The black-bellied princess plays the prince

Chapter 50 Depressed
His smile couldn't hide the bleakness between his eyes, "I wanted to save you, but I didn't expect to be saved by you instead."

If it wasn't for me, he and the people of the Tantric School wouldn't have lost so much, I lowered my head and said, "I'm sorry."

"Their lives originally belonged to Qifeng Pavilion, and now it is not a loss to take them back to save you." Although his words were cold, the sadness in his eyes became stronger and stronger. He trained those people. For so long, because of me, everything disappeared overnight. For him, those people are also his brothers and sisters, family members, right?
"What are your plans for the future?" I asked.

He looked at me blankly, and said for a while: "Xiaomei, are you really staying here? I thought I could protect you secretly, but now, those people are gone, and there is no room for me by your side..."

"No..." I said, but after saying this, I was at a loss for words. Can I keep him? There is a master around me who is always watching. The master will definitely kill him. I still want to find out Li Zeyu The 'Three Articles' hidden by my side, no, I can't keep him.

He is the thorn in the master's side.

The master doesn't know that I already know the truth, and I can still act in secret. If he is there, he thinks that I don't know the truth, so he must keep talking on the sidelines, and wants me to remember the past, how much can the master spare him? Second-rate?
After this incident, I finally understand that the master doesn't want me to recall the past, nor does he want me to get involved with the people and things in the past.

Therefore, he must leave.

"Ye Xiao, if you recover from your injury, you can go and live a good life with your wives. It's not bad to be a rich man." I said.

Ye Xiao looked at me for a while, then lowered his head and said, "Is this what you want?"

I held back the bitterness in my heart and nodded: "Ye Xiao, how many times have I told you that I can't remember the past, even I am not the same person as before, besides, there is a master Senior brother and the others are by my side, I won't be in trouble anymore...you go, don't appear by my side again."

Ye Xiao's whole face sank. He kept looking at me. I was afraid that he would see something, so I looked back at him without blinking. In the end, he turned his eyes away and said softly. : "As long as this is what you expect, your subordinates will definitely do it."

I held his hand and said eagerly: "Ye Xiao, you must do it, you can't follow me like you used to, look, you follow me, people follow me less and less, in the end, only You are left alone!"

There was a gleam of light in his eyes, "Xiaomei, you finally understand a little bit?"

I let go of his hand, "Understand what? I'm alive and well, and you're the only one looking for trouble! Did I ask you to save me? There's a master here, who told you to ask people from Tantric schools to rush out indiscriminately! "

The light in his eyes disappeared, "You are right, I can no longer protect you, I will go."

I breathed a sigh of relief and raised my interest, "Ye Xiao, after you leave, you must plant many, many fruit trees. Every year, you will send me some fruits to eat. Write me a letter to let me know that you are alive." Are you okay... No, are you having a good time?"

"Okay..." he replied, "Xiaomei, you have to take care of yourself. If you're having a bad time, come to me."

"Okay, from now on, your place will be my natal family."

Tears welled up in his eyes, "If they don't die, your natal family is very powerful, are you going to marry Li Zeyu? He will treat you well, I'm overthinking."

I'm very relieved that he thinks so. Has he finally figured it out?

Ye Xiao left in the evening, quietly. When he left, I invited my masters, brothers and sisters to play leaf cards, but if they insisted on stopping me, there was nothing I could do, but the master didn't make a sound. Playing leaf cards with me all the time, we were very happy that afternoon, we haven't been this happy for a long time.

Master wants to be the King of Dharma, so let him be. I don’t remember the past anymore. Is it because of the people and things that I don’t remember, let the master lose his reputation?I wanted to tell Li Zeyu several times what I saw at Naihe Bridge, but when it came to my mouth, I couldn't say it.

Qing Gui must have considered this point long ago, that's why she let me know about it so reassuringly and boldly. She knew that for the sake of the master, I would keep my mouth shut.

I think, I am really a cold-blooded person, I watched the people of the Tantric school die in front of me, but because I don’t remember, in the end, I was caring about the master, caring about the little family affection now .

Li Zongrui has never been to the Prince's Mansion again. I heard the maid talking in private, saying that Prince Zhen was locked up by King Jin because he colluded with the old Pharaoh and conspired against him. A long list of men, women, old and children were taken out of the Prince Zhen's Mansion and put in jail.

When I heard the news, I thought of Ashinamei, the woman who was teased by Li Zeyu and me, who thought I was her daughter, what would happen to her?Are you in jail too?

I thought, this time, she climbed the wrong person. How did she climb such a big tree that is easy to fall?But on the other hand, it seems that the objects she clings to will not end well.

I thought about it for a while, and then I stopped thinking about it, but the words Li Zongrui said and the old Pharaoh's words always appeared in my mind: there are still people who are going to die, and there are still people who are going to die... Whenever I think of these, I feel chills , Sometimes Hou really wanted to leave here and leave here with Wangcai, but when he remembered how difficult it was for Li Zeyu, and there was a hidden person behind him, he couldn't bear it.

A few days later, the old queen called me into the palace, saying that she was going to marry into the palace, and she wanted to meet her future mother-in-law, Queen Xiao. Li Zeyu accompanied me into the palace. Along the way, he repeatedly told me , When I meet King Jin later, if he can’t answer what he asked me, I’ll just wait for him to answer. Li Zeyu’s instructions made me very nervous, and my palms were sweating.

When I saw King Jin, I didn't feel how powerful he was. Except for his brocade robe, he looked similar to the middle-aged uncle outside, but he was just a lecherous middle-aged uncle. He sat on a carved bench, There was a concubine sitting on one side, and one of them was the first time I saw the queen mother. They took grapes and peeled one, and stuffed one into his mouth... When we entered the palace, what we saw was In such a situation, when Li Zeyu saluted him, he just waved his hands casually, and opened his mouth to eat the peeled grapes.

After eating, he raised his head and said to Li Zeyu: "Go to the queen and have a look."

I think, King Jin is really at ease, so at ease, he doesn't look like I was fully armed when I went to the old lady's place, except for the dragon robe on his body, he is so amiable and has no rules at all, and he doesn't tell me any palace rules, They won't ask me questions all the time.

Li Zeyu's exhortations were useless, Jin Wang didn't ask anything, he didn't care about Li Zeyu's affairs, nor our affairs.

What an incompetent father.

Li Zeyu led me to the central palace, his face didn't look any better, and he didn't have a trace of joy, as if he was standing on the general platform counting soldiers, and enemy soldiers were rushing in from ten miles away.

This made me very confused. I looked around, and there were a lot of flowers, and the white jade railing shimmered in the sun. Not far away, two cranes were slowly catching bugs on the grass, which was so green. Bi, it's like a big fluffy carpet, I really want to lie down on it, but Li Zeyu took my hand, and the closer I got to the palace, the tighter the hand was, as if afraid that I would run away, Walking straight up the steps of the central palace, his palms were slightly sweaty, I was surprised, what happened to him?
When he reached the door, several maids greeted him from the middle door and saluted him: "His Royal Highness, are you here?"

"Is the queen mother okay?"

"As usual, she is still conscious, but she cannot speak or move her hands. Your Highness, she will be very happy to see you."

Li Zeyu nodded, and took my hand to go in. As soon as I entered the door, I smelled a scent of medicine. The maid walking beside us also smelled of medicine. The screens are all blurry, with layers of veils hanging down. When we walked in a little bit, the light became a little darker. When we got to the flower bed where the queen lay, it was already hazy and we could only see clearly. There was a person lying on it.

The maids who served the marquis retreated quietly, and Li Zeyu took me to kneel on the brocade mat that had been laid out long ago, bowed three times to the queen, and said in a low voice: "Mother, the sons and ministers are getting married, this is The person I like, her nickname is Yueyaer, you can call her Yueyaer, if you see her, you will definitely like her..."

It was the first time he said that he liked me so clearly, and in front of his mother, my whole body was warm. I looked at him from the side, and his profile was so beautiful, so beautiful. Although the light in the room was dark, but His face was glowing, as if he had been painted with glazed jade. His nose was straight and his ears were beautifully contoured. When he was talking, there were dimples at the corners of his mouth. The long shadows, I look at them and forget the time...

Until a sharp pain in my wrist woke me up, Li Zeyu held my wrist tightly, stared at the bed nervously, and called softly: "Mother, mother?"

The veil fell quietly, without any fluctuation, I let out a cry of pain, he lightly opened my hand, only looked at the bed, stared at the ground, I said: "What's the matter?"

He turned his face sideways, pointed at the veil and said, "Have you seen it, have you seen it..."

I rubbed my wrist and said, "What did you see?"

He breathed a sigh of relief slowly, closed his eyes: "Maybe I was wrong."

"Do you miss your mother too much?"

"Yes……"

He is so pitiful, no, half as pitiful as me, I have no father and no mother, but he has a father and no mother.

(End of this chapter)