He is delusional

Chapter 408 She Can't Be His Flower

The pain was so strong that it woke people up. Su Xingyi opened his eyes suddenly, saw the white ceiling, and then felt a severe cough rising in his lungs. He immediately got up from the bed and covered his mouth with a handkerchief.

Coughing too hard, a little blood smeared on the handkerchief.

When Anna entered the door and saw him like this, she quickly put down the water glass and exclaimed, "Sir!"

Su Xingyi's internal organs looked like they had been burned, turned his head and coughed, and spit out a mouthful of blood. Anna narrowed her eyes, and immediately reached out to ring the nurse's bell, but Su Xingyi held her hand: "...Where is Yuanye? Yuanye Woolen cloth!"

His eyes were blood red. He was usually so calm, but now he seemed to have lost his mind. Anna stammered: "... Miss, Miss is in the ward."

Su Xingyi rushed out desperately, staggering like a seriously injured person, Anna hurriedly chased after him, he fainted from coughing yesterday, and only slept for a few hours, what's the matter?Why are you rushing to find - Miss right after waking up?

Su Xingyi stumbled all the way to Yuanye's ward, opened the door and entered, and saw the eyes of the person on the bed tightly closed.

His whole body must be, the seven souls and six souls are still floating in the air, the dream and the reality are like two hands, pulling him together, he is completely unclear at the moment, what is a dream and what is reality, walking slowly, fingertips trembling.

He touched Toya's nose, breathed evenly, his nerves tensed instantly, and then slowly relaxed.

He then turned his head to look at the heartbeat and pulse monitoring instrument on the bedside, showing wavy lines.

Really alive.

This is reality.

Yuan Ye, who bleeds to death from seven orifices, is a dream, a fake.

Su Xingyi has only now regained his sense of reality. Now that he thinks about it, this is Qingcheng Hospital, and Yuan has just been hypnotized by Chen Moqian and his memory has been taken away, and he has not woken up after entering a deep sleep, so those things just now are all his... …Dream.

just a dream.

She is still there.

not dead.

Su Xingyi never believed in gods and Buddhas. At this moment, he really wanted to kneel down and thank God. Fortunately, it was just a dream. He held Yuanye's hand, bent his body and slowly squatted on the ground, resting his forehead on the back of her hand for a long time. Did not get up.

Anna had never seen him like this before, he was as helpless as a trapped animal, and couldn't bear it: "Sir, why don't you...take Miss away."

"She has forgotten everything related to the captain now, take her away, you have been in love for so many years, take your time, she will definitely like you."

The words he had heard in the dream came to his ears again, and Su Xingyi remembered the scene of Yuan Ye's tragic death under the sandbag at the end, his throat rolled, the dream was too clear and real, as if telling him that if he took Yuan away, then Things are bound to develop like this.

At that time, there will be no chance to do it again.

The pain in his chest has not gone away, reminding him over and over again that there are some things he can't do.

The fact that Yuan is also the illegitimate daughter of the Yuan family cannot be changed, the fact that she is a thorn in the eyes of the Yuan family cannot be changed, and the fact that the Rodriguez family and the Erno family are at odds cannot be changed even more. If he gets too close to her, the Yuan family will be afraid , thinking that one of them is famous and the other powerful, if they want to monopolize the Yuan family, it will bring her danger. (244)

Yuan can't be by his side, Su Xingyi has understood this truth many years ago, so Yuan also has never met her in the seven years from the age of 15 to 22, and he wants to alienate her, so that she will be less dangerous point.

But what happened to him these past few months?How could you be so impulsive?How could you be so desperate?He was almost about to put her to death.

After he had hurt her so badly, he wanted to put him to death. What kind of love did he have, what kind of love?

The corner of his mouth opened in an arc, Su Xingyi smiled, deeply sad: "... Forget it."

Those two words were like a falling sickle, cutting off all possibilities for him and her.

She... cannot be the flower in his hand.

"It was originally that I owed her. Back then, I said that I would spend my whole life to make up for her, but now I have contributed to causing her to become like this. I am sorry for her again."

Su Xingyi touched the corners of Yuanye's eyes, as if they touched the temperature of her tears that day when she cried bitterly in the snow.

She is not hers.

It's not right for him either.

Since it can't be his, then it doesn't seem to make any difference who she belongs to.

From wanting to giving up, it is so easy and so difficult.

How painful it is, only he, Su Xingyi, knows.

That beast appeared, grew up, broke free from the shackles, tore up the bottom line, and then retreated after hurting others so painfully for its own selfishness.

He made peace with himself.

"Sir, don't you want Miss?"

Anna asked.

"No more."

He said.

Su Xingyi returned to Zurich without bringing back anything, and came to Qingcheng only to stop his thoughts.

Later, he would still pay attention to Yuan Ye's movements, and heard that she was brought home by Chen Moqian, received good care in the Chen family, and returned to Jincheng after recovering.

He asked someone to steal a tube of her blood when Yuan Ye was having a physical examination, fearing that those psychotropic drugs would damage her body. Fortunately, no, she has been raised. Did Chen Moqian treat her? Play hard.

Yuan Ye, who returned to Jincheng, could not think of Yuchi at all. The events of that year did not leave any traces in her heart. Heartbroken.

She would occasionally send him messages, and he replied, his attitude was even more distant than before, and they didn't go one step further, they were still just relatives and friends.

He stared at Chen Moqian and Wei Shen, they didn't do anything to Yuan Ye - Wei Shen's target was Yu Chi from beginning to end, after all, Yuan Ye after separating from Yu Chi was meaningless to him.

Neither did Chen Moqian, he checked for a long time, only to find out why he had to separate Yuchi and Yuanye back then?
It turned out to be this reason.

It is because of this reason that he hates Yuchi, and he can't bear to see his little cousin who has been with him since he was a child. Now that they are separated, he will stop when he is satisfied, and return to the little cousin's position. business as usual.

There was no movement at Yuan's house, the old godfather was in good health, the factions did not dare to act rashly, and did not pay attention to Yuan Ye.

Two years of calm.

Gradually, Su Xingyi put it down, and even thought that when Yuan got married in the future, he could still give a congratulatory gift, wishing her and her husband a happy life together.

Just thinking about it, Anna ran over in a hurry: "Sir."

Su Xingyi signed a contract, raised his eyelids to look at her, and thought she was strange: "Why?"

Anna didn't know how to tell him about this, and swallowed: "Xiao, Miss is married, married to... Yuchi."

Su Xingyi stood up abruptly: "What did you say?"

"Miss pushed Song Miaoyun downstairs. Song Miaoyun had a miscarriage and broke her leg. Jiang Hongda wanted to send her to the police station. She might have nowhere to go, so she went to the Wei mansion to look for Yuchi..." Anna saw that his expression was getting worse and worse, He hurriedly added, "They already have a marriage contract, so it's only natural for Miss to go to him."

Su Xingyi hadn't been so angry for many years: "How could she be desperate? Why didn't she come to me? Why didn't she go to the Chen family? Did she think it was just playing tricks when she decided on her marriage so hastily?"

"There is civil turmoil in the Chen family. Chen Jingxian and the second and third bedrooms are fighting for the position of the head of the family. She has no way to separate herself. She doesn't want to burden her eldest cousin. And you," Anna lowered her voice, "after all, you are an outsider. She may be I don't want to bother you."

Su Xingyi coughed again, leaned on the table and fell back into the chair.

Anna poured a glass of water and served it, but Su Xingyi blocked it directly, panting heavily for a few times before recovering.

In fact, it was not that unexpected. They were in the same city and in the same circle. He had been mentally prepared that they would meet, and that Kite would also think about the past. When he thought about it, it was either love or hate. Will continue to entangle.

It was only the sudden marriage without warning that surprised him.

After a while, Su Xingyi asked: "She, remember?"

"should not."

It doesn't matter if there is no one, the things back then were too messy and painful, and when she thought about it, she would cry again.

Su Xingyi picked up the photo frame on the table, it was a photo of him and Yuanye, his light eyes gradually darkened: "She is still married to Yuchi."

After going around in circles, she still married Yuchi.

There is one thing that Anna has been thinking about for two years, but now she can't help but ask: "Sir, why did you give up so easily back then?"

easy?

Su Xingyi bent his lips indifferently, is it easy to cut bones and cut flesh?It was really easy, but it hurt for two years.

He put down the photo frame and said in a hoarse voice, "People are not cats and dogs, and if they are raised and tamed, they will recognize you as their master."

"I can use calculations, but the feelings derived from calculations are too cheap. What's the point? There is no impenetrable wall in the world. Sooner or later, she will realize that her so-called "like me" was planned by me. How will it end then?"

And that dream.

A person's memory of a dream is usually only the time when he first woke up, and then it disappeared like smoke, but he still has a fresh memory of the dream he had that year, and even remembers touching the kite. blood temperature.

It was so real that he thought it was not a dream, but another parallel world.

If she doesn't like him, she just doesn't like him. It's useless to force, and it will make her dangerous.

That's it.

Back then it was fine, now it’s fine.

Just get married.

Still the same sentence, she can't be his, so who does she belong to, what difference does it make?
No difference.

Yuan Ye and Yu Chi's two-year marriage, Su Xingyi did not intervene in the slightest, he only kept her safe, watching Chen Moqian, Wei Shen, and Yuan's family for her, in case they made a comeback.

Fortunately, they are also quiet.

I thought that he and Yuanye would be like this for the rest of their lives, but they never expected that so many things would happen later.

That day in the storm, he picked her up from the river, and hugged her again after many years. In an instant, the sun and the moon turned upside down, the time was confused, and the mountains and rivers went back to 17 years ago. She grabbed her at random. A handful of weeds were used as herbal medicine, and he said childishly: "Beautiful brother, let me bandage it for you. I watched TV, and I will."

The unexpected encounter at the foot of Kichijoji Mountain back then has become an unbroken relationship, entangled and entangled, for 17 years.

Su Xingyi let go of Yuanye, but never gave up liking Yuanye.

He thought that she had been exposed in front of Yuan's family, and he also knew that it was Landao who had been attacking her all along. More importantly, she and Yuchi had completely broken up. What he thought was a hidden danger back then is not counted now. .

So this time, can he hold her in his arms?

Opening his eyes again, Su Xingyi's light-colored pupils rippled with waves.

Recalling so many things, in fact, it was only in the blink of an eye, and the water in the cup hadn't cooled down yet.

Su Xingyi got up: "Let's go to the detention center."

Looking for kite also.

(End of this chapter)