Empress Jinghua: The eunuch is nine thousand years old

Chapter 203 Wall Dong
These days, she has been thinking about the things between herself and Xia Shengqing. It is undeniable that she is special to Xia Shengqing after all, but she cannot see through his masks after all.Whether it's good or bad, all she wants is for him to be sincere for a moment.And at this moment when he expresses his intentions, can he care about the past?

"I know what you mean, but if I say that I want to know everything about you, and I don't want to be suspicious of each other through the mist, will you allow me to be honest in everything in the future and have nothing to hide?"

Xia Zijin said in a muffled voice, raised her head from her arms and looked at him, her apricot eyes were full of expectations.

"I..." Xia Shengqing hesitated for a moment. It's not that he didn't want to, it's just that it's too late to say something, and he can't guarantee whether Xia Zijin will still be willing to be with her after she fully knows his identity and secret.

He didn't even dare to ask whether she was pleased with the little eunuch who accompanied her in every possible way, or whether he was the posthumous son of King Jinlai who was the enmity of the country and the family.

He was afraid that once Xia Zijin knew all this, he would hate his deception and his identity.

"Princess, how about some more time? At most a few years, when everything is safe and secure, I will tell you everything, and I will not hide anything."

He held her shoulders carefully, his tone soft and pleading.

But Xia Zijin's expectant eyes dimmed a lot, she pursed her lips and lowered her head, shook her head and took his hands off his shoulders.

"Forget it, I was thinking too much. To you, those things outside of you are much more important than me."

It is clear that they can stay away from this filthy and dirty palace, and it is clear that they can spend their lives in a peaceful and peaceful life.But Xia Shengqing insisted on throwing himself into the struggle for power. Those things that are not brought with life but not taken with death are really more deceptive than true feelings.

"you misunderstood."

He shook his head, with unspeakable bitterness in his eyes, he grabbed her wrist and said softly: "For me, you are the person on top of my heart, and there is nothing in this world that can compare to you. But now I have a last resort The reason, but it's definitely not what you think."

Xia Zijin sniffled her nose, and her nose became sore again in disbelief. She didn't know if it was the same kind of rhetoric that men used to coax women, and how desperate they were.

"Okay, you don't have to say it. I just want to say one thing. I can't tolerate sand in my eyes. If you want to talk about things with me, I can't stand it. If a man and a woman can't be honest with each other Wait, then it doesn't matter if the marriage doesn't end."

I saw Xia Shengqing's expression hurt for a moment, and the clenched wrists were also pulled away from both hands.Xia Zijin took two steps back, looked at him deeply, and smiled uglier than crying.

"Xia Shengqing, if you want an extremely human minister to criticize the world, then let me go. What I want from the beginning to the end is nothing more than a world and a heart. I'm afraid of fighting like that. I have to live now, but I don’t want to live my whole life.”

The temperature in the palm suddenly turned cold, and Xia Shengqing saw her bit her lip stubbornly and turned around, unwilling to give him any more eyes.

One step, two steps, three steps.

The two of them moved further and further apart like this, and Xia Zijin let go of the tense expression on his face when he turned his back, biting his lips and tears rolling in his eyes.

Her back was elongated, and she pushed aside the bushes covering the low wall of the side hall with bare hands, took a few breaths to wipe away her tears, and forced herself to smile a little.

"What's the big deal? Didn't you see it for a long time? Things in this world are just like this, and there's nothing to be sad about." Xia Zijin spoke to herself, trying to hide her sadness.

But just as she got out of the bushes, there was a solid figure standing in front of her, with eyes as sad as hers, even a little sadder than her.

"You..." Xia Zijin looked back, then turned back to look at him again, she had forgotten that Xia Shengqing was very skilled in martial arts, and it was not difficult to climb over a low wall in an instant.

"Don't follow me, I just made it clear that I didn't make trouble with you"

Xia Zijin didn't say what she said next, but she only felt a gust of cold wind driven by her sleeves brushing against her ears, and her body was brought into Yi Wang's arms, with her back pressed against the wall.

She let out a cry of surprise, before realizing that Xia Shengqing was holding her firmly between the low wall and his chest, the sharp-edged face in front of her suddenly invaded her, with a coolness of autumn dew and him. The faint sandalwood on the body penetrated into the tip of the nose.

"what you do."

Xia Zijin's eyelashes fluttered, and he met his eyes. His eyes were as deep as the sea of ​​stars, and there were countless hers in them. But before she could recover from such a charming atmosphere in the future, Xia Shengqing was already accurate. He grabbed her lips with a bit of aggressive possession.

"Well"

She suddenly opened her eyes wide, the touch on her lips was so real, and a hand was wrapped around her waist, lifting her to the side, and the two of them were even more tightly stuck together, and she Pressing against the wall, resting his palm on the back of his head, his head felt numb for a while.

"Zijin. I won't let you go, and you won't let me go either."

The touch between the two lips, Xia Shengqing sighed, and kissed her deeper again, as if wanting to rub her into her arms, the warm breath sprayed on her face.

Xia Zijin never thought that Xia Shengqing would be so domineering, he moved between her lips and teeth, not allowing her to refuse.

Although she really didn't want to refuse.

From her cautiousness and shock at the beginning to her shallow response later, Xia Shengqing seemed to have integrated all her longing for the past few days into this deep kiss, and every touch was extremely affectionate.Her hands rested on his chest, and her fingertips crumpled the black cloth, and the bodies of the two were well covered by the low wall and bushes, and no one had ever noticed the beauty of this place.

I don't know how long it took before Xia Shengqing slowly let go of her red and swollen lips, then kissed between her eyebrows with the center of her lips, and then hugged her tightly.

"Zijin. I didn't intend to hide everything from you. I understand that you can't rub the sand in your eyes. I also promise that I will never deceive you again in this life. But no matter what, I have my own responsibility. Although I can't tell you the truth now, You just need to remember that I will never let you down, and when we retire, we will leave Shangjing, find a paradise, and live your life according to what you want, do you think it is good or not?"

He still had that gentle tone, with a bit of restrained trembling, as if once he let go of her hand, she would walk away again without looking back.

Her fingertips moved up slowly, and she hugged his waist back with a sigh. There was indescribable tenderness in the joint between the two, and there was also the helplessness that had to be complained.

"Okay, I promise you, but don't make me wait too long." Xia Zijin said.

"Never!"

His firm and resolute response sounded above his head, and Xia Shengqing hugged her tightly, feeling a thousand blessings in his heart.

Fortunately, their fate is not yet over, fortunately he never gave up, as long as Xia Zijin said "wait", even if he is carrying a mountain of ten thousand Renren, and has gone through all kinds of difficulties, he will rush back thousands of miles to embrace her.

Since that day, Xia Zijin hasn't seen Xia Shengqing for a long time.

At that time, the vows of eternal love were still in her ears, and the hotness on her lips seemed to have not dissipated. She fell into dreams every day, and seven out of ten days she dreamed of Xia Shengqing. In the dream, she seemed to have returned to the cowardly temperament of her previous life. , kept tugging at Xia Shengqing's sleeves and begging for his love, but coincidentally, Xia Shengqing avoided her, cuddled up with the vague figure, and then pushed him away fiercely.

In her dream, she asked him how he could give her love, but Xia Shengqing in the dream pointed to a cold lotus pond and asked her to jump into it, showing a ferocious sneer, and in a daze, that ferocious face became Lin Runyu's again, and then It was she who woke up screaming loudly, the pillow cover soaked in cold sweat.

This day is still the same, Xia Zijin woke up from the dream gasping for breath, stroking her chest with lingering fears, the room was still gray, it seemed that it was going to be October, and the morning came late, she sat on the bed and made up her mind He calmed down, put on his outer shirt and poured a glass of water to gurgle, then lay back on the bed and tossed and turned for a while but couldn't fall asleep.

At this time, the door of the room opened quietly, and Xiaokui stepped into the room on tiptoe, holding a copper basin for fetching water in her hand, and she was shocked to see Xia Zijin staring at her with open eyes.

"Why did the princess wake up so early today!" She muttered, and put the water basin on the wooden shelf, thinking that her hands and feet would not disturb her sleep. People are also a little thinner.

"Nightmare"

Xia Zijin rubbed her scalp and said, seeing that Xiaokui was already neatly dressed, she asked, "But Yin's time has passed?"

Xiaokui nodded, and opened the window panes in the room a little, and a sliver of light came in from the outside.

"It's already a quarter of the hour of Hai. The servant has just ordered the small kitchen to prepare hot porridge. The princess got up early and I'm afraid she can't use it right away."

"It's okay, let's change the clothes for the princess."

Xia Zijin stretched out his hands and let Xiaokui change his clothes, counting the time, today is more than a month since Liu Anqi went to Haiwan to serve as a military adviser, and he wrote a letter a few days ago, saying that it is progressing very well If it goes well, if they can win another two big battles, their fame will be just around the corner.

She doesn't worry much about Liu Anqi, she has her own sense of control over him, as long as she gets out of the predicament of losing her martial arts, she can establish a new world, as long as she waits for him to return victorious, she can go to the book order in the middle of the moon justifiably. The family proposed to Yue Huiru.

Thinking like this, she heard Xiaokui dressing her while saying: "Princess, is she going to watch the torture today?"

(End of this chapter)