Xiao has been thinking about it for a long time

Chapter 362 I'm Not Afraid of Being Controlled by You

The room was eerily quiet.

Ye Mian sat at the table staring at the book in a daze.

She was thinking very seriously - how things developed step by step into the current situation.

She obviously wanted to educate Fu Ran not to be perfunctory to her, and the atmosphere of the questioning was obviously very serious.

If his words were a little inappropriate, maybe a quarrel would break out between them.

Fortunately, he admitted his mistake and explained it very simply.

Then the matter entered the second link, and they began to discuss the matter of "letting the parents of both parties meet".Of course, there is nothing to discuss about this matter, and the feasibility is too low.

... Then Fu Ran suddenly began to analyze his heart and said that he wanted to get married?

marry? !
She was almost dizzy from the shock of the word.

Let’s not talk about whether or not she has got married in her plan for the past two years, let’s just talk about Fu Ran, he is only 19 years old, and he is in his best years. The laughter and laughter of basketball girls and friends is the way he should go, young Don't people think that they have had enough fun before talking?Who is going to get married suddenly when they are young?

Besides, he wasn't even of legal marriage age!

The more she thought about it, the more unbelievable it became, her mind was in a mess, and she couldn't read the book anymore.She went to the bathroom door and knocked on the door.

"Are you ok?"

There was only the sound of water flowing inside, and the sound of Fu Ran came after several seconds.

"Fortunately."

The door was opened from the inside, and Fu Ran came out with wet hair, and the water on his face was still wet. He glanced at her, and then looked away.

Facing him, Ye Mian suddenly felt at a loss as to what to say.

Would it make the atmosphere more embarrassing if he directly said that he was not clear-headed and asked him to think clearly?

If he pretended not to take those words at ease and changed the topic to chat, wouldn't it be too ruthless and hurt his young courage and man's face?
Kind of tricky.

"you………"

"I've tried, I'm awake enough." Fu Ran said directly.

Ye Mian opened her mouth, and suddenly looked up at him.

He pursed his lips slightly, and said slowly and solemnly: "I want to get married, and I want to have marriage bondage with you."

"...You are only 19 years old." She felt that she was going to be deaf, and she could hardly find her own voice.

He frowned, "In half a year, he will be twenty, and after twenty, he will soon be of marriageable age, very soon."

... It's not a question of whether she is in a hurry!

She let out a long breath, trying to talk to him about life and reason.

"You're still young, you just became an adult, you just graduated from high school, and the four years you entered college should be the best time for you to shine. Friends, classmates, girls are the ones you should..."

"There is no should or should," Fu Ran took a step closer to her, and the water dripping from the tip of her hair fell on her arm, feeling cold, "My life is chosen by myself, what I choose is what I choose, there is no should or should. It shouldn't be said. I think being with you is the path I choose, and getting married is what I should do. I don't have the patience to choose more. And—"

He took another step forward, and she could only take a step back, holding her breath and listening to his deeper and deeper voice.

"Not everyone's 19 years old is the same naive and naive. I liked you when I was 17. I was crazy about collecting your photos and information. When everyone else was trying to find a girl, I relied on being with you There is such a little bit of interaction on Weibo to satisfy myself. When I knew you had a boyfriend, other girls chased me to the apartment to take off/dress me and seduce me. I still don’t want it. I fucking want you! I don’t Knowing when liking for you becomes all about you, all I know is that I want you! I just want to be with you and do everything I've ever wanted to do since I fell in love at first sight when I was 17! I'm more than What's the matter with you? You just need to wait for me. After marrying me, I can shine and become the man you think is excellent? I can already be responsible for my own choices, and I want to marry you!"

The second half of his words almost growled, Ye Mian was so startled that he stepped back again and again, staring at him blankly.

Then his heels touched the bed, he fell down and sat on the end of the bed, and continued to stare at him blankly.

Fu Ran closed his eyes, walked over, knelt in front of her on one knee, grabbed her hand, and landed a hot kiss on the inside of her wrist.He looked up at her, the corners of his eyes were red, and his hair was still dripping with water.

"Sorry, I was a little harsh just now."

Ye Mian lowered her eyelids and shook her head, raising her hands to cover his trembling hands.

"I'm sorry too... I really shouldn't say what I should or should not."

Life is her own, how he chooses, and whether the result of the choice is in line with her wishes is not for her to dictate.

"However, getting married," she said, was very difficult. "Can you think about it again? This is not something that can be perfectly resolved by your and my wishes."

"It's okay, I'll solve it. We still have such a long time to solve it, you just need to not object, I don't even want your willingness, let's try it, okay? You try to promise me, I will try This will make you slowly and willingly."

Ye Mian didn't know whether to shake her head or nod, it seemed that shaking her head and nodding was not appropriate at this time.

It's even more inappropriate to be reasonable.

Feeling discouraged in his presence, she asked him, "Why do you suddenly have this idea?"

Didn't we get along well before?He acted coquettishly and begged for welfare, and she was thinking about how to wear the wolf skin of an elegant senior sister to be sweet with him every day, and she even thought about changing her personal settings to have some fun with him... Why did she suddenly ask to leave in such a serious manner? Is there a plot?

Fu Ran looked at her, and Wen Tun shook his head, "It wasn't suddenly, it was all the time. As the liking deepened, I wanted you to stay by my side forever. This method is the most legal."

As he spoke, he took her hand to touch his Adam's apple, separated his thumb and index finger, pinched it lightly, and tilted his head slightly, "I'm not afraid of being controlled by you."

Nietzsche said that only by sublimating desire can we stop the overflow of desire.Whether his desire has been sublimated or not, he still can't judge, but his desire for almost 20 years seems to be concentrated on her.

In this way, it is not a flood, right?
Under her palm, as he swallowed, her Adam's apple rose and fell quickly and slightly, touching her palm, bringing an itchy feeling that made her tremble.

Ye Mian just looked at the place covered by her palm, seeing his beautiful and exquisite eyebrows and eyes focused on her.She felt in a trance that she could see her shadow in his dark pupils.

Her heartbeat suddenly became faster and faster, and the sound of bang-bang-bang seemed to be pulsating with all the senses, and the eardrums were about to bulge out, shaking her brain blank, leaving only the heartbeat. echo.The blood circulation is accelerated, and the limbs and bones go back and forth between cold and hot. The cold is reason, and the hot is desire/desire.

What he said was a lie.

It was never him who was in control.

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