Only married but not in love: Ex-wife, see you tonight!

Chapter 198
Xiaobei didn't know what she had dreamed of, and she laughed after she finished speaking, but Ruan Anxi was unable to think about it, she only felt that her heart was tightly grasped by a hand, and she was a little breathless.

Xiao Douding was still sleeping, she tried her best to lower her voice, took a deep breath silently, and let it out slowly.It took a few times to feel better.

It's just that she didn't feel sleepy at all in this way, and she quietly looked at the window sill illuminated by the moonlight, her thoughts racing for a while.

In the past few days, she deliberately kept herself busy, fulfilling every day, and fell asleep early in the evening with Xiaobei in her arms, so she didn't have much time to think about things.

Even if a thought popped up sometimes, it would be quickly snuffed out by her. After all, time and distance are the best medicines to heal everything. The calmness of these few days made her feel that this sentence was right.

But today Xiaobei's soft words made her all previous efforts go to waste in an instant.

Before she had time to forget Shi Yan, she was caught off guard by Xiao Bei's words, which brought back memories of him.

Originally, she didn't have time to straighten out her mind, and she didn't know what was going on in her heart, and whether she expected Shi Yan to come to her one day.

But now, she couldn't help but wonder what it would be like if one day she woke up with Xiao Bei and found that Shi Yan had come to this mountain village.

That person should be very angry and look at himself coldly.

But he will be scruples about Xiao Bei, and maybe he will deliberately pretend to be gentle.

Slowly sketching the picture in her mind, without her knowing it, the corners of her mouth were slightly hooked, and a faint smile slowly emerged.

But this smile didn't last long, and the reason why she took Xiao Bei to flee in a panic soon occupied her mind.

That person is going to marry someone else, after all, he won't come to them at all.

The words "wishful thinking" suddenly appeared in her mind, and she felt that her sweet and soft heart seemed to be mixed with coptis in an instant, making her feel bitter and uncomfortable.

It turned out that she herself still wanted to see Shi Yan.

Ruan Anxi finally admitted this, but Shi Yan didn't want to see her, maybe he was busy preparing for his wedding with Chi Man right now.

Ruan Anxi couldn't help shaking her head, trying to get that person out of her mind.

But it didn't work. Her mind was still constantly depicting what kind of wedding that person would have.

In the end, Ruan Anxi didn't know how she fell asleep.

The result of thinking wildly all night last night was that the next day's spirits were particularly sluggish, and even Beckham couldn't help but worry about Ruan Anxi's state.

Looking at the dark circles on Ruan Anxi's face, Xiao Douding put down the bowl of porridge in his hand and asked again: "Did Mommy not sleep well last night? Are you unhappy? Xiaobei is staying at home with you It's on the mountain, don't be unhappy."

Xiao Bei noticed Ruan Anxi's abnormality when she woke up, but Ruan Anxi gently took her to ask her.

Even though she vaguely knew that Ruan Anxi didn't want to talk about it, she still couldn't help asking again, she was afraid that Ruan Anxi would keep something in her heart and not say it.

Ruan Anxi looked at Xiaobei's caring look, finally showed a smile, and said softly: "Mom is not in a bad mood, it's just that I didn't sleep well last night, just go and make up for it later. Xiaobei, don't worry, or Accompany grandpa to gather medicine."

Although Xiao Bei is just a child, a daughter is like a mother. Ruan Anxi knows Xiao Bei's sensitivity well. If she lets the child stay at home with her, she will definitely find out that she is abnormal, and Xiao Bei will definitely be more worried at that time. And she also wanted to be alone to clean up her emotions.

Looking at the smile on Ruan Anxi's face, Xiao Bei still felt a little suspicious in her heart. For some reason, she always felt that her mother was a little strange today.

With such thoughts in mind, although Xiao Bei didn't ask, she still couldn't help but said: "Mummy also missed Dad, so didn't sleep well last night?"

As soon as Xiaobei's words came out, Ruan Anxi felt that she was about to lose the smile on her face, so she hurriedly lowered her head to prevent Xiaobei from seeing her strangeness, and asked casually while cleaning up the dishes and chopsticks on the table. He said, "Does Xiaobei miss Dad very much?"

Ruan Anxi said something casually in response to Xiao Bei because she didn't want to let the topic surround her anymore, but she regretted saying it.

But now that the words have been spoken, Ruan Anxi has no way to take them back, so she can only pretend to be calm and look at Xiaobei with a smile.

Seeing Ruan Anxi's smile, Xiaobei felt relieved, nodded and said solemnly: "A little bit, every night when I go to bed, I think about how wonderful it would be if my father was here."

But she saw that Ruan Anxi had never mentioned Shi Yan, so she was sensible and didn't mention it. Now she finally heard Ruan Anxi's question, and hurriedly said: "Mum, how long will it take for Dad to pick us up? He is busy this time." It's been a long time."

Ruan Anxi began to regret that she panicked back then, but now she has nothing to do with it.

Now that she herself is in a mess, how can she be sure that Xiao Bei will not be so sad when she knows the truth?

So she still dare not tell the truth to Xiaobei, she can only smile hard, and say with a nonchalant face: "I don't know about this, but he will come to Xiaobei as soon as he finishes his work. left."

She raised her hand and rubbed Xiao Douding's hair: "Isn't it fun here? I thought Xiao Bei would want to play for a few more days."

"But no matter how fun it is, it can't compare to Dad..."

Xiao Bei muttered softly, but Ruan Anxi didn't hear it, she still looked at Xiao Bei anxiously, afraid that she would say something that she couldn't resist.

"Xiao Bei, are you ready? Grandpa is going to the mountains. Do you want to go together today?"

Fortunately, at this moment, the old doctor's words were passed on in time, Xiaobei didn't care about anything else, and hurriedly replied: "Okay, I'll be out right away, Grandpa wait for me."

After having breakfast together every day, the old doctor would go to dry the herbs to be dried, and then call Xiaobei, and the two went to the mountains to collect herbs together.

Ruan Anxi watched Xiaobei hurriedly put on her coat, and hurried over to help, and said in her mouth: "Xiaobei must listen to grandpa, and can't sneak away alone, and can't go to dangerous places. Mom is waiting for you at home , I will cook boiled fish for you today."

Xiaobei nodded repeatedly when he heard the words, answered absentmindedly a few times, and then ran out in a hurry.

Children are indeed fun-oriented creatures. The unknown flowers and trees on the mountain, the wide grassland and the quiet woods, as well as the small animals that pop out from time to time, the attraction formed by all these things made Xiaobei temporarily forget Shiyan things.

But Ruan Anxi also knew that Xiaobei had only temporarily forgotten about Shi Yan, and when things calmed down, she would still ask about Shi Yan.

Thinking of this, Ruan Anxi couldn't help but raised her hand and rubbed the center of her brow. If Xiao Bei kept asking about Shi Yan like this, she would really be overwhelmed.

In fact, I am a little bit overwhelmed now.

Ruan Anxi thought helplessly in her heart, because of Xiao Bei's reminder, she now especially wants to know about Shi Yan.

This kind of thought was unprecedentedly strong, and she didn't care about anything for a while, she just wanted to let herself go, and hurriedly cleaned up the dining table and returned to her bedroom.

In a nervous mood, Ruan Anxi took out her mobile phone that had not been used for a long time from her backpack. She wanted to see if Shi Yan had sent her any messages.

And when she pressed the power button with hope, she was disappointed to find that, at some point, the phone had run out of battery, and the screen turned on and then went off again.

There is no place to use the mobile phone in the mountain village, so Ruan Anxi never took it out, and now she finally remembered that she wanted to get some information through this mobile phone, but there was no battery.

Is it God's will not to let her know about Shi Yan?
Ruan Anxi couldn't help but sighed, and her mood suddenly became complicated.She didn't know if she felt a little bit lucky when she was disappointed.

But no matter what, she still wanted to take a look to feel at ease, so she dug out the charger from the bottom of the bag, left the phone in the bedroom to charge it, stood aside for a few minutes in a daze, and finally decided to go Clean the room.

But when she was cleaning the room, she found that something was wrong with her. Although her hands were moving numbly, her mind was still on the cell phone in the bedroom.

She remembered that her mobile phone should not need to be charged for a long time to turn on, so she was a little hesitant to go and check it out sooner.

But what if you turn on your phone and find that there is no news?
This idea suddenly popped up in her mind again, did Shi Yan never think about looking for herself?

After absently cleaning the coffee table, Ruan Anxi finally decided to go and have a look first, then put down what she was doing and walked into the bedroom quickly.

The phone, which didn't respond to any pressing before, finally lights up now.Ruan Anxi stared at the startup interface, feeling very nervous.

After finally turning on the phone, many missed calls popped up at once, and among those missed calls, she saw Shi Yan's name at a glance.

Shi Yan called her.

This realization made her feel sore and soft, she retreated from all thoughts, and she ignored all other calls.

Ruan Anxi gently pressed Shi Yan's name with her hand. She knew that it was impossible for her to call back now, but she still couldn't help feeling happy in her heart.

In any case, his departure also had a little impact on Shi Yan.

She was thinking a little bit self-deprecatingly, just quietly looking at a missed call from Shi Yan on the phone, with a smile on the corner of her mouth, and did not make any other movements for a long time.

(End of this chapter)