deep sin

Chapter 109 Empathy
When Zhang Lei said this, his expression was extremely natural. It seemed that being beaten by his father was a very common thing, and it was not worth making a fuss about.

Qin Ruonan was thoughtful about Zhang Lei's reaction. His words had already confirmed her guess to a certain extent, and she was considering how to continue asking. After weighing the left and right, she decided to be straightforward. I don't have so much time to spend with Zhang Lei. The reason why I spend time talking with him here is to find out whether he has anything to do with Fang Wan's disappearance. Fang Wan was also taught physical education by him. One of the students, and like the little boy just now, he is very naughty.

"When you were young, your father beat you, would your mother stop him?" she asked.

Zhang Lei frowned in displeasure, and asked loudly, "Why are you asking this? Does it have anything to do with today's incident?! Are you a policeman or a psychiatrist?! Being a policeman is like your virtue?"

"I'm a policeman, you're not. It's not up to you to decide what kind of virtue a policeman does. You just need to answer my question now. Of course, if you think my question doesn't please you, you can also choose to refuse it." Answer, what to do is up to you, and you have to weigh the pros and cons!"

Faced with Zhang Lei's unreasonable questioning, Qin Ruonan didn't get angry, and his tone was still calm and calm, but this attitude was more deterrent than annoyed scolding. Zhang Lei was a little uncertain for a while. Could it be that there is a surging undercurrent hidden behind the calm surface of this policewoman, who accidentally sucked herself into the vortex.

After thinking about it silently for a while, Zhang Lei finally didn't dare to take the risk, and with a face of reluctance, he finally answered Qin Ruonan's previous question: "When my father beat me when I was young, how could my mother have the time to stop me! She is still busy To shirk responsibility and yell at the side, 'It's all the fault of your old Zhang family'!"

As he spoke, he suddenly laughed at himself and said, "I don't even know whose family's bad roots I inherited. Anyway, it's my mother's fault that my father is dissatisfied with me, and it's my father's fault that my mother is dissatisfied with me. Anyway, I am the most failed work of the two of them, I am stupid and incompetent, and when the two of them quarrel, the curse is me, I am already satisfied that they did not give me a mixed doubles, how can I expect anyone to help stop me!"

Qin Ruonan originally expected the answer. Usually, the family is mostly a combination of strict father and loving mother. Even if the mother is cowardly and habitually succumbs to the father, at least she will show protection to the child. This is true of mothers who can only obey and don't know how to resist.

In Zhang Lei's growth experience, he turned out to be a target for both parents to attack each other.

Now, her views on Zhang Lei have become a lot more complicated, from a simple disgust at the beginning to a little sympathy now, and she is more worried about his character influenced by the environment in which he grew up.

How did Zhang Lei's parents treat him since he was a child? Qin Ruonan has no time to find out in detail. Just like what Zhang Lei said before, she is a policeman, not a psychiatrist. Regarding the background information, after understanding the general situation, she can use Just to prove your own judgment.Previously, Zhang Lei's rejection of children, his attitude towards his rough behavior, and even his natural reaction when he wanted to be rough with Chai Xiu made Qin Ruonan feel that his personality was definitely not a day Two days of external influence can be formed, and after learning about his growth environment and confirming her guess, she also realized that for Zhang Lei, who is accustomed to that kind of family environment, being violent towards minors may It's also a very normal thing.

"Okay, you can go out." Qin Ruonan nodded to Zhang Lei, and stood up first. Next, she needed to talk to the child who was put in "confinement" by Zhang Lei. Zhang Lei had an impulsive personality. Xiu was very rough, and she couldn't help worrying about whether there would be any incidents between the two parties during the process of letting him go out and letting Chai Xiu bring the child in.

After all, Zhang Lei's fiery temper is indeed not a fuel-efficient lamp.

Zhang Lei was taken aback: "Is that the end? You have nothing else to ask?"

"If you want me to continue asking for a while, I can try my best to satisfy you." Qin Ruonan withdrew his foot that had already stepped forward.

"You pretend I didn't say anything! I don't have a habit of being interrogated by the police!" Zhang Lei jumped up from his chair when he heard this, and went straight to the door of the lounge without saying a word, opened the door and walked out.

Qin Ruonan followed closely behind and went out. Chai Xiu was standing not far from the door with the little boy. The child was still twitching. It seemed that he was really frightened just now. When he glanced at When Zhang Lei came out of the house, he was so frightened that his whole body tensed up, and his face almost changed color. Seeing this, Chai Xiu hurriedly hugged the child to her side, and also stared at Zhang Lei warily.

Zhang Lei didn't speak ill or even threaten as Qin Ruonan was worried about. He just glanced at them with disdain and walked away arrogantly.

"Come in with me." Qin Ruonan watched Zhang Lei go away, and waved to Chai Xiu.

Chai Xiu followed Qin Ruonan into the staff lounge with the little boy. It took Qin Ruonan a while to get the little boy who was still in shock to talk about what happened before.

The process of listening to the child's story was not different from Zhang Lei's, but the standpoint was different, and the rendering of right and wrong was slightly different. The little boy emphasized how rude and scary Zhang Lei was. I don't know if it was intentional or unintentional. It's a lot less naughty about myself.But he honestly admitted that Zhang Lei did warn him beforehand, but he didn't take Zhang Lei's warning seriously.

Since the child's statement did not differ from Zhang Lei's in principle, after Qin Ruonan asked the ins and outs of the matter, he asked the child to leave first, leaving Chai Xiu to talk alone.

Chai Xiu did not refuse. In fact, she has been depressed ever since she discovered the little boy locked in the bathroom. Just now when she heard the child's story, her eyes were even redder and tears rolled in her eyes. If it wasn't for She kept her head slightly up and took a deep breath, fearing that the tears would have already burst down the embankment.

After the little boy left, Chai Xiucai wiped his eyes with the back of his hand, and gave Qin Ruonan a shy smile in embarrassment.

"I'm sorry, did I lose my temper? Don't laugh at me!" Chai Xiu was originally a soft-spoken person, but now her big eyes are still filled with tears, which makes her look even more pitiful. .

"Are you okay?" Qin Ruonan was a little surprised. Seeing her depressed at first, she thought she was frightened by Zhang Lei's aggressiveness, but now it doesn't look like it. It's not so much fear as it is because she was touched by something sad .

Chai Xiu slowly shook her head, and suddenly asked, "Is there any news about the child I lost earlier?"

Qin Ruonan didn't speak, Chai Xiu had already guessed the answer from her silence, and her expression was a little more sad: "The child's family must be sad to death, right?"

"You seem to be paying special attention to the child's affairs." Qin Ruonan observed Chai Xiu's reaction and expressed his own conclusion.

Chai Xiu blushed a little, a little embarrassed, and before the blood on her face subsided, her eye circles became moist again.

"Actually, I'm not afraid of your jokes. Last time you came to investigate the situation, you also saw my husband. In fact...he is my remarried husband." Chai Xiu took a deep breath, and suddenly opened her mouth to talk about her private affairs to Qin Ruonan. "I have a child with my ex-husband, if the child is still there, it will be 10 years old this year."

Qin Ruonan listened silently, without saying a word. She and Chai Xiu were not familiar, but just asked to join the ranks of strangers. Hearing her talk about such a private topic, some didn't know how to react, especially from her Judging from the wording, she and her ex-husband's child seemed to have died for some reason, so Qin Ruonan was even more unsure whether he should speak, and if he spoke to comfort, he might touch the other's heart even more.

Fortunately, Chai Xiu didn't seem to expect any response from her, and said to herself: "Many things, many people, are precious only after they are lost. Which child is not the meat of a mother's heart! Even in the eyes of others No matter how ignorant a child is, being a mother is just as distressing as a baby. Have you heard of the animal that has empathy because of the loss of a cub before? I think I am in this state now, seeing When other people's children suffer misfortune or injury, they will involuntarily think of their own children, even feel as if they are their own children, and feel very uncomfortable in my heart. Although I have no children, I always feel that I am still a mother. I can't help but be affectionate to empathize with others."

As she said that, her tears had already flowed down from the corners of her eyes, down her cheeks, and onto the back of her hands. Chai Xiu seemed to be scalded by her own tears, and hurriedly wiped them off, with a strong smile still hanging on her face. Spiritual smile.

Qin Ruonan also felt a little uncomfortable at what she said, and didn't know what to say to comfort him, so he walked up to Chai Xiu, held her hand, and gave her some silent comfort.

"Actually, when I think about it, I sometimes feel quite ashamed of my current husband. I was bitten by a snake once, and I was afraid of well ropes for ten years. I like children, but I have lost and suffered, and I almost couldn't survive. Now it is because of Love children but dare not have children, for fear of losing them accidentally, then I really can't live. Fortunately, my husband understands me, but I feel sorry for myself." Chai Xiu sighed deeply, looked at Qin Ruonan said solemnly, "Officer Qin, don't think I'm fake or take yourself too seriously when I say this. I implore you to find the missing child, and it's best to intervene in Zhang Lei's affairs. Don't let him take the kid's gym class again! I don't want other parents to suffer like I did."

[The update is still nearly an hour late. . .I will try my best to get it back tomorrow!make a fist! 】

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