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Chapter 116 Facing Death Again
"Well, it's him. We also made a phone call to confirm the one. Team Xu heard that she was the one who had the accident. It is said that he will be here soon. You will be able to see your longing for tomorrow at the latest. The girl of my dreams."

Ai Xiao doesn't want to listen anymore, Ai Xiao doesn't care much about the news that Xu Song is coming, Ai Xiao thinks of the conversation just now, and Xiaolu's stiff body, holding a bottle of wound medicine, Ai Xiao has mixed feelings in his heart.

Sisters love deeply, Xiaolu has indeed done it to herself, but, as for herself, Ai Xiao knows that she has not done it, even though she really agrees with her sister Xiaolu in her heart.However, Ai Xiao still didn't tell the truth. For the first time, Ai Xiao discovered that her selfishness and shamelessness were beyond the reach of ordinary people.

Fortunately, I still keep saying that I am not heinous.

Ai Xiao actually lay down so quietly that she couldn't even feel the pain in her feet.

Xiaolu must be in pain, there is such a big piece of flesh missing on the leg, and the hideous tooth marks on the neck, she is still such a young girl, she is really the same age as the flower, but I let the flower come to life Ai Xiao didn't know what Xiao Lu was thinking at the last moment of her life, but Ai Xiao could feel that Xiao Lu didn't hate herself.To be honest, Ai Xiao now hates the fact that she can feel other people's emotions.If this is not the case, Aixiao can still think that Xiaolu hates herself. Then, Aixiao can feel a little more comfortable in her heart. Thinking of this, Aixiao feels her selfishness again.

In order to make himself feel better, Ai Xiao would rather misunderstand Xiaolu's last meaning.

"Xiaolu, if there is another life, you must hide when you see me, you must not come out, and you must not know me again." There are times when the dry eyes really can't shed tears, love to smile wryly .

"Xiaolu, you have to smile happily when you see my sister like this, this heartless woman is really sad, so if you see it, you must smile happily."

Sad to the extreme, it turned out that I really wanted to cry without tears, and Aixiao really felt it, "However, Xiaolu, you silly girl, maybe you will still feel distressed when you see it." Thinking of the bottle of medicine in Xiaolu's hand, thinking of The last thing the girl held in her hand made her laugh like a knife cut her heart.

"Xiaolu, you are like this now, how can I explain to your mother, she is so grateful to me, thank me for making you no longer autistic, but, if she knew the result would be like this, she would definitely rather you were the same as before That look, at least, that way, you are still alive, and when she calls you, you will respond sweetly with your sweet voice."

"Xiaolu, do you know that I'm really shameless, you all regard me as a real sister, but I still can't trust you, not only you, but also sister Xiaohuan who I have known for so many years.

I have always asked others to confess to me, but I have never confessed to others. I also found a seemingly high-sounding reason to convince myself that the purpose of doing this is to prevent people close to me from falling into danger.

But, in fact, it's just because I can't trust others, no one can trust anyone, my parents are only proud of having such a filial daughter like me, but my filial daughter does do things that embarrass my father. I cut off the relationship between my father and grandma. As a filial daughter, I knew that my mother didn't want me to be too far away from home, so I married Xu Song without hesitation. I knew that Xu Song really cared about me, but I was still human. just left.

Knowing that Xu Song and the others' mission this time was dangerous, they still didn't lend a helping hand at the beginning... I knew it clearly, but I couldn't do it, and I still can't do it now. In this life, I can only Be a selfish person. "

"Xiaolu, where is my Xiaolu? Where is my little Xiaolu?" Ai Xiao heard Xiaolu's mother's distressed and desperate cry outside.After struggling for a while, regardless of his legs, he left the ward in a flash.

"Xiao Lu's mother." After the sound, Ai Xiao could no longer speak. For Xiao Lu's mother, Ai Xiao felt that the feeling of shame in her heart was about to break out.

"Love to laugh, they said Xiaolu left, they lied to me, didn't they? They lied to me at that time, didn't they?"

Seeing the appearance of Aixiao, Xiao Lu's mother seemed to have seen hope and a life-saving straw, she stepped forward and grabbed Aixiao's collar and shook it desperately, trying to hear the answer she wanted to hear.

"Xiao Lu Ma." Ai Xiao felt that her legs could no longer support her, but she couldn't respond to this desperate woman. Xiao Lu Ma was the person Ai Xiao couldn't face the most right now.

"Madam, please let go of Mrs. Xu." Aixiao heard the two nurses who were whispering just now, and when they saw Aixiao leaning back and forth being shaken by Xiao Lu's mother, they were shocked. I heard that this woman is the darling of the special forces captain. If something unexpected happens here, then her future will be in jeopardy. It is the nurse who is obsessed with Xu Song. Something happened in front of my eyes.

"Aixiao, tell me Xiaolu is fine..." Xiaolu's mother couldn't listen to what the two nurses said, and kept shaking her Aixiao body.

"Xiao'er..." As soon as Xu Song walked into the hospital, he only saw a farce in the corridor. He didn't want to pay attention to it at first, but now, what he worries most is that he likes to laugh. Serious injury, Xu Song found that since he knew himself, Aixiao seemed to be injured all the time.

However, when Xu Song was about to leave, when he heard the name from the crazy woman's mouth, he immediately changed direction and pulled the crazy woman away. fallen body.

"What's going on? Why is my wife injured so badly?" Xu Song asked coldly.

"Xu Song."

"Xiao'er, it's all right, it's all right." Hearing Ai Xiao's weak cry, Xu Song took the goods and sent the man to squat down on the rope, comforting him softly.

"Xu Song..." Love laughed and threw herself on the man's chest, letting her tears fall again.The silent crying made Xu Song's heart ache violently.He had never seen such a sad love laugh.After a while, Xu Song's chest in military uniform was already wet with tears from his love for laughter.

Seeing Ai Xiao's blood-stained feet, Xu Song's heart trembled. When he received the call, Xu Song was having lunch, but the phone rang suddenly. After answering the call, the first sentence that came out of the phone was So Xu Songjing couldn't hold the chopsticks in his hand.

"A lady named Ying Kuizhen was seriously injured. May I ask if she is your wife?"

Xu Song didn't know that Aixiao's original name was Ying Kuizhen until the day he got the marriage certificate. Xu Song didn't know how serious the injury was in that sentence, but Xu Song knew that Aixiao's condition must be bad. , because the caller didn't like to laugh at herself, then there is only one possibility, the injury of laughing has already made her unable to make a phone call.

After explaining the matter, he rushed to Yunnan in a hurry, and seeing Ai Xiao in this state, Xu Song's distress was self-evident.

"Why did you make yourself look like this again? Don't you know that I feel distressed?" Xu Song murmured to himself.

"Love to laugh...Love to laugh." Even though she was hiding in Xu Song's arms, Xiaolu's mother's cry was still in his ears, and he couldn't stop thinking about it.

"I'm sorry, Mommy Xiaolu." As soon as Aixiao's voice fell, the sharp cry disappeared.

"Xiaolu, my Xiaolu is really gone." The decadent body slid down to the ground, "My Xiaolu is really gone."

"What happened, please? Why did Xiaolu, who was so good for me, disappear like this? Aixiao, tell me, why?" It was more like talking to himself, but Aixiao knew that Xiaolu's mother I'm asking myself questions.

"When we were walking in the rainforest today, I accidentally got injured. Xiaolu went home to get medicine for the wound. Then, he met an Indochinese tiger. Xiaolu..."

"Why did you get hurt?" Xiaolu's mother's calm expression made Ai Xiao feel flustered.

"I was bitten by a leopard." After a pause, he still chose to lie because he loved to laugh. Now, since he is selfish, let's be completely selfish. "I drove the leopard away with medicine, and then I let Xiaolu go home first."

"why?"

……

"I know you are afraid that the smell of blood will attract more, uh, beasts." Ai Xiao hasn't said anything yet, but Xiaolu's mother has already said it. In the heart of this kind Dai woman, Ai Xiao has a reason for everything she does. .

... Ai Xiao didn't know what to say, so he could only keep silent.

"I heard that you were the first to rush to the hospital. You walked out of the rainforest with blood on your feet, and arrived at the hospital by yourself. With a sister like you, Xiaolu will rest in peace in the end. Knowing your sister, Xiaolu will be very happy if he cares about her so much and cares about her."

Xiaolu's mother's words made Aixiao feel ashamed, she seemed to say, if it weren't for me, Xiaolu would still live a good life by your side, but biting her own lips, Aixiao insisted on not saying a word of rebuttal, no need for others , I love to laugh and I spurn myself to death in my heart.

But what to do?Why am I such a person?
"Take me to see my daughter, Miss Nurse." Xiao Lu's mother begged to the nurse on one side, while turning around and smiling at Ai,

"Love to laugh, you have to take good care of your body, thank you, Mommy Xiaolu, thank you for what you have done for Xiaolu in the past few days, thank you for letting her come here for such a happy six days."

Ai Xiao's body trembled violently. For a moment, Ai Xiao wanted to tell the truth, but at the last moment, Ai Xiao held back.

After all, Xu Song was really busy, and he had to rush back to Hainan when he confirmed that as long as his smiling feet were well maintained, there would be no problems left. Now, the task of chasing down the drug lord has entered a fever pitch The stage gate Xu Song cannot be absent no matter what.

Ai Xiao refuses to leave because her legs are not suitable for moving, and because she wants to accompany Xiao Lu and Xiao Lu's mother well.

Xu Song had no choice. Although Xu Song had never seen the lost life, he heard from the nurse in the hospital that the girl still didn't put down the bottle of medicine for Ai Xiao. Han is also inevitably sad, and Xu Song can understand the mood of love to laugh, but what Xu Song doesn't realize is that besides what he understands, in this matter, love to laugh also has a lot of sadness, guilt, worry and self-consciousness. responsibility.

Originally, Aixiao wanted to visit Xiaohuan in the rainforest at night. Although the shell of the beetle was very safe, Aixiao was always a little worried when Xiaohuan was lying in it alone.

When Aixiao left the hospital and passed by Xiaolu's home, Aixiao regretted her decision, regretted her concealment, although Aixiao knew that Xiaolu's mother would be sad and hopeless, but Aixiao never imagined that Xiaolu's mother would end her life life.

Inside the open door, the body lying on the ground, and the long bloodstain, he rushed forward with a smile, but his legs couldn't control him, "Xiao Lu's mother, Xiao Lu's mother." Beside the woman who fell to the ground.

"Love to laugh, you are here."

"Don't blame yourself, Xiaolu's mother saw Xiaolu, really, Xiaolu didn't blame you, Xiaolu likes you so much, sister, although what you said is not everything, but Xiaolu will not blame you, and Xiaolu's mother will not blame you either. I'll blame you. We've had a good few days."

"Thank you, thank you for making Xiaolu happy for so many days. I thought I would never be this happy in my life. Thank you!"

The last voice fell, and the woman's head fell to the side feebly.

Now, it has been a month since Xiaolu and Xiaolu's mother happened, and Xiaohuan has recovered. Aixiao still lied to her according to the original plan and cooperated with Lao Mao, saying that Lao Mao's superb medical skills saved her life. Now Xiaohuan has been brought home by Yongjian, and Ai Xiaohuan thinks that Xiaohuan will not be able to play around again in the near future.

Lying on the bed, Ai Xiao couldn't let go of what happened during this period of time. Ai Xiao didn't know until the end that Xiaolu's mother knew some of the facts. Ai Xiao didn't know how many facts that poor and kind woman knew. However, Ai Xiao knew that she really didn't blame herself.During a trip to Xishuangbaina, in just six days, Ai Xiao witnessed the passing of two lives that should not have disappeared.During the short six-day trip, Ai Xiao realized her selfishness and cruelty that could not be concealed.

Aixiao's legs are almost healed. During this period of time, Aixiao has refused Lao Mao's careful care. She will use her pain to repent like a deer, even if the deer doesn't need it. Then, Aixiao swears that from tonight onwards , she will work hard to upgrade, she will never be soft-hearted to animals again, and she will never be a false virgin again, since she knows that she can't be a truly kind person, then just be a truly cruel person.

(End of this chapter)