Chapter 353 Silently guarding her, loving her.

Xiao Xiao slept all night in a daze, and when she opened her eyes the next morning, the first thing she felt was that her body was tightly held in her arms, unable to move.

She was very familiar with the temperature and strength of those arms, but when she opened her eyes, she was still slightly taken aback.

From such a close distance, you can even see the fine pores on his handsome face, Xiao Xiao suddenly forgot to struggle, or maybe, she was so weak that she couldn't struggle to get away.

She only moved lightly in his arms, and the man who was holding her tightly woke up.

His eyes were not as sleepy as when he just woke up, but very clear. His burning eyes were fixed on her pale and haggard face.

"Are you awake?" His voice was a little hoarse.

For a moment, Xiao Xiao had the illusion that his attitude towards him was like a 360-degree turn. Yesterday he obviously wished he could strangle her to death with his own hands, but now, he was looking at her with tenderness that almost dripped out of his eyes.

Xiao Xiao pursed her lips, frowned slightly and said, "It's a little uncomfortable for you to let me go."

She didn't lie, she was really hugged a little tightly by him, and she couldn't breathe.

The man got her wish and let her go.

Rong Chengmo got up, and while getting dressed, he asked Xiao Xiao on the hospital bed, "What do you want to eat, I asked Mrs. Lin to make fresh ones and bring them over."

Xiao Xiao was indeed hungry, "Whatever."

The man glanced at her deeply, "How about preserved egg and lean meat porridge, chestnut cake, and some hazelnut butter cake?"

Xiao Xiao was slightly taken aback, some people are obviously very ruthless sometimes, but sometimes they can remember every little hobby of yours.

Preserved egg and lean meat porridge, chestnut cake, hazelnut paste cake, which one is not Xiao Xiao's favorite?

Xiao Xiao gently pinched herself with her hands under the quilt, as if to remind her not to fall in love with this man just because of this small favor.

But in fact, no matter how many times Xiao Xiao meets Rong Chengmo again, and how many times she is hurt by him, she will still be moved by him.

Rong Chengmo didn't wait for Xiao Xiao to speak, he called back to the villa and asked Mrs. Lin to prepare.

After making the phone call, Rong Chengmo saw her dried hair and clothes, and said, "You were sweating a lot last night, I'll take you to the bathroom to take a shower."

Sister-in-law Lin had already brought her a change of clothes last night.

Rong Chengmo was about to lean down to hug her, but Xiao Xiao frowned, a little reluctant, "I'll just go by myself."

She also felt that her body was sticky and really uncomfortable.

"You fainted last night, and now you haven't eaten anything, go wash yourself, are you sure you won't faint again?"

Rong Chengmo stared at her black and white eyes with burning eyes, Xiao Xiao didn't answer for a moment, he sighed again, and said: "Hey, don't be brave."

Xiao Xiao had no choice but to bite her lip, and was carried into the bathroom by him to take a bath.

……

Xiao Xiao thought that he would do something to bully her while taking a bath, which is normal. How often would he hold her in his arms and bathe with her without eating her tofu?
But today, it was rare to take a bath peacefully.

When Rong Chengmo helped her clean her body and picked up the clean clothes to help her put them on, Xiao Xiao lowered her eyes and brought the clothes over, "I'll just put them on myself."

But Rong Chengmo stubbornly didn't loosen his clothes, his eyes were focused and serious, and his hot eyes made Xiao Xiao's ears burn. He said word by word, extremely serious: "I won't take advantage of this time to bully you."

Xiao Xiao was a little puzzled, he was really weird today.

After taking a shower and getting dressed, Xiao Xiao was carried out by Rong Chengmo.

Xiao Xiao lay on the bed for a while, and Aunt Lin brought breakfast over.

Mrs. Lin gave a portion for two people, so she knew that Rong Chengmo didn't eat in the morning.

Aunt Lin left quickly after delivering breakfast, leaving only Xiao Xiao and Rong Chengmo in the ward again.

While drinking the porridge, Xiao Xiao grabbed the chestnut cake and ate it. It tasted delicious and filled her empty stomach at once.

Rong Chengmo didn't eat, but only watched Xiao Xiao eat.

Embarrassed for a moment, Xiao Xiao glanced at the breakfast for two, and reminded: "Sister Lin sent it for two, you should also eat some."

Although she always knew that Rong Chengmo didn't have the habit of eating breakfast, but she also remembered that when she was in London, Rong Chengmo would accompany her to eat breakfast.

Xiao Xiao was stunned for a moment, okay, why did she remember the past again?

What is there to think about in the past?
Xiao Xiao smiled wryly, and it all passed.

Rong Chengmo nodded with deep eyes, and ate breakfast with Xiao Xiao.

Xiao Xiao was a little puzzled by Rong Chengmo's attitude today.

When they made such a fuss yesterday, Rong Chengmo wanted to reach out and strangle her to death, but today, why was his eyes full of tenderness when he looked at her.

After Rong Chengmo ate a piece of chestnut cake, he folded his hands slightly, and looked at Xiao Xiao who was eating breakfast with clear eyes.

Her taste has not changed after so many years.

"Why didn't you tell me earlier?"

For no reason, Rong Chengmo suddenly asked such a question.

Xiao Xiao naturally didn't understand what he was asking, but she was slightly stunned when she lowered her head to eat, and looked up at him, "What did you say?"

"Why didn't you tell me what happened back then?"

Xiao Xiao was startled for a moment, and then the corners of her pale lips hooked into a smile again. Her bright and penetrating eyes stared at the bottom of his deep eyes, and asked in a flat tone: "Is it useful to tell you? Tell you, and time can turn back." , can you choose again?"

"Yes, I don't have the ability to turn back time, but for so many years, I have been kept in the dark, and I don't even know about your pregnancy."

Xiao Xiao's heart trembled violently, "What did you say, you didn't know that I was pregnant back then?"

Rong Chengmo propped his arms on her sides, his eyes darkened, "If I knew you were pregnant, no, even if you weren't pregnant, I would have always chosen you."

Xiao Xiao parted her lips slightly, doubts reflected in her pupils, "But...but you were already engaged to Ye Jiajia back then."

"The Rong family sent people to London, threatening to kidnap you if I don't get engaged to Ye Jiajia."

Xiao Xiao's pupils shrank fiercely, he...he never betrayed their feelings?
Among them, is someone obstructing it?
Rong Chengmo is not a person who can weave lies, and he is too lazy to use lies to please anyone.

Xiao Xiao's watery eyes stared straight at him.

Rong Chengmo leaned down and hugged her, clasped her small head with his big hands, and pressed her into his arms, "But even if it was a misunderstanding, it's all because of me. Xiao'er, I can't tell you why I am sorry for not being able to protect you well back then." If you apologize, because I don't want to apologize, I want to spend the rest of my life to make up for you. You have been hurt so much for so many years, and I have wronged you."

He is a responsible man, and he knows that an apology is the most useless thing. If he can finish with a single apology, it is better to let him spend the rest of his life to make up for her.

Even if he spent the rest of his life, he couldn't make up for so much damage in the past, but he didn't want to waste any more time, he just wanted to love her with all his strength.

The emotions and the whole story that had been suppressed for so many years suddenly surfaced, and Xiao Xiao suddenly felt that her stubbornness was a bit ridiculous.

She was hugged tightly by Rong Chengmo, her whole body was a little stiff.

Xiao Xiao took a deep breath, her eyes were slightly moist, "But even so, I still have no way to forgive you."

Rong Chengmo hugged her tightly and buried her in the hollow of her shoulder, "I can't forgive myself either."

Even if someone interfered with all this, but back then, he was indeed engaged to Ye Jiajia, and their child was truly gone.

She also committed suicide because of him, and almost cut herself off from this world.

The grievances and injuries she has suffered for so many years have long since become an erosive wound in her heart, and no panacea can heal it.

"Rong Chengmo, I don't want to hate you anymore, and I can't afford to hate you. If you really feel sorry for me, then let me go. As long as I see you, I will think of all the things I have received in the past so many years. Hurt, and stupid things done."

She wasn't being pretentious, nor was she joking.

After spending so many years between them, there is actually no need to be together anymore, isn't it?
The relationship that has been blank for so many years, in fact, even if we are together again now, I am afraid it may not necessarily be prompted by love, maybe it is the obsession at the beginning.

And Xiao Xiao didn't want to continue this painful obsession any longer.

Let go of this relationship, let go of Rong Chengmo, and let yourself wake up from this nightmare.

It was Xiao Xiao's decision after careful consideration.

"Xiao Xiao."

Rong Chengmo held the back of her neck. On her fair neck, there was a faint red mark from yesterday's pinch, and pain slipped from the bottom of his eyes.

He smiled self-deprecatingly, yes, she was with him, she was always the one who was forced, how could she not get hurt?

He himself is a sharp sword, and when she approaches, he will subconsciously hurt her.

Rong Chengmo couldn't think of anything that could make up for her more than fulfilling Xiao Xiao's wish. His slender fingertips gently stroked the corners of her lips, "Have you seriously considered it?"

"Well, I'm serious. Ah Mo, we... are really not suitable."

Her heart is very fragile, and after experiencing those sharp injuries, she has become more sensitive. Now she doesn't want to taste the sweetness and bitterness of those loves, or the pain, she can't bear it.

Rong Chengmo stared into her eyes for a full five seconds, and when his thin lips parted slightly, he only said one word, "...OK."

If it's really her wish, then he grants it.

Xiao Xiao nodded, and said again: "It's been so many years, in fact, the relationship between us has long since disappeared. Although there is a misunderstanding, time waits for no one. You may not be love to me, or I to you. .I hope that in the future, I can live and work in Haicheng peacefully."

Xiao Xiao didn't mention the divorce right away, so let's separate for a while and calm down.

Rong Chengmo remembered Xiao Xiao's four words, calmly.

Well, he let her live in Haicheng peacefully.

Since she said that she didn't want to see him, and when she saw him, she would think of those hurts at the beginning, so he would silently guard her and stop interfering forcefully in her life and life.

(End of this chapter)

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