Jia Ru can come back

Chapter 221 What Are You Crying For

Suddenly, he felt his chin tighten, because he pinched his face and turned his face. After meeting his gaze, he heard him say: "You are still talking to me, and then you lost your mind? Also, who said I have something for you?" Resentment? My mother died because of me, but after learning about it, I found it difficult to grieve, and even resented myself for my unfilial piety."

I slapped his hand away, and asked mockingly, "No hatred? Then you set up a scheme to take away Bashan Yeyu and rob me of Mi Li's custody. What is the purpose of all this?"

The palm that I slapped away leaned against the wall next to my ear, "I'm just asking for what I deserve. From the day I knew the existence of rice grains, I wanted to let you go and get along with you During that time, I discovered that the only way to talk to you is when your arm is cut off and you have nothing to support."

"So you mean that your goal was rice grains from the beginning?"

He locked my eyes, word by word: "My target is you mother and child."

At this moment, I couldn't help being surprised. He said that the target was our mother and son?Does that mean I was included in the plan from the beginning?

His breath was closer, and it was close to my face, "I want to know why I would risk my life to save you, and I want to know how much you hate me, even if I risk my life for you, I still can't save you heart of."

I didn't make a sound immediately, trying to find out his thoughts from his dark eyes, but I heard him say again: "There is no need to worry about the former, it's just that you were pregnant when the car accident happened, and I once loved you Like life; the latter is what I want to ask you, how much do you hate me to make you abandon me."

"I hate you?" Hearing him question in such a confuse way, it really aroused my anger, and I stretched out my hand and gave him a hard push. He obviously wasn't prepared for my sudden attack, and I pushed him to the side He staggered two steps back, with a look of astonishment on his face.

I said to him with a sinking face: "Zhou Yu, please touch your conscience and speak. When Tang Jin and I were talking in the restaurant that day, you eavesdropped on our entire conversation at the booth next to you. You have hatred, and you will go to the United States and the United Kingdom to find you?"

His eyes shrank, and he said embarrassingly: "That's why I changed my mind later."

I narrowed my eyes, "You mean after that you decided to marry me with Mi Li as a threat? Then what was your plan before that? Compete with me for the custody of Mi Li, and you will not rest until you die?"

Zhou Yu's body shook, "Jia Ru, what you said is too serious. Why don't you rest until death? Even if I want to get back the custody of Mi Li, it won't be so heavy. It's just my love for you. There is a deviation in the annotation, and I won’t object if you insist on saying it’s hate, but actually I think it’s because I have resentment towards you.”

Now that we have come to this point, he simply opened up and asked: "Do you remember the past?"

For a moment, I felt something flicker in his eyes, but I heard him respond: "The car accident made me unconscious for a long time, and when I woke up, I was told that the Queen Mother was gone, and I only had the fragments of the car accident in my mind. I knew your existence as soon as I asked. But you didn't care about my life and death, and never even came to see me. I asked my second brother why, and my second child said you were married. "

"..." Dazed, Zhou Liang actually told him that I was married?

"The first thing I did after I returned to China was to investigate you. I found out that you had a son by your side. At first I really thought you were married as my second child said, but after checking your marital status, I found out that you were single. There were two marriages years ago, and the name of the other party in the second marriage was me. I went back and fought with the second child, but he told me not to come to you, saying that you had already given your heart to another person , your son is also living with that man, but he is not married."

Hearing this, I couldn't help but be silent. Is Zhou Liang's intention to prevent him from coming to me?But what Zhou Liang said seemed to have a deep meaning. He was actually referring to Zhou Gongjin because he knew that the current Zhou Yu had not fully remembered the past and was not the person I wanted.I have feelings for Zhou Liang, maybe he did cut off the line between me and Zhou Yu when I was in the UK, but in the end Zhou Yu returned to China, and Zhou Liang must have helped.

It may also be that under the circumstances at that time, seeing that Zhou Yu already had memories of me, he intentionally named someone out of thin air.

"So you didn't know that Mi Li was your son?" I asked Zhou Yu.

Annoyance flashed in his eyes, "It's the second child who deliberately misled me."

"Then when did you start to doubt it?" I heard him say that he had done a DNA test with Mi Li before, what caused his suspicion and made this decision?
Zhou Yu lowered his eyes when he heard the words, "Of course it was the time when Mi Li painted. If you gave birth to Mi Li with someone else, why would that person disappear? Why did Mi Li have no impression of her father? Also, Mi Li's name is Zhou Miyun. I'm a fool, I calculated the time and then contacted the present, how can there be such a coincidence that it happens to have the same surname as me, so I have doubts in my heart. When I get the certificate, do you know how I feel?"

I didn't want to answer his words, just looked at him silently.

But Zhou Yu came forward and grabbed my hand, held it firmly, and said, "The days when I was in contact with you and Mi Li flashed before my eyes one by one, and I couldn't find any trace of you wanting me to get along with Mi Li. The meaning of confession. You look noble and proud when you reject people, and you don’t leave any room for it. I thought at the time, what would your reaction be if the rice grains were taken away from you.”

"Want to get revenge on me? Then change your decision because you heard about that past?"

He lowered his eyes, "Second brother never said that you came to see me, let alone that you moved from the United States to the United Kingdom."

I frowned, and instead of thinking about the past because of what he said, I was thinking about what he said just now after waking up.Direct question: "You said you woke up with remnants of the car accident in your head? And you were told of your mother's death?"

"I know what you want to ask. After listening to your retelling, I also found that there is a deviation from the things in my mind. I have no impression that you have been to England to meet. I went back that day and found my second child. From his mouth It was only after I was forced to ask that I found out that my awakening was a year after you came, and my memory of the period in between is blank."

There was a dull pain somewhere in my heart. Does this mean that his pain lasted for more than a year?After I came back from England, I tried my best to forget the past, never thought about what he would be like in the future, and how he would live his life. Only now did I realize that maybe when I was alone, he was in the midst of fire and water .

Zhou Liang said that this is a genetic disease of the Zhou family, not amnesia. How did he reorganize the disordered memory modules?Even if there are still deviations, he has basically recovered to become Zhou Yu.

This sounds like a mouthful, and I define the man I saw in England as someone who only has his appearance.A person who refuses to remember even the closest and most loved ones, and just waits for the sunrise and sunset every day, isn't it just like Zhou Liang said, waiting for death?

Bitterness gushed out of his mouth, in fact, he can "wake up", shouldn't I be snickering?I have been obsessed with it and wanted to wait for Zhou Gongjin to come back, but I never thought about why the person who came back was Zhou Yu instead of Zhou Gongjin. It was just as simple as amnesia?
People are really contradictory. At the beginning I left because I couldn’t watch him roll in pain. I waited because I still had expectations in my heart. But when he really appeared, I was obsessed with the one who loved me so much. Zhou Gongjin.The fact is that Zhou Yu's return is a gift from God to me.

Suddenly he reached out to me and asked, "Why are you crying?"

Seeing the teardrops on his fingertips, I realized that I had actually shed tears unconsciously. I immediately raised my hand to wipe it away, and said in a panic, "It's nothing." He came down and kissed my face lightly and then kissed my lips again. This time he was very patient, and after covering his lips, he approached gently and tentatively.

I closed my eyes and admitted that my heart was not as peaceful as before, especially when his dark eyes were close at hand but locked on me firmly.I see a tiny reflection of myself in it.

But the moment I closed my eyes, I felt his strength suddenly increase, and the tip of his tongue tried to pry my lips and teeth open...

The waist was also controlled by him, and it became tighter and tighter, and I was almost completely held in his arms.With his shortness of breath, he was full of breath lingering around me. I should have been breached by him layer by layer at this time, but suddenly a light flashed in my mind.

I still pushed him away, both of them were panting because of the kiss just now, he stared at me with more accusations: "You obviously have feelings for me, why do you keep talking to me over and over again? Refuse me?"

At this moment, my mind was confused, and I didn't even think about what it was when I looked at his eyes, but I heard him say again: "Are you afraid of me?"

My heart trembled, feeling like I was lost, I turned and ran into the bedroom and locked the door behind me.

A picture flashed through my mind just now, it was the scene when Zhou Yu announced to me with a sneer that Bashan Yeyu had been taken away by him, and he wanted to compete with me for the custody of Mi Li.Rather than saying that he was afraid of him, it is more accurate to say that he was on guard.

I can thank God for bringing the whole of him back to me, and I can accept that he still doesn't remember everything about me, but I can't afford his emotional revenge on me after the showdown.

Marriage has tied me and him together again, but I can't hand over my feelings without any grudges at the moment.

Only Zhou Gongjin in this world can make me trust, and I couldn't do it when he was not Zhou Gongjin.

Because, there is indeed his mother's life between me and him.

(End of this chapter)