Jia Ru can come back

Chapter 62 Ready-made Examples

Gritting his teeth, he asked bluntly, "Did you fall from upstairs or did you jump off by yourself?"

When I was asking, my eyes were locked on Li You's face, and I saw that his whole body shook, and then he suddenly raised his head in panic, his eyes flickering and retorting: "What nonsense are you talking about? I fell down by accident."

"Then why have you been sitting on the windowsill these days?"

"I sat on the window sill because..." Li You took a short breath, and became emotional, "It's because the society is too unfair to me. Why did you say that Zhang Jiahao would pay a lot of money to our family as long as I withdraw the lawsuit? , In the end, I only paid half of the medical bills? Why did I grow up in such a family? Why did my father and mother divorce? Why did my father ignore me when I was injured? Why did my mother get sick? harm me?"

I couldn't help frowning when I heard it later, I could understand his anger at the Zhang family's inconsistency, but he actually hated his own family, and even thought his mother's illness was harming him.

His thinking can even be described as extreme, and I am afraid it has been around for a long time.

It wasn't just Zhang Jiahao's bullying that caused his situation. To be precise, it was just the fuse. What really made him develop extreme thoughts came from his family.

one-parent family.

I deeply understand.

"Because of that, you don't have the courage to live?"

He sneered and said: "You are a barrister, how can you understand my pain? When my mother and my father were together, they either quarreled or were cold and violent. Later, when they got divorced, my mother cried all day long, and then she was diagnosed with kidney failure. , why are all my classmates happy, but I have to bear this?"

"Do you feel that living has become a burden?" I asked him softly.

Unexpectedly, this time he categorically admitted: "Yes! I sit on the window sill every day and think that all the pain will disappear after jumping off. I don't need to hear my mother's cry anymore, I don't need to see the contemptuous eyes of my classmates anymore, and I don't need to worry about it anymore. Think about the meaning of your life."

I lowered my eyes and said lightly: "Then why don't you dance?"

The air froze suddenly, and I heard the boy's gasp, as if he was in shock.

I continued: "The second floor is too short. If you jump down, you will just break your leg, and you will suffer more. If you really don't want to live, you should find a higher floor, such as the ninth floor. You will never lose your life if you jump down." There is a possibility of survival; or on the second floor, you simply land on your head, your skull shatters and you die, and there is no time for rescue.”

Out of the corner of my eye, the body of the boy on the bed was shaking violently, and my sensitive ears could also hear a strange movement coming from outside the ward.

After a while, Li You asked tremblingly, "Even you think that people like me are cowards and a burden to society?"

I raised my eyes, looked straight into his empty eyes, and said in a calm and indifferent tone, "Is my opinion important? Isn't this your choice? Maybe you think, jumping off the stairs, the resentment and hatred in your heart You will be able to manifest your intentions, and you will no longer have to live under the strange eyes of others, so you will be completely liberated. Then?"

Li You looked at me blankly, and asked in a daze, "Then what?"

"What will happen after you die? Public opinion strongly condemns your parents. Friends and relatives around you point at your parents' noses and scold you, saying that they gave birth to you but are not responsible for you. They forced you to death." , and then they are desolate in their old age, childless, and the pain of losing a child will accompany them for the rest of their lives until they die."

The boy's face was already as pale as paper, but now it was even more piercing. His lips trembled and he wanted to say something, but he couldn't open his mouth.

I said on his behalf: "Are you trying to say, why should I say that? What qualifications do I have to discuss your life?" Turning my eyes away, I didn't let the gloom in my eyes show white, and I heard myself muttering : "Because I am a single-parent family like you, and I have experienced a similar environment to yours, but there is one difference, that is, at least your father is still alive, but mine is... gone."

For a moment, the idea of ​​committing suicide flashed in my mind, so I wouldn't be as blaming as Li You, but I also felt the meaning of my life.Later, when I gradually figured it out, I felt that my thoughts at the time were ridiculous.

"Li You," I said, "you can't deny that your parents loved you once, and it was only after they had their own belongings that they affected your living environment. It's not your fault, nor their fault, don't Really regret it when it is irreparable, and then you will find that it is too late to regret.”

"But my mother is suffering from that disease, and there is nothing I can do about it." After Li You shouted out, he really cried like a child.

My originally sharp eyes were condensed with a ray of warmth and moisture.

Silly boy, the solution is someone's idea, and you are far from reaching a dead end.

Knowing that the child will be fine if he vents his anger, the purpose of my trip can be considered as well. Although it hurts to open up the old wound, it is still worth it.

Zhou Yu pushed the door open and entered at this time, I turned my eyes to look, and saw him looking over with a moved face.

With a move in his heart, he eavesdropped outside.

He walked over quickly, and stood shoulder to shoulder with me when he came to me, and said to Li You who was still crying: "Don't worry, the hospital is already looking for a matching kidney for your mother. There’s always a way around money.”

Not long after Li You woke up from a coma, his crying exhausted his energy, and he soon fell asleep.

Zhou Yu pulled me out of the ward and let Xiao Lin, who was staying outside, go in to take care of me.Zhou Yu dragged me all the way to the safe passage, and leaned against the wall, "You were really taking a risk just now, did you ever think it would be counterproductive? What if Li You really goes to extremes again?"

"If he doesn't get rid of his demons, it's useless to prevent him. And, do you think he really wants to die?"

Zhou Yu pondered for a while, "Judging from the behavior, it really doesn't look like it."

Li You is not a child, a junior high school student already has the ability to right and wrong, if he really wanted to commit suicide, he wouldn't just jump off the second floor.Maybe it was a momentary impulse at the time, or someone's unintentional words, that led to the current situation.

And that person, I guess, is probably his mother.

Although we have only met Li's mother twice, we can see that she is a nagging person. I am afraid that she will often complain and nag with her son when we can't see her, but she has never noticed the change in Li You's psychology.

"I didn't expect that." Zhou Yu suddenly opened his mouth to bring back my thoughts, he locked my eyes, "You will use yourself as an example to explain him." I smiled lightly, pretending to be indifferent: "There are ready-made The example is here, it’s useless.”

He reached out to caress my face, and put his forehead against me, "Jia Xiaoru, although I like your smile better, but don't laugh if you don't want to smile at this time, when I hear you mention your father outside the door, even if your No matter how soft your tone is, I can feel your pain."

There seemed to be a thread embedded in my heart, which was being slowly and finely ground.

If I don't pay attention, I won't feel pain, but when my nerves are concentrated there, I feel the pain spreading.

But I didn't want to dissect myself on such an occasion, so I changed the subject: "You said that Li's mother has a way to pay for the operation, what is your plan?" This kidney replacement is not like a broken bone. I knew that the price was sky-high, and no one with hundreds of thousands would not be able to perform the operation.

And Zhou Yu's expression made me realize: "You don't want to pay for it again, do you?"

"There is really no other way, so we can only respond to a temporary emergency."

I pondered for a moment, looking for words: "Zhou Gongjin, you are undoubtedly very upright, and you can even be called enthusiastic in this case. But don't you feel that you have exceeded the scope of your duties?"

"Where did I go beyond the scope of my duties?"

I stared into his eyes and asked straightforwardly: "Do you make a lot of money?"

His eyes flickered, "I can ask the boss to borrow some first."

That is, his current salary is not enough to support such an operation, and instead he has to rely on his family.

"Do you want to donate so generously to every impoverished family like Li You that you don't hesitate to ask relatives and friends to borrow money?"

He frowned, with obvious displeasure in his eyes: "This is just a special case."

"Have you ever thought about whether Li You's family will be able to repay you the money in the future?" I didn't think much about it at the time, I just blurted out what was in my heart.Unexpectedly, Zhou Yu's face darkened, and he looked at me with dissatisfaction: "Why do you have to be so utilitarian?"

My heart skipped a beat, and I slowly narrowed my eyes.

Last time he said that I was greedy for profit, and this time he said that I was utilitarian. How unbearable am I in his eyes?

With Zhou Yu, crossing the boundary of anger often only needs one sentence, which has a long history.

One moment, the two of them could live in peace, but the next second they were blushing and neck-deep, and I couldn't hold back my temper towards him.Maybe it's because I care, and I don't mind what the other party says when I care. It's none of my business for people who have nothing to do with it.

In the safe passage, I said coldly: "Zhou Gongjin, if you are still alone, then please squander your willfulness, and you are free to do anything. But now that we are married, when you do one thing Do you have to consider what the other half of the marriage thinks beforehand? Or do you think it's the same with me or without me?"

"You're talking nonsense!" Zhou Yu stomped angrily, "I didn't mean what you said. I didn't think much about paying the medical expenses on my behalf. As long as I successfully sued and obtained the compensation I deserved, the Li family would be able to pay me back. But because of you The private reconciliation was persuaded, and the Li family did not receive reasonable compensation, so I think I must be responsible for this matter."

What does he mean—to atone for my sin?
Compared with him, I seem calmer, but the unknown anger in my heart is almost uncontrollable.

I said: "If it is my responsibility, I will not evade it. But I only played a mediating role in this matter, and the negotiations between the two parties are all their own. First, I did not participate in this exchange, and second, after the two parties reached a private settlement, we The court has completed the mediation, and the court tracked Zhang's family to pay Li You's medical expenses. In a sense, the two parties have completed the settlement. As for the follow-up, we have no right to interfere."

If there is a mistake, it's only because I didn't follow up personally, but handed it over to Xiaodong afterwards.But Xiao Dong must have arranged for someone to do a follow-up investigation, otherwise those materials and information would not be in his hands.

It can only be said that the Zhang family took advantage of the loophole.

Zhou Yu raised his eyes and asked, "Then why do you still insist on coming? I thought you felt guilty too."

"I insisted on coming because of you."

I'm not lying about this, if Zhou Yu didn't care so much about this matter, even if I learned from Xiao Dong that Li You didn't get Zhang Jiahao's high compensation, I wouldn't bother with this matter.

Because there is no position.

In fact, regardless of whether the Zhang family's actions are wrong or not, as far as Li You's choice is concerned, it sounds good to say that he swallowed his anger for the sake of his family, but from a neutral point of view, he is just bowing to reality and using himself as the basis in exchange for benefits.

It might not be fair to judge a teenager that way, but it is what it is.

Li You may be underage, but Li's mother is an adult, and has enough judgment to take some risks in this value exchange.

Just because they are vulnerable, they will be sympathized with.

If these analyzes are made out on this occasion, I am afraid that the person in front of me will point to my nose and say things like utilitarianism in a rage.Unlike now, when I heard that it was because of him, the angry eyes gradually eased.

(End of this chapter)