deep sin

Chapter 262 A Belated Letter

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An Changpu was taken aback, and was awkwardly held by the female classmate. He didn't know what to say, so he could only smile awkwardly, and wanted to wait for her excitement to pass, and then talk to her Make it clear.

The female classmate looked really excited, she held An Changpu's hand and kept saying things like "great" and "rest assured", her eye circles gradually became moist and round. His body didn't know if it was because he was too excited, and even trembled slightly.

"Can you let me figure out the situation first?" Seeing that she was so excited, An Changpu was even more confused, and quickly pulled back his slightly sore hand.

The female classmate came to her senses at this moment, quickly let go of her hands, rubbed her hands in embarrassment, and said earnestly to An Changpu, "Do you not remember me too much? My name is Cai Min. So we are A professional class next door, I can see you every week in meetings, I lived in the same dormitory with Qin Ruonan at that time, Qin Ruonan must have mentioned me to you, right?"

In fact, An Changpu really has no impression of this female classmate named Cai Min, and has never heard Qin Ruonan mention this person. The circle, they didn't touch too much, but for the sake of the other party's face, and didn't want the other party to feel that Qin Ruonan was not nostalgic enough, he could only nod his head and lie against his conscience and said, "Oh, so you are Cai Min. I heard Ruo Nan mentioned you."

"Oh, one mouthful, one Ruonan, and I didn't even save the surname, and I knew that the relationship was good!" Cai Min stroked his chest very reassuringly, "I've made plans this time, and I'll just find Qin Ruonan directly when I come here." I apologized to her, but I didn’t find her when I came, but I heard good news! Knowing that the two of you are together, I feel at ease. Come together!"

An Changpu was even more puzzled by what she said, wondering why Cai Min insisted that he and Qin Ruonan were together just because he hadn't finished his sentence, and felt very comforted, I am also embarrassed to ask clearly, so I have to use tentative methods to inquire.

"You want to apologize to her?" An Changpu caught a detail mentioned in Cai Min's words, and planned to use this as an entry point to start inquiring.

"Why didn't Qin Ruonan come with you? Although I know that the two of you are still together, I feel less guilty, but when she comes later, I still have to apologize to her."

"She has a task at work and can't leave. I'm afraid she won't be able to make it here today. What did you two have to apologize for before?"

Cai Min had no doubts about An Changpu's words, but looked at him in surprise, and asked, "Did Qin Ruonan mention it to you?"

"Bring up what?"

"Oh, I feel quite ashamed when I say it, and I feel very sorry for Qin Ruonan in my heart. This is the case, and I will tell you slowly," Cai Min saw that the others had not arrived yet, so he knew that there was still time, so he simply put the An Changpu pulled to a relatively quiet place aside, and said to him, "Didn't I live in the same dormitory with Qin Ruonan when I was in college, and we had a pretty good relationship in private, as you know, she In fact, he is relatively introverted, not the type who laughs and makes noises, and hugs a group of friends wherever he goes."

An Changpu nodded. Cai Min's summary of Qin Ruonan's personality was quite accurate. Qin Ruonan wasn't exactly introverted, but her personality didn't have much to do with being outgoing and outgoing.

"In the four years of college, she was silent in the first three years. No one knew what was going on in her heart. She and I had the best relationship in the dormitory, and we were usually careless, but in the end, I went to the university in my senior year. Before the internship, I found that she was very preoccupied, as if she was terribly worried about something, so I asked her what was wrong, and she didn’t tell me at first, she just said it was okay, and then I asked her many times I guess she couldn't hold back anymore, so she told me that she has always liked someone since she was a freshman, and she never dared to say it out. There will never be a chance to see each other again in this life, and she feels that she can't let go of it."

Hearing what Cai Min said, An Changpu's heartbeat accelerated suddenly. He held back the question that he almost blurted out, tried his best to suppress the desire to ask the truth, and listened to Cai Min silently, waiting for her to give the final answer The answer announced to himself.

Cai Min didn't notice that An Changpu's facial muscles tensed in an instant, and he continued to speak to himself: "I'm also quite heartless, so tell her when you hear her say that, since you like it It's been so long, so tell them! It's useless to keep it in your heart. If you say it, if the other party likes her, then everyone will be happy. If the other party doesn't like her, the worst thing is to be rejected Anyway, it’s better than liking someone for several years, and maybe they don’t even remember you. At first, she didn’t quite agree with my point of view, but then I couldn’t hold back and I said it more times, and gradually she was a little bit convinced I couldn't bear it anymore, so I asked me, and I didn't dare to tell people what to do in person, so I said that it was not easy to do, just write a love letter, and that's it, she spent several days, bored in the dormitory alone I wrote and revised, revised and wrote, and finally wrote a letter."

Speaking of this, Cai Min suddenly let out a long sigh full of sadness. An Changpu was stuck in the middle of this topic, his curiosity was hanging in the air, he couldn't get up, he couldn't get down. A little anxious, trying not to sound too edgy and asking: "What about after that?"

"After that, she begged me, saying that she really didn't have the guts, and asked me to help deliver the letter to the person she likes. I don't think it's a big deal. I usually talk to boys. It's not a difficult job, so I agreed straight away, but after she told me the name of the recipient, I regretted it a little, and felt that I shouldn't encourage her to write that love letter, Qin Ruonan don't look at the usual She has a strong personality, and she is aggressive and will not admit defeat in anything, but in fact she is a very delicate little woman in her bones. When I heard who she was going to send the letter to, I thought it was a bad thing. This girl must be hurt. No need for self-esteem." Cai Min's words were vivid enough, but they were too specific and often deviated from the real point. After talking for a long time, he didn't even say who the recipient was.

When An Changpu heard this, he already had his own guess in his heart. He tentatively pointed at himself and asked Cai Min: "Is the recipient of the letter me?"

Cai Min nodded.

"Then why do you feel regret encouraging her to write that letter?"

"How simple, think about it. At that time, you were considered a little famous among our class of students. You had good academic performance and were handsome. There were not just one or two girls who liked you. You were polite to everyone. Yes, but she is neither far nor close to anyone, and her vision is definitely not low. Although Qin Ruonan is not bad, but from the perspective of finding a girlfriend, she is no match for the other girls who have chased you. It's impossible to have a crush on her!" After Cai Min finished speaking, she felt that what she said now seemed wrong, and quickly changed her words with a smile, "I mean at that time, and I don't know how you actually looked at her. It’s quite unconventional!”

An Changpu didn't care about Cai Min's face-to-face flattery. What he felt strange now was another thing. Although his memory was not as good as Qin Ruonan's, if he had received After reading the love letter from Qin Ruonan, no matter whether he chose to reject or accept it at the beginning, at least he won't have no impression of Qin Ruonan's person or name when the two meet again: "If I remember correctly, In other words, it seems that I have never received any letter from Qin Ruonan from the beginning to the end, let alone a love letter."

When asked by him, Cai Min's face turned red: "This is actually what I want to ask Qin Ruonan to apologize to her today..."

She glanced at other students who were chatting in groups not far away, and said unnaturally: "I was also in a relationship at the time, and I was about to graduate at that time, and my boyfriend at the time was not at the same place as my family. In a city, there were conflicts about where to go after graduation, so it was the moment when I was upset. After I promised Qin Ruonan, I didn't bother to send her a letter to you right away. After several days she asked me if I had sent the letter, I just remembered that there was such a problem. I was afraid that she would be unhappy, so I said that I had handed it over to you. You send it, and that's all, I didn't expect to find the letter she handed me no matter how hard I searched."

She paused and pursed her lips: "Qin Ruonan waited for an answer every day, but he couldn't wait, and then he became very depressed. To be honest, I felt sympathetic when I saw her at that time, but I really didn't care about her." I feel very guilty, because I feel that even if I really handed over the letter to you, the result will still be the same, so this matter has passed, until last year, when I got married, the husband I found was also very special to me. Well, I had a very happy life, and then I packed up the old things at home, and found the letter written by Qin Ruonan from a school textbook. Speaking of this, I also have to apologize to you, I read that letter, and after reading it, I realized how deeply she liked you back then. Maybe I couldn’t understand it at that time, but now, I have also experienced the test of love, so I feel very deeply. , She has hidden such a deep feeling, and finally got up the courage to fight for it, but I even deprived me of today's opportunity, and even lied to her, the more I think about it, the more I feel sorry for Qin Ruonan, I can't help it I cried for a while, thinking that I must apologize to her when I have the chance, but I didn't expect to see her today, and I heard that you are together, so I really feel a lot of comfort in my heart!"

An Changpu felt that his heartbeat was almost deafening his ears. He tried his best not to tremble because of excitement, and asked Cai Min calmly, "Did you bring that letter with you?"

"Yes, I brought it specially today!" Cai Min nodded quickly, and lowered his head to rummage in his purse while talking.

(End of this chapter)