Jia Ru can come back

Chapter 52 Memory and Time

Hearing that he picked up the phone and told the other party to leave the things outside the door, it seemed that the takeaway had indeed arrived.Then I saw him take out a device similar to a remote control and press the red button on the door, and the door opened after a beep.

It opened my eyes, his door is so high-tech.

The takeaway is very rich, and they are all the signature dishes of Dragon Ding Kee.When Zhou Yu handed me the chopsticks, her tone was still sullen: "Food, will you be able to satisfy me after you are full?"

I just pretended I didn't hear it, took the chopsticks and started to eat.

In the middle of eating, I looked up and saw that the fighting power of the man opposite me was even stronger than mine, and there was already a pile of bones in front of me.

After a lot of turmoil, there was only a mess left on the table, and the two of them were really hungry.

As the saying goes, paralyzed by eating, it means that after eating enough, all the lazy muscles in the body will come out. After moving to the sofa and sitting down, I don’t want to move at all, regardless of whether the table is messy or not?Anyway, this is his house, so I don't need to worry about it.

Zhou Yu sat down next to each other, with her feet up on the coffee table, her posture was more comfortable than mine.

"Watching a movie?"

I shrugged and said it didn't matter.

He thought he was choosing a movie on the TV, but unexpectedly he was playing with his mobile phone, and suddenly an ultra-thin electronic screen slowly fell from the top, and an instrument automatically drilled out of the ceiling, and when the screen lit up, it was full of various movie selections.

He couldn't help raising his eyebrows, is this a high-tech product like this?It's been quite moist.

I chose a suspense movie, "The Master of Memory" starring Huang Bo.In my impression, my colleagues mentioned this movie, and Xiao Dong strongly recommended it, but I didn't go to the cinema to see it.I was still with Chen Huan then, but Chen Huan didn't like watching movies, so I wouldn't go there alone.

At the beginning of the film, the marriage between Jiang Feng played by Huang Bo and his wife played by Xu Jinglei is broken. Jiang Feng chose to erase this memory.I am in the midst of marriage, and I was immediately attracted to this kind of fresh subject matter.

Seeing halfway, I couldn't help turning my eyes to look at Zhou Yu's sharp side face. If the memory can really be erased, will he and I become different?Can the past, ever, be restarted?

"Jia Xiaoru, if you were given such a chance to erase the memory of the past, would you?"

Zhou Yu suddenly turned his black eyes to look at me, the glint in his eyes made my heart tremble slightly.

His question almost coincided with what I was thinking. Did the tacit understanding between the two reach a certain level, or did he and I both regret the past?I was silent for a moment and then asked instead: "What about you? Given the same opportunity, what choice would you make?"

The corners of his mouth curled into a shallow smile, but his eyes became darker, "I don't want it."

"Why? Erase the memory to have a new start, isn't that good?"

He turned his eyes back to the screen, his eyes arrogant, "The biggest mistake Jiang Feng made was not taking someone else's memory chip by mistake, but he chose to walk into that memory center. I, Zhou Yu, would never make such a mistake, and," he said After a pause, he reached out and pulled me into his arms before saying, "Do you think I might forget you?
I didn't take my eyes off him, and said silently in my heart for a while: I won't either.

The reason is not as pretentious as Zhou Yu's, but I just feel that time is terrible. If I can't walk in front of people often, I am afraid that the imprint of time will gradually fade, and when it fades, it will be completely different, and it will be difficult to remember.

This is our normal life.

No matter how deep the memory, no matter how deep the emotion is, it will not take time.It is an invisible knife, which will sharpen your past to a short level, and then gradually disappear.

Just like... If I hadn't met Zhou Yu again, I might have lived with Chen Huan as a respectful guest, or divorced, and started a new relationship, a new marriage, and a new family.A child will be born in the future, and my life may be surrounded by children. It is impossible to think about the past years, and I have left my heart on someone and forgot to take it back.And where the former person is, and whether he is doing well, are just a thought, passing by with the wind.

So if I can choose like Jiang Feng, my answer may be the same as Zhou Yu.Because time is a huge and irresistible memory center, it needs to be moistened and polished by two people together.

At the end of the movie, Jiang Feng and his wife reconciled, and the missing memory did not affect his love for her.Even in the past, they quarreled, got angry, separated, and finally fought desperately to save each other.

When I saw the two of them smiling and hugging in the car, the corners of my eyes were inexplicably moist.

My vision was suddenly blocked, and a finger wiped the corner of my eye. When my vision became clear, I saw a drop of water on Zhou Yu's fingertip. He raised his eyes to look at me: "Moved?" I nodded slightly, but Said: "It's not moving, it's feeling."

"What do you feel?"

I thought about it, if memory controls emotions, are we living in the past or in the present?

Zhou Yu thought for a long time but didn't come up with an answer, but suddenly asked with his arms around me: Do you remember the year of the high school entrance examination?

I was taken aback for a moment, what does this have to do with what we just communicated?
Then he smiled and said: How many years have passed, who still remembers.

He was silent.

(End of this chapter)