beautiful as an angel

Chapter 185
Yang Lixin smiled and said, "Yiyuan, so you have low self-esteem!"

I nodded: "That's right, I just have low self-esteem, I'm just an ugly and stupid ugly duckling." After speaking, tears flowed out.

"Yiyuan, you have to be confident and don't be afraid."

"No, I can't be confident. If I can be confident, why should I be afraid? No, I can't."

Yang Lixin turned around and looked at me: "Yiyuan, don't cry, why do you love to cry so much?"

I sat on the back seat with my hands on my knees, tears still flowing endlessly: "Since my mother left me, there has never been a sunny day in my world."

"Yiyuan, do you miss your mother very much?"

I nodded: "Yes, I really miss my mother."

"Yiyuan, where did your mother leave you? Did she not want you?"

I raised my head, looked at Yang Lixin, and shook my head: "No, actually, I don't know where my mother is. Sometimes, I feel that she is very close to me, and sometimes, I feel that she is far away from me."

"Yiyuan, if you had to choose between family affection and love, which would you choose?"

"I've been asked this question many times, and I don't know which one I'll choose. I'm just such a hesitant person."

"Yiyuan, I feel that you seem to have low self-esteem, but you are really not ugly. I have a classmate who is ugly, but he later became the admirer of many girls. Do you know why?"

I shook my head: "I don't know."

"Because he later became the boss of a good big company with his own efforts, and I heard that he treats people well."

I lowered my head: "That's a boy! How can an ordinary girl like me become the boss of a good company?"

"Yiyuan, it's still the same sentence, you have to believe in yourself."

"But, I... I can't be confident, I'm such a low self-esteem girl."

"Yiyuan, although you're not pretty, you have a lot of personality."

"Brother, you can say whatever you want. In short, I can't be confident anymore."

"Yiyuan, don't be like this, you make me very worried, can you be confident?"

I shook my head: "Brother, I really can't gain confidence, I'm just an ugly duckling with low self-esteem."

"Yiyuan, why do you have to feel inferior? You are not ugly!"

I shook my head: "I don't know either."

"Yiyuan, have you read that letter?"

I raised my head and looked at Yang Lixin: "That letter? Is that the one?"

"Yiyuan, it seems that you already know the content of that letter."

I suddenly thought of Xia Yuwei and asked, "Brother, if sister Yuwei has a fiancé, will you be sad?"

Yang Lixin pondered for a while, and finally nodded: "Maybe there will be some regret and sadness!"

"Brother, did you just give up on Sister Yuwei?"

"Perhaps, Yuwei and I are not destined to be together in this life, and we may both have more or less regrets and sadness!"

"Brother, what about Yun? She seems to like brother."

Yang Lixin shook his head: "Before, I always regarded Yun as my sister, and I always knew that she liked me, but I never liked her. I only have family affection for her, not love."

"Brother, why are you willing to miss it blindly, but why are you unwilling to redeem it?"

Yang Lixin smiled and said, "I like to stay aloof from the world."

(End of this chapter)