Jia Ru can come back

Chapter 119 Two Lines

After drinking a cup of slightly warmed water, I felt much more comfortable, but I still decided to go downstairs to the pharmacy to buy some medicine for later use.

I took my keys and my mobile phone and went downstairs. When I walked into the pharmacy, the clerk came to ask me what medicine I needed. I asked about the cold medicine area for adults and went to buy it myself.After almost getting all the medicines that should be replenished, I was about to go to the cashier, when I heard a girl behind me calling me softly: "Sister, can you help me?"

Turning around, I saw a little girl who looked less than 20 years old standing a few meters away, her eyes were fixed on me, but there was timidity in her eyes.He raised his eyebrows slightly, neither showing too much enthusiasm nor indifference, just asked: "What's the matter?"

The little girl compared the boxes in her hand, "Can you show me how to use this?"

I glanced at the long box in her hand, but I didn't see what it was, so I walked over.When I took it from her hand, I saw the word "pregnancy" on it, and suddenly realized, no wonder the girl didn't ask the clerk, it turned out to be embarrassing.

I roughly looked at the instructions on the box, and explained to her in a low voice: "Look here, if there is a line measured, it means there is no, if there are two lines measured, it means there may be."

But I heard her say: "Actually, I have already bought two, one is two threads, the other is one thread, I don't know if there are any." Ah, then come to ask me?I have no experience in this area.

Then I spoke more perfunctorily: "Then you can buy another test, sometimes it may not be accurate."

She suddenly smiled as if she was recognized, "Well, I think so too, thank you, sister."

I was slightly startled, and subconsciously asked, "How old are you this year?"

Immediately, her smile froze, and she avoided my gaze awkwardly and said, "Twenty."

Not to mention that there are countless people, but it is still possible to see through a little girl. It is obvious that she is lying, but there is no need for me to expose her.After returning the box to her, she wanted to pay the bill, but she held her back, "Sister, if... if you have it, will it hurt to have the abortion?" The young face was full of anxiety and uneasiness, and his eyes were earnest. looking at me.

Regarding pregnancy, I have only touched on Wei Lai's side.And her affairs are the last thing I want to pay attention to, so the girl in front of me came to ask me, I am afraid I have found the wrong person, and I can't provide her with "experience" in this regard.

She was about to decline her question politely, but she said anxiously: "I heard people say that the painless abortion is actually very painful. I was so scared. I didn't know it was possible. My best friend asked me why I didn't buy it all the time." I just found out that I haven't had my period for two months, and I don't know what to do now."

"You should find the person who made you pregnant to take on this matter together, instead of being afraid here alone. Don't do things that hurt yourself in the future. If you enjoy yourself for a while, you may regret it for life. Girls must have a sense of self-prevention. "

In line with the duties of a lawyer, I am persuading and warning ignorant girls.Tasting the forbidden fruit was a joy for a while, but the hidden dangers left behind may make her regret for life.There are already such examples around me. Even though I don't like Wei Lai, her experience from the past to the present is indeed embarrassing.

The little girl was taken aback by what I said, she grabbed the box and went to the cashier, she didn't dare to look at me again.

I smiled, I'm still too young, I haven't experienced the baptism of society yet.Just as I was about to step up, my mind suddenly flashed by, I was shocked, trying to think when was the last time I had my period?I searched everywhere in my mind and couldn't remember what day I came last month.Last month was years ago. At that time, I was busy dealing with Zhou Nian's family of three, and the court was involved in the divorce case.

After thinking about it, my face became a little ugly. I walked to the place where the girl came from just now, and found the same pink box with a glance.The girl was gone when I checked out, and the cashier looked up at me when he scanned the box.

It is impossible for me to be as thin-skinned as a little girl, without moving my eyebrows, but looking directly at the past.

The cashier looked away awkwardly, and reported the price to me.

After paying the bill, I walked out of the pharmacy and walked all the way back to the apartment building, only to find that my back was cold and my back was covered in cold sweat.

I was still hesitant when I walked into the bathroom, but my heart was empty when I came out.

On the pregnancy test stick thrown in the trash can in the bathroom, there are two lines...

I sat on the sofa and leaned my head on the back of the chair, thinking bluntly—isn’t this irony?The child did not come while in the marriage relationship, and the marriage relationship ended, but it came.

When I got divorced, I was even glad that at least I didn't have any children with Zhou Yu, and I didn't have so many entanglements, and I didn't have any later worries.

But now, what to do?
I rubbed between my eyebrows, God really made a big joke on me, it can also be said that fate is too good at teasing people.The more you don't want to be involved with that person, the more the involvement will come to you.

Standing up slowly, his eyes slowly fell on the belly, there is now a small life in it.

What should I do?

Life goes on and doesn't stop because of a change.But it will affect me, I can't concentrate at work, and I can't help but listen carefully when my colleagues talk about their children. Even Xiao Dong invited everyone to drink coffee, and I declined my share.Xiao Dong glanced at me with deep eyes, and I lowered my head to avoid it.

But two days later, Xiao Dong still found an opportunity to ask me for an answer.

I sat across from Xiao Dong in the silence of the space. Seeing that I hadn't spoken for a long time, he couldn't help smiling and asked: "Have you not thought about it yet? Should I give you more time to think about it? But Xiao Ru, this matter is really so serious." Is it difficult? Why don’t you try to get along with me first? Of course, getting along with me is not the relationship between leaders and subordinates or colleagues like we do now, but the relationship between lovers. We can save the steps of getting acquainted and getting to know each other , might as well start by watching a movie?"

Needless to say, Xiao Dong's speaking skills are persuasive, he will not make people feel forced, but he is actually getting closer to his goal.When you nod your head and agree to the first step, you have entered the circle he drew, and you will be convinced by him afterwards.

However, when I finally raised my eyes and looked at him squarely, I shook my head at him: "Xiao Dong, I can't do it."

He was slightly taken aback, knowing that I had refused, "Can you tell me the reason?"

I haven't decided whether to announce the direct reason, but I can say something in my heart: "I thought about it after I went back that day. It is true that your proposal may be helpful to me now, but I think about it carefully. Afterwards, I still felt that we were not suitable. Because we may be more familiar with each other in the workplace, but once we are involved in family relations, I am afraid it will be difficult to reason. And we are in the court, where there is no room for personal emotions."

Xiao Dong found it funny: "Are you questioning my professional level? Do you think I will be selfish because I develop into a lover or husband and wife relationship with you?" I didn't deny it, and fixed his eyes and asked: "As long as you are a human being, you must If you have emotions, can you guarantee that you will always remain rational in the future and not be affected by personal emotions such as work and family?"

This time Xiao Dong didn't respond to me in a hurry, his eyes showed deep thought, he was thinking about my question.

After a while, he said: "I can't guarantee you what will happen in the future now. If I promise to swear, I will not be responsible for the future. I can only say that I will try my best not to bring my feelings and family to work."

I shook my head slightly, "Xiao Dong, no one can guarantee these. I think it's best for us to maintain the current relationship between colleagues and friends, otherwise there will be friction in the future, and it will lead to conflicts. Even Thinking about it later, if we get along badly and we have to separate, won’t that affect work as well, wouldn’t it be embarrassing to face each other every day?”

Xiao Dongmo looked at me calmly, the curvature of the corner of his mouth was always there, I couldn't see his happiness or anger, but it made me feel the compelling aura.But I didn't avoid that gaze, because he needed to be calm, and when he suddenly laughed, I breathed a sigh of relief that choked in my throat.

After working together for so long, there is still some tacit understanding, and he was convinced by me.

He propped his head pretending to be frustrated and said, "Oh, the first time I confessed to someone, I was rejected, and we are not together yet, so you can use the example after separation to piss me off, Jia Ru, too. I lost to you."

I smiled smugly: "I didn't learn this from you, it's not right about people."

He stared angrily: "Did I teach you this? And it's still used on me!"

"I didn't teach it, it's because I have a high level of comprehension."

"Come on, you still dare to flirt in front of me." Xiao Dong complained, and waved his hands at me in disgust, "It's alright, alright, go out, I'm making trouble when I see you."

I smiled and got up.

I understand that Xiao Dong is trying to resolve the embarrassment by joking around, if I reject him, he will feel ashamed and frustrated to some extent.Actually speaking from the bottom of my heart, I really thought about it after I bumped into Zhou Yu on the day he suggested it, otherwise I wouldn't have mentioned it to Zhou Yu.

The main reason is that other people don’t have the power to deter Zhou Yu, but if I talk nonsense about going to his side, it’s not a big deal, and I will kill them in minutes, just like my first nominal ex-husband Chen Huan.After being taught by him that time, I never saw Chen Huan again, and of course I didn't miss the past.

As for Xiao Dong, Zhou Yu has been hostile since he met me again. This is an animal's instinctive defense against crisis awareness.He felt that the relationship between Xiao Dong and me was not simple, even though he knew that I had nothing to Xiao Dong, he was still on guard.

So when I put forward Xiao Dong's proposal that night, Zhou Yu couldn't restrain his emotions, which may have caused the subsequent car accident.I have analyzed it carefully, and there is an element of anger in me, and I also have the desire to completely end it.

What Xiao Dong said is right, only by starting over can we let go of the past.And this restart cannot be with Zhou Yu, I am not qualified to start over with him.

And this thought disappeared after I found out that I was pregnant. If I said that before, I might still be able to make this decision because of Xiao Dong's friendship with me, but after that I couldn't.This is no longer just about me and him, but also involves many other factors.

It's like Xiao Dong suggested to me for two reasons: one is that I work with him, there will be no friction and conflicts in business affairs, and we trust each other; the other is that his parents are currently retired teachers and want to have a grandson as soon as possible .

The former and I can indeed communicate with him, but the latter is obviously impossible.In addition, having a child and not having a child are two different things, no matter how generous Xiao Dong is, it is impossible for him not to mind that I have someone else's child.

(End of this chapter)