Chapter 77

He stretched out his hand to support my ear, locked me in front of him, and breathed on my face: "I have ignored me for so long, do you really miss me at all?" too dangerous.

You haven't forgotten the root of the problem with him, and now you come to me suddenly, are you going to talk to me about that matter?
In fact, I want to be an ostrich, and I don't want to face that.I'm afraid that if we talk about it, Zhou Yu and I will have no way out.But there is a voice in my heart saying: If you don’t talk about it, do you still have a way to go?Can you accept it?
Gritting his teeth, he had a showdown with him: "How are you and Wei Lai?"

"Want to chat here?"

Although I came to the school early, there were quite a few people walking back and forth from the dormitory downstairs, and many people had already looked sideways at me in just a short while.Indeed, this is not a good place to talk.

I heard Zhou Yu ask: "Have you eaten yet?"

He wanted to talk about eating instant noodles later, but subconsciously shook his head.

With a tight hand, he grabbed me and walked towards the school gate.

I asked: "Where are you going?" He threw two words without looking back: "Eat."

It was still very cold in Beijing at the beginning of spring, so he took me into a mutton shop, and started cooking after a catty of mutton was served.It was also after I came here that I fell in love with boiled mutton after being taken by him to eat often. I would never touch it before.

Before I could ask again, Zhou Yu took the initiative to say: "Wei Lai's matter is settled."

My heart skipped a beat, and I raised my eyes to look at him.

"Don't ask me how I solved it?" He threw a chopstick of mutton into the pot and boiled it vigorously.

I had to follow his will and ask: "How did you solve it?"

He put the hot mutton with the chopsticks into my bowl, tapped the table with his fingers, "Eat it first, then we'll talk."

I bit my lip angrily, what's the point?

It wasn't until I finished eating the mutton he had cooked that I heard him say: "The child in Wei Lai's belly is not mine."

I paused, staring at the past.

"Although I drank too much that night, I was not so delirious that I couldn't even tell her from you. Moreover, the pregnancy period on her checklist was changed, and it was actually eight weeks when it was found out."

I couldn't figure it out: "How do you know this?"

He smiled, "It's still because of you."

I don't understand even more, why did Wei Lai modify the pregnancy test form just because I let him know?

"When you fell ill in the rain and was hospitalized, I was so anxious that I didn't have the mind to take care of other things. Later, when your father came, he drove me away. I didn't want to stay too far away from you, so I stayed in the hospital. I just ran into a couple of men and women going for an abortion operation. From their conversation, I heard that the best time to do the operation is 6-8 weeks, otherwise the doctor would not recommend it. When I thought about Wei Lai’s case, she had already made an appointment with the doctor. The operation was performed three days later, and if it is 4 weeks and 30 days have not arrived, how could the doctor agree to the operation so hastily?"

I have nothing to do with this aspect, and I was taken aback for a while, and could only ask: "What happened later?"

"Later, I went to find Wei Lai, and she told the truth as soon as I induced her."

"Why would she do this?"

Zhou Yu was silent for a while, and then said: "No matter the reason, she really has a miscarriage now."

I didn't react, and asked in confusion, "Did she still insist on having the operation?"

But he shook his head, "No, she fell while arguing with Mizi, and the child is gone."

After understanding it, I couldn't help but sigh.

After being silent for a while, Zhou Yu said, "Okay, I'll explain everything I need to explain to you. If you have anything else to ask, ask now."

How could I know what else to ask? After pounding the peanut butter in the bowl with chopsticks for a long time, I finally asked in a low voice, "Why didn't you call me the whole winter vacation?"

"Why do I have to call you? Don't you know my number or can't dial?"

Being robbed by him, I was very blocked.Is this my fault?Why is he so confident now?But even though he felt depressed and uncomfortable, he didn't turn his face away and leave. He just put down his chopsticks and didn't want to eat anymore.

"Are you angry again?" The person on the other side immediately saw my emotions by observing my words and expressions, and his language softened: "Okay, I won't tease you, I didn't call you during the winter vacation because I wanted to solve the matter completely, but if you still delay You didn't handle it well with your tail, and you made it difficult for yourself to get wet in the rain and get sick, and then I will be the one who tormented you. I don't want to experience it again when you talk nonsense with your face flushed with fever, I was so scared at the time."

Yes... He said it to the bottom of his heart, and the depression gradually disappeared.

Chopsticks were stretched out from the opposite side in my sight, and a chopstick full of mutton was added into my bowl, "What are you thinking? Didn't I give you food for Chinese New Year at home or something? Why haven't I seen you so thin in a month? Not yet Give me more to grow the meat back."

Afterwards, I ate hard, and half of the pound of mutton went into my stomach, which made me almost unable to stand up.

When I walked out of the old BJ's shop, Zhou Yu grabbed my hand, didn't ask him where he was going, just followed him.

Zhou Yu and I reconciled, we didn't think about what would happen to the two of us if Wei Lai's matter was not resolved, and we stopped bringing it up after the matter was over.I haven't seen Wei Lai or Wu Mi for a long time, because Zhou Yu would take me to his circle of friends before, but now he is alone with me.

And Dad's circus became more and more famous. Apart from large-scale performances in various places, he began to participate in some magic competitions. It can be said that Dad's career is increasing day by day.

It was later learned that Wei Lai had applied for a half-sabbatical in the second half of his junior year, and officially became his father's assistant.

Because I can't communicate, I don't know what Wei Lai is thinking.I asked Zhou Yu, and he only said that he didn't ask about her matter now; I asked Dad, judging from Dad's reaction, he seemed to be unaware of what happened between us.

The first half of the semester of my freshman year was spent peacefully, but when I returned to City A during the summer vacation, I learned something.

Mom plans to remarry.

When I heard my mother bring it up, I was completely unprepared.

My mother said that I have been separated from my father for several years, and I am in college again, and Zhou Yu is taking care of me, so I don't need her to worry about it.So wanting to live a little bit of my own life won't have any effect on me.

But my mother didn't know at all, and I was always looking forward to her reunion with my father.

I naively thought that they divorced because my father worked in a circus after leaving the job, with uncertain wages and financial difficulties; now my father is considered successful, his income is stable, and he can freely control his time.

Then the original contradiction is no longer a contradiction. As long as the right opportunity is found, parents can restore the old relationship.

Only then did I realize that this was just my naive fantasy.

Looking at my mother carefully, I was shocked to find that the changes had been enormous.The original melancholy in his eyebrows and eyes disappeared, his hair was jet-black and he had a hairstyle, and his clothes were more colorful, making him look very fashionable.

After falling in love with Zhou Yu, I understood the truth that a woman should be the one who pleases herself.

So my mother's change can't be because of me, nor because of this family, but because of the man who is going to remarry her.

I don't know who that person is. Maybe my mother was afraid that it would affect my study, so she never mentioned it in front of me.And I have been away from home since I went to college, so I never had the chance to meet each other, or even if I did, I never thought about it.

I opened my mouth, looking at my mother's face full of spring, I swallowed the words in my throat.

When I turned around, I called Zhou Yu. I was so anxious that I couldn't talk on the phone, so I made an appointment to meet outside.

Zhou Yu was already waiting at the appointed place. He leaned against a white Toyota car and whistled when he saw me, "Little girl, are you looking for brother?"

I glanced across at him, gasping.

Seeing him open the car door, I couldn't help but be surprised, I just heard him say: "Go, brother will take you for a drive."

I sat in the car, looked left and right, and asked uncertainly, "Is it your elder brother's car?"

"Of course not, am I the one who can borrow someone else's car?" He said arrogantly.

Too lazy to poke him, meaning this car is his?It must have been bought for him by his family.After the novelty passed, the troubles in my heart came up again, and I didn't need to hide it in front of him. I sighed and told about my mother's possible remarriage.

He didn't express his opinion immediately after hearing this, and thought for a while before saying: "Jia Xiaoru, my idea is to let nature take its course. Your parents' divorce was definitely not decided on impulse. They have their own considerations. We don't Great to participate."

I could hear the meaning of his words. He agreed with my mother's remarriage.

Feeling depressed, I feel awkward that he doesn't stand by me, so my tone is not very good: "Why can't I be better than my dad?"

Zhou Yu laughed: "Why are you angry?"

"I'm not angry, I just don't want my mother to live with others."

"Silly girl, do you want your mother to stay alone in that house all her life?"

I gritted my teeth, "She can remarry Dad."

"The question is whether the two of them are willing! It has been several years. Besides you, is there anything else that your father and your mother have met? Have you been together during the holidays? How long has your father stayed in City A?" time?"

Several questions in a row left me speechless.

In the first year after my parents divorced, the atmosphere at home could only be described as sluggish, and I was not very willing to stay at home, and mostly stayed at school.Later, from high school to university, I actually stayed at home during the winter and summer vacations. In my impression, my father never came back during the holidays.Our family may be the coldest during Chinese New Year, so my mother and I cooked some dumplings and went to bed early.

Zhou Yu said something very important to me. He said, you can't tie your mother up forever.

I don't feel like I'm tying up my mother, but I can't help but think, if I don't agree with my mother's remarriage, if she really gives up because of me, will that be tying her up for the rest of her life?

Seeing that I was so conflicted, Zhou Yu suggested telling my father to see how he reacted.

I listened to what he said and called my dad. After I said something, my dad was silent for a while before coming back——

Oh.

Just one word.

At that moment, I thought I understood Dad's silence, and I also understood the word Dad.

He still has feelings for his mother and nostalgia for this family.

(End of this chapter)

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