Only married but not in love: Ex-wife, see you tonight!

Chapter 189 Just Back to the Past
She stared blankly at the darkness in front of her eyes, and did not move for a while.

In the car just now, she forgot to ask the driver the time. To be precise, it was the warm and comfortable feeling that made her not think about it.

Seeing the villa in front of her, Ruan Anxi felt as if someone had suddenly poured a bucket of cold water on her, which made her heartbroken instantly.

Ruan Anxi couldn't help wrapping her arms around her body, the weather was obviously not cold yet, but she felt like she was going to be shivering from the cold.

There is no wind in this season, so there is silence around, and Ruan Anxi suddenly feels very tired in this silence.

Looking at the gate of the villa, Ruan Anxi turned around silently, walked to a bench beside her, and sat down slowly.

She felt very tired, so she simply half-lyed on the bench, and then curled up again, with her hands crossed over her chest, in a protective posture.

Because she was in a hurry to go out, she didn't take her wallet or keys, and she didn't want to ring the doorbell right now.

Aunt Wang must have already fallen asleep, and her action will definitely wake Xiao Bei up.

A child as sensitive as Xiao Bei will definitely notice her depression, and Ruan Anxi doesn't want her to worry.

However, what Ruan Anxi was most afraid of was that Xiao Bei might ask about Shi Yan's whereabouts.

Xiao Bei is so dependent on Shi Yan, she will definitely ask why she didn't come back with Shi Yan, Ruan Anxi is afraid that she will be asked by Xiao Bei at that time, and she will not be able to help but cry.

In the darkness, the corner of her mouth had tasted salty.

Ruan Anxi maintained her protective posture and didn't move, nor did she wipe away her tears, letting the tears keep rolling down her face.

Shi Yan's suspicion and humiliation all surfaced in Ruan Anxi's mind at the moment, she didn't want to think about it, but couldn't help it.

The tears flowed more fiercely, and she bit her lips fiercely, not letting herself make a sound.

She really didn't expect Shi Yan to treat her like that. The words that made her feel warm in the car just now, compared with Shi Yan's vicious words, are really ironic.

A person who has been entangled with himself for so long and said he will protect himself well, in the end, he is not as comforted as a stranger.

Ruan Anxi used to resent the person who gave Shi Yan that photo, but now she doesn't care who that person is at all.

Anyway, as long as Shi Yan doesn't trust her enough, even a fake photo will become evidence against him.

Thinking of this, Ruan Anxi felt even more grievanced, and finally couldn't help sobbing.

Ruan Anxi didn't know why Shi Yan could be so unfair. He could believe that he was having an affair with Pei Jingchen because of a photo, and then confronted her, humiliating her non-stop, but turned around and got engaged to Chi Man grandiosely. Not even qualified to ask questions.

If she had known that this would be the result, she shouldn't have let herself be addicted, shouldn't let herself have expectations for Shi Yan, and shouldn't feel that she and Shi Yan still have a future.

With her face buried in her arms, she finally couldn't suppress her emotions and cried bitterly.

Anyway, there was no one around, only the cold street lamps kept looking at her.

Ruan Anxi has been curled up on the bench outside the gate of the villa, letting her tears flow unrestrainedly, and I don't know how long it took before she felt her eyelids gradually getting heavy, so she let herself fall asleep again.

When Ruan Anxi woke up from the cold, it was already dawn. She stood up and rubbed her arms, but she still felt very cold.

At this moment, Aunt Wang should also get up. Ruan Anxi took a deep breath, stood there and stamped her numb feet, and walked slowly towards the villa.

"Miss Ruan, why did you come back so early? It's cold outside, come in quickly..."

Aunt Wang, who heard the doorbell and came to open the door, couldn't help but exclaimed when she saw Ruan Anxi's distressed appearance.

The door was opened, and the heat inside made Ruan Anxi shiver uncontrollably. She quickly smiled and tried to make her tone light: "Actually, it's okay, Xiaobei isn't up yet, right? I'll take a shower first." All right."

While talking, Ruan Anxi took out her slippers, and stood in the entrance to start changing them. Although Aunt Wang was puzzled, she also knew that this was not something she could ask.

So she could only let go of the curiosity in her heart, and replied casually: "Last night, I saw that you didn't come back very late, so I asked Xiaobei to go to bed first. She didn't go to bed very early yesterday, so she hasn't woken up today."

Ruan Anxi also changed her shoes at this moment, and looked into the kitchen subconsciously: "Thank you last night, is there anything to eat in the kitchen, I'm a little hungry, I want to eat something to fill my stomach first."

Seeing Ruan Anxi's smile, Aunt Wang couldn't help sympathizing with her.She talked about the news of Shi Yan's engagement last night, and she more or less guessed that there might be some conflict between the two of them.

It seems that Ruan Anxi went to look for Shi Yan last night.

Aunt Wang secretly guessed in her heart, and estimated that the result was not very satisfactory, otherwise Ruan Anxi would not come back hungry now.

Although there were many guesses in her heart, Aunt Wang was still very dutiful and did not show any emotion on her face, she just said hurriedly: "Today's breakfast is not ready, but I left porridge last night, now go to heat it up, wait for you to wash it It's time to eat after taking a shower."

Ruan Anxi naturally thanked Aunt Wang again and again, and then went to take a hot bath.

It wasn't until Ruan Anxi took a shower and finished her porridge that she saw Xiao Bei come out rubbing her eyes.

Ruan Anxi hurried up to greet her, hugged Xiao Bei gently, and asked her with a smile: "Xiao Bei woke up, are you hungry now, have you finished brushing your teeth?"

Xiaobei was naturally very happy to see Ruan Anxi, she put down her hand rubbing her eyes, hugged Ruan Anxi happily, and said in a childish voice: "It's finished, when did Mommy come back last night, she didn't sleep with me .”

Ruan Anxi knew that Xiaobei's question was mainly out of curiosity.But it was a bit sad to hear it in her ears.

Holding Xiaobei's hand, Ruan Anxi led her to the dining table, not letting her see her stiff expression, pretending to be nonchalant and saying: "Mom was in a hurry last night, so I couldn't come back. Wait until mom gets home Xiaobei was already asleep when I was there, so I didn't wake you up."

Hearing what Ruan Anxi said, Xiaobei nodded obediently.

In fact, she didn't really care if Ruan Anxi came back to put her to sleep, because Xiao Bei also knew that sometimes her mother would be busy with things, and she definitely didn't mean not to accompany her, so Xiao Bei would be very obedient, neither crying nor fussing sleep by myself.

Ruan Anxi put Xiao Bei gently on her chair, picked up Xiao Bei's small bowl to serve her porridge, but heard Xiao Bei's curious voice sounded again: "Where is Dad? Yesterday Dad was also with Mommy Same, are you coming back very late?"

Hearing this sentence, Ruan Anxi's hands froze involuntarily.

Although she knew that Xiao Bei would always ask about Shi Yan, she didn't expect this moment to come so soon.

Taking a deep breath, she tried to calm herself down, continued the movements in her hands, and said casually: "He also had something to do last night, so he couldn't come back, and he has to go to work again this morning, before Xiaobei wakes up Just go."

Ruan Anxi lied, but she didn't know how to explain to Xiao Bei now, they might not have the chance to eat and sleep with Shi Yan in the future.

Xiaobei easily believed Ruan Anxi's lie, she pouted helplessly, and muttered in a low voice: "Oh, if only I woke up earlier this morning, I could see Dad."

Ruan Anxi ruthlessly suppressed the sourness in her heart, she could only pretend that she didn't hear this sentence, put the porridge gently in front of Xiaobei, and watched her drink it one mouthful at a time.

She can force herself to forget him, but what will Xiao Bei do in the future?
It doesn't matter, when there was no Shi Yan, she and Xiao Bei had a pretty good life together.

Now Shi Yan's departure is actually nothing to her and Xiaobei, it just goes back to the old days.

Ruan Anxi herself was not sure whether Xiao Bei could accept a life without Shi Yan in the future, let alone how Xiao Bei would answer when she asked Shi Yan again.

"Ding-dong-ding-dong-"

When Xiaobei heard the doorbell, she raised her head to look at Ruan Anxi, but found that she was looking at him quietly, as if she hadn't noticed the bell.

"Mommy..."

Xiaobei called Ruan Anxi softly, and stretched out her hand to push. Seeing that the latter was finally awakened by her, she quickly pointed to the door: "Someone is ringing the doorbell."

Aunt Wang should go to do the laundry right now, but she didn't hear the bell, so naturally she wouldn't answer the door.

Under Xiao Bei's reminder, Ruan Anxi finally came to his senses, hurriedly walked to the door, hesitated for a while or looked through the cat's eyes.

But when she saw the person standing outside the door, she unconsciously took a step back.

It never occurred to her that Chi Man was the one who rang the doorbell.

"Ding-dong-ding-dong-"

Chi Man, who had been standing outside the door for a long time, was obviously a little impatient now, and the doorbell rang even more urgently.

Ruan Anxi glanced back worriedly, and found that Xiaobei was looking at her curiously. She gritted her teeth and opened the door anyway.

Although Ruan Anxi opened the door reluctantly, she still didn't want Chi Man to come in, so she stood at the door and said politely: "Miss Chi, what's the matter here today?"

Chi Man didn't pay attention to Ruan Anxi, and she didn't care about Ruan Anxi's posture blocking the door, she just pushed hard and pushed the person aside.

Ruan Anxi quickly stabilized her body, looked at Chi Man with a little anger, but only saw Chi Man walking in with a proud face, and sat on the sofa proudly.

Xiao Bei continued to look this way, and Ruan Anxi didn't bother to reprimand Chi Man for coming uninvited. She walked quickly to Xiao Bei's side and wanted to take her back to the room first.

But Chi Man discovered her intention before she could move much, she casually threw her handbag on the sofa, and stopped her: "Why, you are afraid that she will know that you have become someone else's mistress, so you have to Send her away?"

(End of this chapter)