provided by Song Minghan.According to his request, Su Qingluan drew a garden full of spring, with flowers blooming and butterflies dancing in the garden.

There is a swing in the garden, which seems to be moving with the spring breeze.When Su Qingluan finished writing, she seemed to see a short-haired woman sitting on the swing, smiling and greeting him with a peach blossom face.

Su Qingluan rubbed his eyes, then looked over, there was nothing there.He laughed at himself and said, "It's been a long time since I drew, and I draw one occasionally. After staring at it for a long time, I have hallucinations."

Song Minghan didn't answer, he carefully put away the painting.In the final analysis, he and Xu Ruhai are the same kind of people at heart, and their love is too selfish.

So what if you don't enter reincarnation?She was his, and he would never let her go in this life, whether in poverty or in hell.

(End of this chapter)