The Story of Finding a Husband Through the Past and the Present

Chapter 92

"Miaohan, I asked you out today because I want to tell you that I'm going to teach in the mountains."

"is it?"

"The ticket has been bought, the train at ten o'clock tomorrow night."

"Then you have made arrangements at home?"

Liu Yue smiled slightly, "Everything that should be arranged has been arranged, and if I can't arrange it, I can't help it. I have already paid off the gambling debts my mother owed for her. She is still young. When she comes out of the drug rehabilitation center, she will find a job. It's enough to work and support myself... I can't live for her all my life."

Cen Miaohan lowered her head: "Do you think... it's worth it?"

"I... I am very grateful for the opportunity you gave me, whether it made me grow up to this point or let me meet him, but I couldn't go on as you hoped. I'm sorry to disappoint you, but You are still the most important mentor and friend in my life."

"I'm asking you, do you think it's worth it?" Cen Miaohan looked directly into Liu Yue's eyes, "You have a very good future, you can be called successful in your career, and you are smart and capable, even if you don't work here, you It’s okay to go anywhere, but now because of a relationship with no future in sight, a meaningless romance, you have ruined all your efforts, and you can’t find a decent job in this city. Do you think it's worth it?"

"At first, I thought it wasn't worth it, but when I fell into it involuntarily, I realized that no matter what, it was worth it. We have paid for each other and have no regrets."

"The one who paid is you." Cen Miaohan smiled slightly, with indescribable sarcasm, "You know, this matter has no effect on my cousin, as long as he figured it out, he is still the second young master of the Yang family. What is a romantic affair, no woman would turn him away because of such a trivial matter, but what about you, doesn't it feel good to be away from home?"

"Miaohan, you seem to be extra sharp today. Are you... are you blaming me for what happened to your cousin?"

Cen Miaohan was stunned for a moment, then shook her head again and said: "If I want to blame, I can only blame myself. If I found out earlier, maybe it wouldn't be like this."

"It's none of your business."

Cen Miaohan looked at Liu Yue who was holding her, and asked softly: "It's not that there is no room for redemption, I can help you again, Liu Yue, you just need to say a word, and you won't have anything to do with my cousin again. This matter is over, you don't have to leave!"

Liu Yue immediately withdrew Cen Miaohan's hand, and said in a cold voice: "I know I have nothing to do with him anymore, but I can't deny the past."

"Why? It's impossible anyway, what's the point of insisting on this?"

Liu Yue looked at Cen Miaohan in a daze, and suddenly smiled: "Emotions are not measured by how much you give and how much you get. I am willing and willing, and it is my own choice, so I accept whatever the result is. You can say that it is impossible for us We are together, that is indeed a fact, what I am willing to give up is him, not the relationship between us, including myself, cannot deny the real existence of that period of past, although it has no practical significance, but has been living in my heart."

Cen Miaohan's lips twitched, and Liu Yue said seriously: "Miaohan, no matter how you look at me, I still regard you as my best friend, so don't say that again, okay?"

"Since you are so determined in your heart, why do you give up so easily?"

"Because... I don't want him to be in trouble, and I'm afraid that after he gives up everything to be with me, he will regret it." After Liu Yue finished speaking, she got up and grabbed her bag and was about to leave, "I still have something to do, so I'll go back first. Don't worry about me, I'm fine."

"Liu Yue—" Cen Miaohan also stood up, looked at Liu Yue's back, and said word by word, "When are you coming back?"

"Until the day I truly let go..."

"Then what if you can't let go of it for the rest of your life? Are you planning to never come back for the rest of your life?"

Liu Yue sighed, Cen Miaohan's question was too sharp, and she didn't consider her feelings too much. Originally, she subconsciously avoided these things, but at this time it was inevitable... Liu Yue turned around, walked to the opposite side of Cen Miaohan, stopped, hugged Holding her tightly, tears rolled down the corner of her eyes, "I will miss you."

Cen Miaohan smiled, and patted her on the shoulder: "Get to know each other for a while, let me see you off tomorrow."

When Er Shao came home after finishing the dinner, he saw his wife sitting blankly in front of the dressing table, with disheveled hair and dripping water at the end of her hair. He strode over, "What are you doing sitting around so late? I don't know how to blow dry my hair when it's wet. What should I do if I have a cold and a headache?"

Cen Miaohan moved her eyelids: "Are you back?"

"Isn't it? If I haven't come back, what do you think is blowing your hair now?"

Er Shao said this to tease Cen Miaohan, but unfortunately he is not skilled enough, and Cen Miaohan didn't have the heart to cheer, so he didn't respond at all, Er Shao immediately became embarrassed, and stopped talking, and carefully helped Cen Miaohan brag hair.

After drying her hair, the second young master put away the hair dryer, squatted in front of Cen Miaohan, held her hand, and asked, "Miaohan, what's wrong with you today?"

Cen Miaohan watched Er Shao raised her head slightly and looked directly at herself, then suddenly smiled, holding Er Shao's head with both hands and placing it on her knees, there was a little sweetness in the intimacy, and she gently stroked Er Shao's hair : "Liu Yue left today."

"Oh, don't you worry too much, she will come back."

Cen Miaohan chuckled: "You know?"

"Second cousin is not someone who will give up easily. No matter how far Liu Yue runs, he will find her back."

"But the second cousin will get engaged in a few days."

"Miaohan." The second young master rubbed his head on Cen Miaohan's hand, but his tone was extremely serious, "You have to believe that there is nothing we men can't do. Especially when we fall in love with a woman, it's impossible Just let it go."

"So determined?" Cen Miaohan asked back.

"Of course, if you can't even win over the one you love, what success is there to strive for?"

Sure enough, he has grown into a man completely, not necessarily stalwart, but strong enough, so strong that she has to believe it.Cen Miaohan was very gratified, she was the one who watched the Second Young Master come all the way, and she also had a lot of hard work in the growth of the Second Young Master, but most of this man's growth was because of her, and wanted to give her enough sense of security and happiness, So I was relieved, but also had some feelings. These feelings were insignificant and ignored at first. As the second young master became more and more mature and became more and more independent, the feelings and satisfaction gradually increased. The softest touch in my heart will even turn into a feeling that if you don't leave me, you will never give up, which can no longer be ignored by people.

In Cen Miaohan's life, Er Shao has gradually become a habit, used to see if he will make mistakes, used to ignore his various awkwardnesses, accustomed to being taken care of by him awkwardly, accustomed to being roughly cared for by him, the existence of him I didn't realize his importance at the time, but as soon as he left, Cen Miaohan began to feel at a loss, as if the world he was completely used to suddenly became strange, and then he had to get used to it all over again.

The second young master has infiltrated into Cen Miaohan's life unknowingly. It's not that he has resisted, but it's like a jar of old spirits placed in front of him. You are very vigilant, and you shake your head to refuse. You can't drink, you can't drink, The other party said it was all right, he drank with himself, so you watched him drink one cup after another, but the strong wine gradually drifted away in the warm air, and its aroma filled your nostrils. Your breath permeates your internal organs, the drinker gradually blushes, and you also start to blush, the drinker's breath is slightly drunk, and you are also slightly drunk.You still haven't taken a sip of wine, but you have experienced the taste of a side of wine with the drinker. When the drinker gets drunk, you also get drunk.

Cen Miaohan was originally just a bystander, but watching the play, she didn't even know that she was in the play.She still doesn't love the second young master, but she can't let go.

(End of this chapter)