Jia Ru can come back

Chapter 190 I Will Not Accept You

I also laughed, but the smile didn't reach my eyes, even if I was punctured, I still have to break the current situation.Tilting his head slightly, he asked in a soft voice: "What reason do I have to do this? What good does it do me to anger you?" Without waiting for his response, he continued: "Remember I asked you what Bashan Night Rain is? Does it mean? That poem represents my mood, I have been waiting, waiting for Mi Li’s father to come back.”

"So now you're rejecting me?"

The obvious, I didn't respond.He finally took a step back, but his gaze was still fixed on me, "Jia Ru, I will never give up on you. Even if you push Mi Li's father away, it still can't stop me from loving you. Besides, you Don't try to escape with excuses, I signed a contract with you, if you breach the contract, I will definitely hold you accountable for breach of contract."

At this time, Zhou Yu was not as impatient and angry as expected, but expressed his attitude very rationally, and made sure that I would avoid him because of today's incident.

"Can you take me home now?"

He shrugged, turned around, but grabbed my wrist unceremoniously and walked away. I stared at the back of his head for a moment, and had to follow him out.I didn't see Zhou Liang when I walked to the front. The alley filled with night seemed very quiet, and the footsteps of the two were particularly clear.

The moonlight was behind me, layering the reflections of the two together, as if I was stepping on his shadow every step I took.

On the way back, no one spoke. I didn't think too much about what he was thinking, but a thought grew in my heart.

I sneaked a sneak peek at him and saw him driving intently, staring straight ahead.

Clean short hair, fair side face, tonight he was wearing a white shirt without a tie, two buttons at the neckline were undone, slightly revealing a piece of collarbone.He didn't seem to have changed much in the past four years, but if you look closely, he has changed a lot.

He is 32 this year, not only his outline has become darker, but also his brows and eyes have become more settled.In my impression, he had a smile these days, but few really smiled into his heart. I felt that he sometimes acted impetuous and quick-tempered, which was intended to be shown in front of others, but there were other thoughts hidden underneath.

Just like just now he will use the contract to restrict me.

From the very beginning when he proposed to join the team to the time when he led me to sign the project cooperation contract, then he must have thought about it, but deliberately confused my sight, hiding it secretly, and only revealing the truth when necessary.

A great question arises in my heart: what has he experienced in the past few years?Why did it become so deep that even I can't understand him?
The car stopped downstairs at the apartment building, and Zhou Yu turned to look at me, "You stared at me all the way, if you have any thoughts, why don't you just talk to me, or I will be hooked by you, and I will feel uncomfortable."

I didn't see where he felt uncomfortable, and I didn't want to tell him about the thoughts that just turned in my mind, so I said: "I don't have any special thoughts, it's just to remember the face that set up a trap for me."

He laughed when he heard the words, and asked cheekily, "Why, do you think I'm handsome? Are you a little shaken?" After a pause, he said, "You make up your own mind, although I don't know why Mi Li's father separated from you, but Mi Li doesn't even know what his father looks like. It can be seen that they have been separated for a long time. Mi Li is three or four years old. He hasn't come back for so long. You miss him Will you come back?"

After hearing his persuasive words, I met his eyes and thought to myself: If he knew that the person he was talking about was himself, what would he think?However, his analytical and observation skills have really improved. From the last time Mi Li asked him to paint, he could think that the child's father had never appeared in Mi Li's life.

Yes, it has never appeared. I have been taking rice grains alone for more than three years, and he has been away for four years.

"Whether he comes back or not, I won't accept you. You should just let it go." After leaving this sentence, I opened the door and got out of the car, and walked straight into the apartment.

I used to think that parting is leaving someone you don't love.One day I discovered that there is a kind of parting, which is leaving the person you love.There is a kind of parting, which is wiping tears and not daring to look back. ——

This sentence was said by Zhang Xiaoxian. During the four years of separation, I shed tears in my heart and dared not look back.

So Zhou Yu, before you become Zhou Gongjin, it is impossible for me to accept you.

The rice grains are at my mother’s side, and I’m the only one at home. When I came out of the shower, I heard a beep on my phone. I walked over to pick it up and looked at it. There was a message from Zhou Yu on it: The second child’s design is ready, show it to you Look.

I paused for a moment and frowned slightly, this person's mind is really elusive now.After being "completely" rejected by me just now, his temper should have turned into anger from embarrassment. Even if he couldn't give up just now, at least he couldn't digest this emotional change right now.But now it was obvious that he not only digested it, but also had other thoughts.

There is a feeling of... a game, which was there when he asked me to talk about joining a beverage store.

At first he waited and watched, and when the time came, he would play chess to test it out. But if I took a step back, he would take advantage of the victory and pursue it. Once he found that I was resistant, he would not attack by force, and stepped back to stabilize me.There will always be times when he finds the right time again, and then he will invade the territory step by step. Once my city falls, he will attack aggressively until he wins the game.

To describe it in one word - cunning.When I was young, I played chess, and it is very difficult to meet this kind of person on the chess field.I like to go straight, don't hide my mind, and kill opponents who are tough. It is usually difficult to win when I meet someone like Zhou Yu, because every move he takes may take into account the number of moves in the next four or five moves. , Ask yourself that your brain circuit is not up to par, so you always lose to such an opponent.

If this person is not Zhou Yu, I will definitely avoid him.

But right now I'm still replying to his message: send it to my mailbox.

He replied quickly: Then tell me your email address, and we can discuss it after reading it.

Half an hour later, Zhou Yu chatted with me on the line. His voice on the phone was clear and clear, without any fluctuations affected by the previous events.I have to admire the things designed by Zhou Liang. Clicking on the animation can only describe my mood with admiration.

Regarding the design of the "castle in the air", I discussed the execution with Zhou Yu, because some things are cool in design, but it is impractical to implement them in reality.The other is the materials used. I suggested that since it is used for children's situational teaching, safety must be ensured, and the review of materials must be rigorous.

This discussion lasted until late at night, and then I couldn't stand it any longer and I proposed to talk about it tomorrow, so he cut off the conversation.

As soon as I touch the bed, I fall asleep, and the shadows in the dream are shadowy, and many pictures are constantly switching.One year I went to England, standing alone in the poplar forest, everything around me was like a mirror, sometimes clear and sometimes blurred, but shattered in the blink of an eye.

Waking up from the dream, I found that it was already daylight.Today is the weekend, I have to go to the store to start work, but when I got up, I suddenly remembered that the store was closed by me yesterday, so I don't need to go there again today.A sense of loss suddenly appeared in my heart.

Now that I've got up, I can't fall asleep even if I want to go back to sleep, so I simply go to wash up.

I thought Zhou Yu would come to look for it again, but the phone was quiet all morning.Seeing that the time was approaching noon, I went to the kitchen to get some food. Before I started firing, I heard the phone suddenly vibrated outside. My heart moved slightly and I walked over to see that it was my mother.

Before I could even open my mouth, my mother said, "Hello? Xiaoru? Where are you now?"

"At home, what's the matter?"

"He's here."

I didn't realize it for a while, "Who's here?" My mother's voice sounded strange, but she said again: "Who else, of course it is Mi Li's father." "..."

When I took a taxi and rushed to my mother's side, it was almost twelve o'clock, and the traffic jam on the road was severe.

When he entered the door, he saw Zhou Yu and Mi Li sitting on the sofa in the living room watching TV lazily, and Mi Li was still sitting on his lap.When I walked in, he turned his eyes and looked over, then said to Mi Li: "Mom is here."

Mi Li's attention was on the cartoon on TV, so she obviously didn't hear it.

My mother asked me if I had eaten, and winked at me, understood her meaning and said no, so they went into the kitchen together.After listening to my mother quickly tell the story, I couldn't help being silent. At about ninety o'clock, Zhou Yu suddenly came to my mother's side, saying that he had made an appointment with Mi Li to go out for dinner.When asked why, it was Mi Li who contacted Zhou Yu with his phone and watch. As for when they added the phone number, I, a mother, don't know.

It was impossible for my mother to let him take the rice grains away, so she hurriedly called me and left the two of them to eat at home.

Knowing that my mother would not be able to pass this level, I chose to confess.

"You said he asked you to confess his love to you last night, but you rejected him? Xiaoru, mom doesn't understand you anymore. What are you thinking?"

I pulled the corners of my mouth and smiled, "Mom, I'm already 30 years old, don't worry about me anymore, I have a deep understanding of this matter. Don't bother to find someone for me, I don't care about others. That thought."

Mom sighed, "Mom knows, from the day I saw him, I knew that you were going to go to that dead end again. I didn't think about asking you to marry again, but you can think about it, you really want to hang yourself on the same tree Is it? You also..."

"Mom, I'll just get you something to eat. You don't have to make it for me." I interrupted my mother, because I caught a glimpse of Zhou Yu at the door of the kitchen, he poked his head in, met my gaze and said : "Mi Li wants to go out and play."

Mom closed her mouth when she heard the sound, and I replied silently: "Wait for me to eat something."

"You haven't eaten yet?" He glanced at the kitchen counter, but he spoke to his mother: "Auntie, why don't you let Jia Ru go out to eat, so that you don't have to cook anymore. Didn't you tell your uncle when you were eating?" Where are you going this afternoon?"

My mother looked at him, and then came to see me with a hesitant expression. She no longer knew how to deal with such a situation.

(End of this chapter)