Leisure days in the cold palace

Chapter 14 Leave
What kind of feelings do I have for Ziqi? In fact, it's hard for me to explain myself.

For Li Shuangwu, he may be a person who has a lot of stories between the two parties.But for me, Liu Changqing, he is just a man who has just met a few times.

But this man did pamper me and help me, but I owed all of this to Li Shuangwu, so after this calculation, the relationship between us became complicated.

Chunxi and I have indeed had a much better life, let alone calm down, even the monthly bills we sent have been much richer.Among them, I don't know how much Fang Ziqi has contributed.

For him, I still feel a little guilty in my heart.

So when he came to see Chunxi again, I felt embarrassed to keep him for dinner.

"Let's go after eating, the fish soup just made."

I rubbed my hands on the apron, looked at him who was teaching Chunxi to write on the sand, and said hesitantly.

He glanced at me expressionlessly, turned his head and asked Chunxi gently, "Chunxi, do you want me to stay with you for a while?"

Chun Xi naturally nodded vigorously.

He still likes his big brother Fang very much...

So Fang Ziqi stayed, and the three of us sat opposite each other, sharing a pot of fish soup on the food table.

From time to time, Fang Ziqi gave Chunxi cloth dishes, and Chunxi often gave me delicious food. In these days of refreshing spring breeze, this meal clearly gave me the feeling of being at home and everything is going well...

It's just that the embarrassment doesn't flow on the surface. It's hard for me to talk to Fang Ziqi, and he only communicates with Chunxi.

Sometimes he looked at Chun Xi with a faint smile, and sometimes he looked at me indifferently.

Sometimes I can't help but think, if he plays Sichuan's Changing Face, he will be so vivid.

"Chunxi, do you want to leave Biquan Palace?"

When he was about to finish eating, he suddenly asked a question.

"Ah?" Chunxi was a little dazed by this sudden question, and didn't react for a while.

"I mean, do you want to leave this cold palace and live somewhere else?" He asked lightly.

I put a chopstick of corn and rice in my mouth and chewed, just listening in.

"Are you going out of the cold palace?" Chunxi's face showed bursts of joy, "Brother Fang, can you go back to Jingfang Palace with you as my wife?"

Fang Ziqi's face changed slightly when he heard the words, but he still shook his head calmly: "It's not going back to Jingfang Palace, nor is it that you and Mrs. Li go back together. I can let you leave here and live in another palace, so you don't have to endure this cold palace anymore. miserable, would you like it?"

Chunxi finally understood what Fang Ziqi was referring to, but he became depressed.

"Then I won't go there. Chunxi will be there wherever my wife goes, it's agreed." The little guy curled his lips, lowered his head and continued to pick fishbone.

Fang Ziqi looked a little surprised. He glanced at me with complicated eyes.

After missing a single hit, Fang Ziqi no longer delved into this issue, but changed the topic quite naturally.

I looked at this man from the side, knowing that he is not the kind of person who retreats easily.

Sure enough, when he was about to see him off after dinner, he said to Chunxi, "Chunxi, do Brother Fang a favor, Brother Fang forgot his saber in your room."

Chunxi responded and went to look for the sword, and I waited silently beside him for him to speak.

"Chunxi is a good boy." He said, "It's your fault that you don't want to be out of the cold palace, but he shouldn't be trapped in a cage all his life."

"I know. I told him that too, but he refused to leave." I replied softly, looking up at him, "So, find a chance to knock him out."

He was stunned when he heard the words, and a rare look of astonishment appeared on his face, which made me feel a little proud in my heart.

"Alright."

After a while, he replied lightly, which in turn made me stunned.

Before he had time to ask further questions, Chunxi had already run over with the sword in his hand: "Brother Fang, your saber is so heavy! When will you teach me how to practice the sword!" The little kid's face was full of admiration.

"Okay, I will teach when I have the chance."

Fang Ziqi rubbed his head with a light smile, a trace of love naturally appeared in his eyes, which I captured.

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Afterwards, Fang Ziqi often came to us for dinner.

Of course, it's not his goal to get a meal, his goal is Chunxi, how to coax him out is what Fang Ziqi thinks about.

But Fang Ziqi's strategy is not very profound, he just keeps talking about the scenery or things outside Biquan Palace, using those wonderful things to confuse Chunxi Xiaozhengtai.

Sometimes Mrs. Zheng would be dazed, with yearning on his face, but whenever Fang Ziqi said to take him out, he would think of the party members in the movie a long time ago, with a small face, and would rather die Not from.

"Brother Fang, Madam is sincerely kind to me. Unlike those people in the palace, when they see you gain power, they will treat you like a grandfather and grandpa to curry favor with you and serve you. When you lose power, they will wait for you again." Adding insult to injury. Although Chunxi is young, her time in the palace has already run out. Chunxi is well aware of what is going on. If you want to see the wonderful things outside, you need to pay a price , but those prices are too high, and Chunxi doesn't want to pay... Chunxi just wants to live with his wife, even if he stays in Biquan Palace for the rest of his life. Even if Brother Fang doesn't help us anymore, we can go fishing and pick wild vegetables by ourselves , I won’t be hungry at all... If you really want to go out, Chunxi hopes that one day, Big Brother Fang, you can take Madam and me out of the palace. That’s the only way to go out completely..."

Chunxi's long speech forced me to make an apologetic expression on Fang Ziqi...

From the simplest lure, to the long-term fishing for big fish, Chunxi has resisted all sugar-coated bombs.

As for Fang Ziqi's last move, to be honest, I really didn't think of it...

"Isn't it? My words were just a casual joke, and you took it seriously?"

Looking at Chun Xi who was fainted on the food table, I felt that my jaw was about to close.

The perpetrator sat on the side very calmly, and drank the last sip of soup calmly: "I said 'that's fine' at that time."

"Brother, you really do what you say!" I covered my forehead with my hand, and stretched out a thumb with the other hand, "You are indeed a real man, you are worthy of praise!"

Fang Ziqi ignored my praise, just stood up and straightened his robes, picked up Chunxi and carried it on his shoulders, then walked out the door.

Looking at his back, a trace of loss suddenly surged in my heart.

Chunxi left, and he will never come again.

After two steps forward, I wanted to say something, but found that there was nothing to say after all.

It wasn't until the figure had disappeared outside the door that I suddenly remembered that many of Chunxi's things were still in the room, and in a panic, I wanted to chase after them.

Why bother?What is waiting for Chunxi is a brand new life, why keep those dilapidated things like this cold palace?

Laughing at myself, I locked the door.

Leaning against the palace gate, I looked at the empty courtyard, feeling a little dazed for a moment.

Unknowingly, this spring is already old.

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The days return to the most primitive calm.

Every day, my life is nothing more than cooking, eating and sleeping. The rest of the time, I use to write down some poems and articles from my previous life memories to pass the time.

In my previous life, I often hid in the ivory tower, doing research on history and poetry, so I was bored at this time, so I took out my past topics and pondered carefully.

Probably because of the different environments, some of the previous shackles have now broken the ice.Moreover, many issues that I have neglected in the past are now being picked up again by me and slowly opened up.

Except for some food and clothing sent by people every month, there is absolutely no one around me who can talk. Occasionally talking to myself reminds me of the lake of Verdun.

In fact, I still yearn for the freedom outside, especially after staying alone for a long time, I want to see the outside world more and more.

Occasionally, when the night was getting dark, I would sneak around the imperial garden, and even intentionally or unintentionally come to the lake where I fished, vaguely looking forward to his reappearance.

But he and Chunxi seemed to have disappeared and never appeared in front of my eyes again.

Only by occasionally inquiring from the person who sent the monthly case, I could hear the good news that Chunxi Rong was promoted to take charge.

So for this matter, I can be happy alone for several days.

Without Fang Ziqi's management arrangements, the quality of the monthly cases sent has gradually declined, and I don't bother to fight, anyway, it's useless to fight.

Fortunately, the person who sent the monthly case was no longer Luo Xiang. Speaking of which, I never saw him again after the matter of Mr. Calm.

Although I don't have enough food and clothing, I have learned a lot from Chunxi about how to make a living, what kind of mushrooms and wild vegetables are edible, and now I can count them all.Coupled with the occasional trip to the imperial garden to touch a few fish, my life can be regarded as a good one.

Occasionally write down the poems in the memory of the previous life, but it is only for fear of forgetting and it is consolidated.

Because I was afraid of causing something similar to the previous one, I still wrote one and burned one...

It's winter in a blink of an eye.

The winter here is not too cold, there is little snowfall, but it is always cloudy and rainy.

The house is full of dampness. After staying in the room for a long time, I feel that the whole body is slowly breathing cold air from the cracks in the bones.

The firewood given in the monthly case was only enough for cooking, but not enough for heating. The bed I was on was covered with a thick quilt, and I still felt the cold constantly invading my body.

Someone knocked on the door, it should be the person who delivered the monthly case.

I sneezed hard a few times, and I felt a little dizzy.

Probably because of illness, but the imperial physician will not come at all, I don't know how long I will last for this illness.

He went to open the door in a daze, and the eunuch who delivered the monthly case also thought it was cold, so he entered the room by the way.

"You are sick, you should invite an imperial physician to take a look."

The eunuch looked to be in his early twenties, but he had a kind face and kind eyes, and his speech was not annoying.

I sneezed a few more times, forced a smile and said: "Eunuch, you are joking, who is the imperial physician willing to come to see this person in the cold palace?"

The eunuch smiled, but reached out and pointed to the paper on my desk: "Give me this poem, and I'll go and lobby you, and invite an imperial doctor to see your illness."

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