The Story of Finding a Husband Through the Past and the Present

Chapter 53

Cen Miaohan has heard about true love countless times in her life, from her cousin who tried to seduce her father, to Yan Ran who climbed into her husband's bed, to Zhao Tian and Mu Chenxing who she didn't care about, these women don't matter how they are related to her. , What is your usual personality, when you tell her true love, you are always innocent, and you can always cry to her confidently when you have made a mistake, from the first time I heard it, to the second time I heard it. Gradually becoming numb, if love just means hurting others unscrupulously, then she is really glad that she has never loved.

It's just that when I heard it this time, Cen Miaohan suddenly felt a little powerless. My aunt would try her best to seduce her father, but it was only because her mother was only her cousin. No matter how much you love Yan Ran, they are not real sisters.Because they are not relatives connected by blood, they have no scruples when they become selfish—compared to the elder sister who has always protected herself to the last drop, Cen Miaohan doesn't care about the behavior of her cousin and Yan Ran, they are not kind to her, so she can treat them unkind It's just that Cen Jinxuan...she thought Cen Jinxuan was different from them.

Probably, she took it for granted.

Cen Miaohan stood opposite Cen Jinxuan, watching Cen Jinxuan sobbing with her head buried in silence. After ten minutes of stalemate like this, Cen Miaohan suddenly squatted down and gently supported Cen Jinxuan's head with bare hands.

"Look at me." Cen Miaohan said softly, with a hint of coldness in her tone that no one else could detect, "Tell me, when exactly did you... fall in love with Zhang Liangfeng?"

"I..." Cen Jinxuan reflexively wanted to lower her head, but her head was fixed by Cen Miaohan's hand, and Cen Miaohan looked into her eyes without blinking.

A sneering smile flashed across his eyes, Cen Miaohan actually had some confidence in her heart, but she still didn't give up the opportunity to explain to Cen Jinxuan.It's just that Cen Miaohan didn't know what kind of answer she wanted to hear.

Cen Jinxuan remained silent in embarrassment.

Cen Miaohan suddenly smiled, let go of her hands and stood up, breathed a sigh of relief, and said, "If you don't say anything, then I will guess it myself. You said you love Zhang Liangfeng, but you still love Zhang Liangfeng so deeply. If it is true, I will I don’t think it’s a recent thing, right? Starting from Xueyuan Mountain, I watched you getting more and more wrong day by day. I thought you were struggling with how to give up. I think after all, you haven’t been in contact for long. If you make up your mind to give up, you won’t It's not that difficult, because I think I know you well. No matter how good he is, you won't fall in love with him so easily and in such a short period of time... But I never thought that I was smart enough to start struggling with you I should have realized this from the moment you dodged me when you were dodging - in fact, you never thought about giving up on him..."

"No, sister, I have struggled and thought about giving up, but I just can't let go..."

"Don't tell me you can't let go, if you really want to, is there anything you can't do?"

"You don't understand love at all. If you really fall in love with that person, it's really a kind of emotion that you don't hesitate to jump into the fire. Otherwise, why is Zhang Liangfeng so proud of being alone, and still can't let go of his love at this time? For your feelings, he even wanted to beg you to save you countless times regardless of self-esteem..."

"So, you are blaming me." Cen Miaohan's tone was indifferent, her face was expressionless, this sentence was a statement, because she could clearly see the unwillingness in Cen Jinxuan's eyes.Fortunately, it was her who stood in front of Cen Jinxuan. If it was her real self who gave up her lover and chose to marry, but in the end was pointed at by her own sister for not understanding love, it would be too cruel to think about it.

She twitched the corners of her mouth in vain, but it didn't look like a smile at all, and Cen Jinxuan lowered her head again.

Cen Miaohan, who was cold-hearted, was extremely calm. She had an amazing insight into Cen Jinxuan's thoughts: "Actually, you think it's not easy for you, right? I know, while you are struggling whether to give up or not, but you are reluctant to give up. Let it go, and then you want to fight for it, but because of my relationship, you dare not make it too obvious, so you can only hint quietly, but the effect is too slow, maybe you were discouraged because you didn't get rewarded for your efforts, and the more Zhang Liangfeng treats you I am deeply in love, the more you can't let go, and on the other hand, because you are my sister, Zhang Liangfeng is not likely to refuse your invitation, so you can see hope in despair."

"You don't understand at all. You are only two years older than me, but all the attention of your parents has always been on you. In front of you, I am simply superfluous. But you are uniquely endowed. You are outstanding in all aspects. I can't even catch up with you. Compared with you, I seem to be picked up by my parents! This is nothing, but why, I finally fell in love with someone, but the person he loves the most is you!"

"You have so much dissatisfaction with me, but you have passed it steadily for 24 years. However, today, because of a man who doesn't pay attention to you, you vented all your dissatisfaction and completely ignored these days. How harmonious has the relationship between the four siblings become—is this what you call true love?" The irony in Cen Miaohan's tone became stronger, "I've been here these days, and I treat you with a hot head. I don't care about it, but it doesn't matter, I don't care about it, but your sister broke up with Zhang Liangfeng and married Shangguan Yuqi without complaint. Do you think this is good?"

The last sentence, Cen Miaohan is asking for this deity. Seeing Cen Jinxuan like this, her first reaction is to feel sad for this deity, and also a little distressed. After all, this deity is the most innocent one. At that time, Mrs. Cen had already made up her mind The idea is to let Cen Jinxuan marry into Shangguan's family. If the deity has been around, maybe she will blossom and bear fruit with Zhang Liangfeng now, so there will be nothing wrong with Cen Jinxuan.

Cen Miaohan's apology to the deity is not unique now. She has always felt guilty for taking over the deity's body, so she quickly accepted the deity's family, filial piety for her parents, and caring for her younger siblings. The deity's guilt was even worse, and she kept thinking about one thing in her heart - should she take action to stop Cen Jinxuan and Zhang Liangfeng from continuing to contact, and cut off the possibility of them being together?
For Cen Miaohan herself, this is unnecessary. It doesn't matter who Zhang Liangfeng is with, as long as he lives well, she can rest assured. It must be unacceptable for her to be entangled with her own sister.

Just when Cen Miaohan was thinking seriously, Cen Jinxuan, who had been silent all this time, suddenly raised her head and responded to the question Cen Miaohan just asked: "Even if there is no me, there will be someone else, and it is impossible for you to be with him, and it is impossible for him to be together for you." You are single, what can I do?"

Some words, maybe it was just a slip of the tongue when I said it, although I thought so in my heart, but I really didn't intend to say it like that to hurt the other party, I just said it all, and it's useless to regret it.

Cen Miaohan suddenly felt tired. Fortunately, she still wanted to deal with it properly at this time. It was best to suppress the matter. After all, her parents knew about her relationship with Zhang Liangfeng. I don't know what the reaction will be. Who knows that Cen Jinxuan is so obsessed... Then forget it, she doesn't care about this matter, and she can do whatever she wants.Cen Miaohan figured it out in an instant, and waved her hand to Cen Jinxuan: "Okay, you can do whatever you want, I won't interfere, but if you have any problems, don't come to me, your business... has nothing to do with me. "

Cen Jinxuan paused, and solemnly said to Cen Miaohan: "I'm sorry, sister... Thank you."

Cen Miaohan didn't respond, but turned her back to Cen Jinxuan and said, "Go back to your room, and... remind you, be careful not to be discovered by your parents."

(End of this chapter)