Sweet Wife in Palm: Mysterious Husband Loves Deeply

Chapter 600 No Chance Forever

This was what their mother secretly ordered Lin Guan before she died.

Before their death, their mother said that if their father agreed, she would like to be buried with their father after death.

Their mother said that if there is an afterlife, the first man they hope to fall in love with is their father.

What was owed to their father in this life will be repaid in the next life.

Although they didn't see their father for the last time, and didn't hear their father's last words, their father committed suicide holding their mother's tombstone.

Needless to say, their father would have liked to be buried with their mother.

After the funeral was finished, the police station informed Lin Guan and Lin Ya to go to the police station to sign and collect some of their father's relics during his lifetime.

Lin Guan and Lin Ya saw their father's suicide note.

Lin Guan stood behind Lin Ya, his face was indifferent, as if he didn't care what was written in the suicide note, he didn't go forward, and he didn't look at it.

After Lin Ya finished reading, she covered her mouth, her whole body trembling from crying, she couldn't make a sound, and she handed back the suicide note to Lin Guan.

Lin Guan clenched his fingers hanging by his side, and finally reached out to receive the suicide note.

Li Wenchao has low education, but his handwriting is very good.

The first line reads "My son loves my daughter Xiaoguan, Yaya".

My son loves my daughter.

Just four words, like a sharp sword piercing Lin Guan's chest, causing Lin Guan's fingers holding the letter to tremble violently.

He gritted his teeth before continuing to look down.

"Little Guan, Yaya, by the time you read this letter, Dad will already be dead.

Dad wanted to die a long time ago.

When your mother died, your father wanted to go with your mother.

The thing that Dad regrets most in his life is learning to drink, beating and scolding Xiao Guan after drinking too much.

Dad often thought, so what if Xiao Guan is not my own son?
When he was born, I was guarding outside the delivery room.

Your mother is weak and had no milk when she gave birth to Xiao Guan. It was Dad who got up several times a night to make milk powder for Xiao Guan, pee, and put him to sleep.

Xiaoguan's first teething, first learning to walk, first learning to speak, more than [-] years have passed, it is as clear as yesterday.

Your mother is not in good health. I brought up Xiao Guan with one hand. I still remember how happy I was when he was born.

I have no ability to give you the best, but I have really worked hard to give you the best I can have.

After divorcing your mother, I regret it every day.

So what if Xiao Guan is not my son?
He was raised by me, and he called me my father for more than ten years. I love him so much, why did I learn to drink, and how could I be willing to beat him when I was drunk?
Every time I wake up and know what I did when I was drunk, I hate myself.

I secretly hid and beat myself, but I couldn't control it.

I don't understand why it's my own body, but I can't control it.

It was like a demon lived in my body. He controlled me to drink, and controlled me to beat and scold Xiao Guan when I was drunk.

When your mother proposed to divorce me, my life was worse than death, but I still agreed.

I can't keep Xiao Guan by my side anymore, I'm afraid I'll kill him.

After the divorce, I lived in pain every day and every night.

I miss your mother and Xiaoguan. Every day I dream that the family of four used to be together.

How wonderful it was then.

Can never go back.

Yaya, Dad didn't scold you on purpose, nor did he dislike you.

You will always be daddy's favorite little princess.

Dad alienated you and drove you away, just wanting you to go abroad to reunite with your mother and brother.

When Dad and your mother divorced, Dad was wrong. Dad should not have kept you. Dad should have let you go with your mother and brother.

Dad is incompetent and can't give you anything. If you follow your mother and brother, you will have a good future.

When you grow up, you are going to talk about marriage. If people know that you have a lame and incompetent father, they will dislike you.

Dad doesn't want to drag you down.

Xiao Guan, my father was very happy when he saw the paternity test.

Dad's happiest day is when your mother agrees to marry Dad.

The second and third happiest day is when you and Yaya were born.

Then the fourth happiest day is when I get the paternity test.

Daddy is happy, you are Daddy's son.

When Dad didn't know that you were Dad's son, Dad always missed you and dreamed of you.

Now, knowing that you are the son of Dad and Mom, Dad is going crazy with joy.

Dad is sorry for your mother, Dad wronged her.

She went early, and Dad couldn't say sorry to her face to face.

Dad is going to kill Qiu Chengzhi.

It was he who caused our separation, and I want him to die.

Xiaoguan, Yaya, Dad is sorry, Dad became a murderer in the end, and made you the sons and daughters of the murderer.

If there is an afterlife, Dad hopes to be your dad again.

In the next life, Dad will work hard, be a capable person, earn a lot of money, marry your mother decently, and then give you the best and best everything in the world. You will never feel inferior or be looked down upon by others.

I'm sorry, Xiaoguan, Yaya, Dad is gone, but luckily, Dad and Mom gave birth to you two, after Mom and Dad left, you should take care of each other, care for each other, live well, and live happily.

I'm sorry, Xiao Guan, I'm sorry.

If there is an afterlife, Dad will definitely compensate you.

Xiaoguan, son, I'm sorry. "

Lin Guan's eyes were red, and he stared at the letter paper in his hand, as if what he would shed from his eyes in the next second was not tears, but blood.

Lin Ya looked terrified, reached out to hold his wrist, and said in a trembling voice, "Brother, just cry out if you feel uncomfortable, brother..."

"I don't cry!" Lin Guan's eyes were bloodshot, his eyes were blood red, and he gritted his teeth and said, "I don't regret it!...It's all his fault! I don't regret it!"

"Brother..." Lin Ya threw herself into Lin Guan's arms, hugged Lin Guan tightly, and cried loudly.

Lin Guan closed his eyes, tears finally couldn't help sliding down from his closed eye sockets.

He has no regrets.

However, he regrets.

If he had known this, he shouldn't have sent back the paternity test.

He should come back with the testimonial in person and hand it to the man with his own hands.

That man...he must be very happy, right?

What would he say to him?

Will hold him and cry?

Will personally say to him, son, I'm sorry.

Would you cook him a good meal with your own hands?
During the meal, if he drank again, he would definitely not beat him again.

He thought a lot, but nothing came true.

He hadn't seen him for ten years, and never again.

He wanted so much to hear him call him son again, and look at his proud and bright smile like ten years ago.

Impossible.

No chance.

There will never be a chance...

He gritted his teeth tightly and controlled his crying, but the bottomless emptiness and regret deep in his heart made him cold, as if standing alone in the dark cold night, indescribably dazed lonely.

The man is dead.

He has no home.

(End of this chapter)