deep sin

Chapter 298 mustard
A woman who looks gentle and weak, did not expect to be so capable when she opened her mouth. This gap in appearance and personality surprised An Changpu and Qin Ruonan.

"Oh, by the way, there is one more thing," Huang Danqiu said before the two of them had time to speak, "I guess you have heard about it from Bu Wei before. My husband and Luo Xinghuai were classmates in the past. The relationship is not bad. If you plan to ask my husband after meeting me, then I advise you to give up. Apart from causing me trouble, it will not bring you any trouble. Others help, I am very clear about this, and I believe you must agree that I know my husband better than you."

Huang Danqiu's attitude of speaking was not only decisive, but also orderly, coupled with that neither humble nor overbearing indifference, made Qin Ruonan and the others have some changes in their impression of this woman.

"You said that your husband and Luo Xinghuai used to have a good relationship, which means that their relationship has changed now, right? Can you tell us what made them change from being friends in the past to what they are now?" Qin Ruonan decided Start with the change in the relationship between Luo Xinghuai and her husband that came out of Huang Danqiu's words just now.

A helpless smile appeared on Huang Danqiu's face: "What else could be the reason why I'm sitting in front of you. If you can find me, it must be because Bu Wei told me about Luo Xinghuai and me?"

"He didn't tell us anything specifically, otherwise we wouldn't need to trouble you to come out." An Changpu didn't deny it. After all, it was Bu Wei who called Huang Danqiu for them. If Bu Wei didn't reveal anything about them It is unconvincing, but in his words, he still tried his best to leave Bu Wei out, so as not to cause Huang Danqiu's dissatisfaction with Bu Wei and add unnecessary trouble to Bu Wei.

Huang Danqiu listened to An Changpu's words, and smiled slightly: "You are quite considerate of Bu Wei. This is a manifestation of professional ethics, right? I know Bu Wei well, and I can trust him. He always knows what to say. It shouldn't be said, what is privacy and what is not. He has said, how did Luo Xinghuai and I know each other?"

"I mentioned it a little bit," Qin Ruonan nodded, "Did you guys meet through pen pals?"

"Yes, we met when I was in college. At first, it was just correspondence. Luo Xinghuai was pretty good at writing. Until I was with my husband, I still kept every letter he wrote to me in the past. From time to time, I took it out to have a look. When he treated me very unfeelingly later, when I read the words in the past letters, sometimes I felt that the him in real life and the him in the letters were not the same person. "

"Can you tell me about your time together?"

"You can ask which part you want to know. I will answer every question, but you still don't want me to think about everything between us. First, I won't be able to finish it for a while. Second, I will It’s been two years since I finally got out, and it’s not yet the time when I can look back calmly, I hope you can understand me.” Huang Danqiu moved his body on the chair, crossed his legs, put his hands on his knees, and straightened his back , Even if he was talking about a sad topic, he always maintained a near-perfect demeanor.

Qin Ruonan looked at Huang Danqiu who was sitting in front of him, feeling a little envious in his heart. As a woman, Huang Danqiu's appearance was strictly average, but her demeanor and temperament could add a lot to her appearance. Make yourself look dwarfed by comparison.

"Then tell me why you two broke up." She could understand Huang Danqiu's mood. There was no need to force the other party to review some trivial details when they were together.

"This question really stumps me." Huang Danqiu raised his hand and tucked the broken hair from the corner of his forehead to his cheeks behind his ears, with a faint smile still on his face, but his expression became slightly bitter. "To be honest, until now when you ask me about the breakup, I still feel a little baffled. It was okay before, but suddenly Luo Xinghuai started to hate me, avoided me, avoided me everywhere, and didn't answer all my questions. , and didn’t see me, and then the two of us were ended unilaterally by him.”

An Changpu frowned: "Even if he broke up unilaterally, you are not mentally prepared yet, but there should always be some signs, right?"

"A sign... maybe from the beginning I wishful thinking that Luo Xinghuai loves me, this is a sign in itself!" Huang Danqiu's tone was very calm and calm, and the more she was like this, the more she revealed her inner restlessness, "From us The two started to communicate, to send photos to each other in the letter, and then started to talk on the phone. Those days have been very good, and they are very good to each other. At that time, his enthusiasm for me has always been very high, which makes me feel that he is indeed in love. He fell in love with me, and he was the one who proposed to meet him later. It was Luo Xinghuai who came to see me at my school for the first time. When I stand in front of myself, I feel like I am in a dream."

As he spoke, Huang Danqiu slightly raised his head with some disappointment, sighed softly, then slowly shook his head, and continued: "Later, it was the same as other couples from different places, sometimes he came to see me, sometimes I went Look at him, I go there more often than he comes to me. If there are any obvious signs, I really can’t think of them. I just feel that the longer we get along, the more I feel that he is far away from me. From the beginning he I was very active towards me, and then I ran after him. When I found out that he started to treat me coldly, the first thing I did was self-examination, wondering if he thought I was not beautiful enough, so I saved money for this. I frugally arrange my hair, buy suitable and beautiful clothes for myself, and appear in front of him with the best posture every time I go to see him. I will always be gentle and considerate to him, even if his reaction makes me a little sad, I will not Complaining, for fear that I will push him further, it may be silly to say that, Luo Xinghuai is the first man I fell in love with in my life, except for him, I have not tried so hard to please anyone. "

"When you were with him, did you feel that he was... not easy to get close to women?" An Changpu carefully considered his words.

Even so, Huang Danqiu showed a surprised expression after a short moment of stupefaction: "You don't mean to doubt him... No, no, no, I'm sure his attitude towards women is the same as most men. I I am sure that his enthusiasm for me at the beginning was real. The two of us held hands, hugged, and did everything a couple would do. Your question is unfounded. Luo Xinghuai avoided me, no During the time when I was willing to see me, I was unwilling to give up all my feelings in exchange for such a futile ending. I was so impulsive that I almost couldn’t even attend class. I skipped class and came to C City to find Luo Xinghuai. At the beginning If I want to get it back, no matter what I do, as long as he treats me like before, I am willing. Later, seeing that the more I chased him, the faster he ran away, and he started to speak ill at each other, I just I want to make it clear, even if I am sentenced to death, there must be a crime, right? Luo Xinghuai is unwilling to face me, my husband was not with me at that time, and he often asked Luo Xinghuai for me..."

Huang Danqiu stopped suddenly, took a few deep breaths, and tried hard to calm herself down. There was a faint tremolo in her voice, and tears welled up in her eyes: "Time has passed, and I have nothing against Luo Xinghuai." It’s so nostalgic. The moment I agreed to my husband’s marriage proposal, I even let him go, but when I think about those days, I feel very sad and feel unworthy for the original self. I have never seen The man who changes his face so quickly, we have only been together for more than half a year. From the initial passionate pursuit, we were thrown into hell at once. I guess no one would be able to accept it. If I had seen clearly earlier With these, you won't be so desperate to save someone who is not worth it, and you won't be able to..."

She didn't go on, shook her head sadly, and fell silent.

"So, you mean that Luo Xinghuai doesn't have any resistance to women, and at first he will pursue the offensive aggressively, but he changes his mind very quickly, and will suddenly turn against you?" Qin Ruonan thought in his heart After thinking about it, "Then besides dodging, did he do anything else to you?"

"Most of the time, he was avoiding me. Once I called him to make it clear. Maybe it was because I was more emotional that time. I asked him what he thought he was good enough to let me trample on him like this. I pleaded with pride, but he suddenly lost his temper and said a lot of nasty things on the phone..."

Huang Danqiu took a few deep breaths and didn't want to continue talking.

Regarding the question of whether the two have been in contact after breaking up, judging from Huang Danqiu's narration and reaction, it is no longer meaningful to ask. Qin Ruonan thought about it, and asked tentatively: "Then what work are you doing now?"

"Full-time housewife, husband and child at home, my husband is in the medical business, and I don't need to worry about supporting the family. Moreover, he doesn't like me going out to work. It's all my emotional experience, which makes him even more careless than before. A sense of security, I still have a grudge against my contact with other members of the opposite sex." Huang Danqiu rubbed his cheeks, "Perhaps the biggest mistake I have made in my life so far is meeting Luo Xinghuai."

(End of this chapter)