psychochemist

Chapter 122 Extra Story: I am Zi Yi 1
"Hi everyone, my name is Zi yttrium, the child of the atom, yttrium is the yttrium of the element yttrium, No. 39 in the periodic table of elements, it is the first rare earth metal element discovered, it is a gray black metal. And its properties Similarly, I am a very malleable person. I am very happy to meet you and hope to learn more from you in the future.” I said this when I introduced myself on the podium for the first time when I was in elementary school.

I don't know why my parents gave me such a strange name, so that I have to explain it to others for a long time every time I introduce myself.

Names were a big obsession with my childhood.But a bigger problem that plagued my childhood was a class meeting in my elementary school.

In that class meeting, the teacher asked us an open-ended question: "What kind of person do you want to be?"

At that time, the students all spoke actively and enthusiastically, and I was no exception. Everyone's answers seemed to be very high-level, such as stars, scientists, rich people, etc.When I spoke, I gave an answer: "I want to be a good old man." The whole class burst into laughter, as if they were laughing at my low-end answer and nothing new.But my head teacher Guo Hengxia stepped down from the podium and stroked my forehead and said: "Zi Yi, light is not the patent of the sun, you can do it too."

This sentence was too esoteric for me when I was a child. I always felt that Teacher Guo was criticizing me for my lack of ambition.But so far, my "good old man" character setting seems to have spread in my social circle. In elementary school and even middle school, this character setting has always troubled me.

My classmates bullied me in various ways, just because I was a nice guy.A lot of teachers made fun of me just because I was a nice guy.Before I knew it, I seemed to be a doormat for everyone to vent their dissatisfaction. They could tease me without any scruples and feel no guilt in their hearts, just because I was a good person.

Boys in adolescence are sometimes very evil, because of the herd mentality, some of them have not bullied me, and were even ridiculed by other classmates, and "bullying me" has gradually become a campus fashion.At that time, when I went to and from school every day, I had to run fast to escape from the crowd as soon as possible, so this also gave rise to one of my walking characteristics - striding meteors.This is not because I am born with a good physique, in fact, I just want to escape from harm.

My kindness did not bring me respect, but endless humiliation.In this abyss of the soul, I am on the verge of blackening.As a major in college, I chose the police. I only want to take revenge on those who have hurt me in the future. I long to watch them in the dark until I catch them.I am like a humiliated wolf king, about to kill.

But thank God, the sun still gave me the possibility of light through the chaotic clouds of my life.

That is my mentor, Teacher Zhan America.

Mr. Zhan is a teacher that students like and respect very much. His classes are very vivid. He not only imparts professional knowledge to the students, but also vividly explains the principles of life to the students.He was injured because of a mission and only had nine fingers, but he told the students with a smile: "Life is like this. Perfection is not abnormal. There are some defects that will actually make you think about the meaning of life better."

But I am immune to these chicken soup for the soul. I just want revenge in my heart, so not only do I not like his class, but I also feel that he is preaching, so every time I have a class, I will find a quiet place to sleep.I remember one class, it was a quiet afternoon in winter, the first class at two o’clock in the afternoon, I went to the classroom early to occupy a seat, not to occupy the first three rows like a school bully, but to choose a seat closest to the window , because today's weather is exceptionally good, sleeping in the warm sun is simply a kind of enjoyment.

In Teacher Zhan's class, you never have to worry about not being able to occupy these "golden" seats, because other students will try their best to sit forward. No one will choose such a remote corner to bask in the sun, and no one will step on the class bell to enter classroom.The class has started, and the classroom is quiet. I can also stretch my body and turn on the sleep mode.

I looked at the withered leaves outside the window, the sun was shining on my face, and I just enjoyed all this quietly.After going to college, I changed my image of a good old man, giving people a gloomy and indifferent feeling. I know this is not the real me, and it is tiring to act like this, but at least no one dares to bully me, let alone disturb my sleep...

I may be the only shadow in the sun, but I'm not tired of it.

I don't know how long it has passed, someone is moving my shoulder, oops?You just said that no one dares to disturb my sleep, so this is it?It seems that if I don't give you a little color, you don't know how to write the word "death"!I suddenly raised my head angrily, wanting to see which grandson dared to ruin my dream!

But when I looked up, I was stunned, and in a daze, I seemed to see all the classmates turning around to look at me.I was very surprised, see me messing around?get out of class has ended?I snore?I thought I was confused, so I rubbed my eyes and took a closer look, whoops? They were all looking at me, with wicked smiles on their faces.

I haven't felt like this in a long time, this kind of smile makes me feel extremely humiliated, it reminds me of my middle school days, everyone made me a laughing stock.I suddenly panicked and subconsciously wanted to get up and run away.But I remembered again, it seems that I haven't finished class yet.But... the strange thing is, where did the teacher go?Since I woke up just now, I haven't seen Teacher Zhan on the podium.

No way?Could it be that……

I turned around in a little horror, uh!Teacher Zhan stood behind me. It turned out that he was the one who pushed me from behind.I was even more panicked. First, I was caught by the teacher directly while sleeping in class. Second, because so many classmates stared at me, I fell into the panic I used to be. Third, if I showed panic, my cold personality will be set If it's broken, will my classmates bully me again?

But to my surprise, Mr. Zhan didn't seem to be blaming me, he had a kind smile on his face.Perhaps in front of this old policeman, my inner cowardice has already been penetrated by him.

Teacher Zhan patted me on the shoulder and said to me with great concern: "Zi Yi, the sun is not the only patent to shine, and you can do it too."

I was startled, and the memories of ten years ago seemed to flash back to my eyes quickly.Isn't this sentence said by Teacher Guo in elementary school?

Teacher Zhan’s back was facing the sun. I raised my head to look at Teacher Zhan, but I couldn’t open my eyes because of the sunlight. I really wanted to confirm whether it was Teacher Guo or Teacher Zhan standing in front of me.I half-covered my eyes with my hands and took a closer look, and it was indeed Teacher Zhan.

Suddenly there was a surge of heat in my heart, something began to swirl around my eye sockets, and my nose was a little sour.

The dead leaves outside the window were blown off by the north wind, but there seemed to be a wisp of new buds on the branches.

　Eyes that have experienced darkness and sharpness will be extraordinarily bright——Zi Yttrium

　　
　
(End of this chapter)