Thank you for making me who I like

Chapter 8 To grow up happily and recklessly is accompanied by each other (4)
I staggered, and fell on the table for this good reason, wishing I would not wash my stinky socks for three to five days, and then hide them under your pillow as a biochemical weapon to fight back, but this plan seems difficult to me very big.

So I decided to change the battle plan-make a paste of soap and facial cleanser and rub it on your face secretly when you wash at night.You said your face was hot and hurt.I was so scared that I twisted your neck and looked your face left and right, and you nodded with a sense of accomplishment.My washbasin almost fell off, all I know is that I seem to have been fooled!

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We are like a Nantong Northeast person and a Northeast Nantong person who have achieved a happy complementary relationship, just like I am nestled in your upper bunk to write reading notes, and you are walking around on the ground reciting ancient poems.

"Looking back in Chang'an, there are piles of embroidery."

"Looking north from Chang'an is a pile of coal."

This seems to be a neat match, I held your fox doll in my arms, and placed it on my bed majestically.I waited for a long time and didn't see you coming to snatch it. When you finally confessed, you gave me a word: "If you like it, I will do it for you!"

For the past six months or so, we slept in our own small bed, and met people from all over the world in a place that we felt was very small.These people leave memories like the sun or the rain, and maybe after many, many years, we will be grateful for that time called college, and this is the best gift among them.

Just like that smiling Guo Zhuo.

With each of you who can't give up, love slowly

Han Xiaonuan

You must have met such a person.

His (her) dress is pleasing to the eye no matter how you look at it.The topics of conversation between you always stay in the same field tacitly.Occasionally tell jokes, outsiders can't find the stalk, but you laugh so hard that each other is angry.Others can criticize you, but if the gossip involves the other party, they will immediately turn their backs and show no mercy.

At that time, you never thought about forever, but you always said: He (she) is my best friend, there is no one.

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That girl, I call her sister.Although she left me, it has been three years.

I was 15 years old and just started surfing the Internet.In a forum called "Bi An Hua", I met a group of girls, including her.She is five years older than me, and praises my writing like a sister.

She said: Xiaonuan was born suitable for writing.

In the process of growing up, I always feel warm and gradually dependent on this sudden understanding.For a long time, she listened to all my thoughts.The boy I secretly liked, the distress of poor schoolwork, and the disputes with my parents, she taught me the truth of growing up as someone who has experienced it.

She is in Wenzhou, a small city in the south of the Yangtze River.She likes to order a latte in the cafe near the company in the afternoon, likes the rain in the early morning, and also likes to read Sanmao and Zhang Ailing.These have become my favourites.She often sends me gifts, bracelets, candies, books.She said: Xiao Nuan is my sister.

In 2007, when she said that she would come to Beijing, I went to university, lived on campus, and went to military training the next day.She took the bus for a long time to see me, and we walked and walked around the school many times.I talked about people and things in the school all the way, and she nodded and smiled occasionally.We took a group photo with a low-resolution mobile phone next to the lotus pond.When it was getting dark, she said she would not stay for dinner, so I took her to the school gate and called a taxi for her.

And it was only three days before she arrived that I found out that she came to Beijing not for travel or work, but for medical treatment.

There's something wrong with her throat, it's cancer.The local doctor suggested that she come to Beijing to see.When she was standing next to me, I never dared to ask the result, but when she got into the taxi, I suddenly lost control and told the driver the destination several times in a trembling voice, and asked him to deliver her safely hotel.

As soon as the car drove away, I stood there and burst into tears.

At that time, I was so afraid of parting, I was afraid that my best friend would never see her again, and I was even more afraid that I would lose the time to love her because I had no strength to keep her.

But she saw through my thoughts and sent me a long text message on the way back.At the end of the text message, she said: Don't be afraid, I will be strong, I will be brave, I will work hard, and I will be fine.

She went through long chemotherapy sessions, bought wigs, and less and less contact with us.I always believed that she would get better, but the next winter, I saw the girls tearing up and posted a post on the forum, titled: "The sky is far away, the world is far away, let the time fade away."

The days after she left were long and difficult.In three years, I traveled more than half of China, growing up and hurting, but fortunately, there was nothing missing in the field of love.It has to go to her, the one who taught me how to be soft and warm.

Until now, I still often say some trivial things to her always gray QQ profile picture.Fall in love with someone, break up with someone, decide to let go, or move on all the way.She should have been quietly listening to such a sharing.

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When I was young, I always felt that a moment is forever, and I always felt that the world is as simple and beautiful as you believe, and it will never change.But everyone forgot to listen to the heart, everyone forgot that feelings, if they can be controlled, are not worth mentioning.

When he appeared, he had a smiling face, wearing Monster headphones, and a light blue striped shirt.

We have listened to countless lectures together and had countless self-study sessions.Others talked a lot, but we smiled and were magnanimous.

This boy, the boy who handed a box of imported cherries, which I thought were worth a lot at the time, to me from under the desk in the classroom, stuffed freshly baked egg tarts into his bag this winter and stood The boy who was waiting to see me off at the door of the dormitory, the boy who followed me silently when I was in a bad mood and just walked the long street with me silently.

But just, just friends.

It seems that somewhere, something goes wrong.Nothing is right.

On the night of graduation, we all went out for a drink together.The girl who went with me was so drunk that she lost consciousness, and everyone at the table coaxed and tried to persuade him, but he was the only one who saw the empty wine bottle in my hand, lowered his head, poured a cup of green tea and handed it to me.

The night is bright but the night is as cold as water, and the night is intoxicating.Facing the moment of separation, I finally saw my heart clearly.

I stretched out my hand and hugged him: my best friend, part ways or go hand in hand, if I am brave once, if this is a multiple-choice question, what is your answer?
After a long silence, he said: I'm sorry, my family helped me go through the formalities to go abroad. I can't delay you for three years.

The stalemate smile was frozen by the cold air.I said it's okay, safe journey, I wish you well.

But memories cannot be erased, and what happened cannot be ignored.We smiled politely, and then politely wished, exchanged greetings, and waved goodbye.After that, we finally stopped contacting each other.For a long time, as if destined.

Occasionally, I see his update on Renren.com, in front of the blue coast, on the lush grassland, his smile is the same as before.

This spring, I know he's going where I've traveled.Seeing the same landscape reappear under his lens, I suddenly found that it no longer brought me tears of regret.

That you who used to drink and chat with me like Li Daren, how are you doing now?

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It was only later that I realized that if there is no reason, it is reason.

Friendship is the most natural thing among all emotions. It doesn't need to be too hard, pull and force.Just because of mutual speculation, they trust 100% and talk about everything.

Later I realized that if you don't think about time, it is forever.

Friendship will come when it should come, without warning, with great momentum and colorful colors, and it is worth protecting and cherishing with all your strength.But when it's time to go, we should all look at each other and smile, forgetting the end of the world.

So, I want to thank you a lot, thank you for being so determined, willing to stand by my side without hesitation, never giving up.

4
Until I met you.

When typing these five words, we had just finished slandering each other on WeChat.I laughed at you for being so stupid to watch a movie that everyone scolded, and you mocked me that I couldn't even sync my iPhone. I'm really ashamed of my higher education.

We separate the two cities, with a distance of four and a half hours by high-speed rail in between.

Over the years of knowing each other, the number of days we meet can be counted with fingers and toes.But I have won the trust and love of your parents and even your dog, and you have become a rare treasure that I can't wait to tell the whole world to show off.

Time will help you make choices and see who your true friends are.

Looking back now, I realize that in such a short period of time, we have faced so many things intensively and frequently with each other.But it was not so good at the beginning, and several times I almost thought that I would be included in the ranks of "old and dead" from now on, but I don't know why, I went through every hurdle and storm one by one, and walked side by side to today .

This kind of "don't know why", it seems, is the so-called "why".

You have my support for your crazy and nonsensical thoughts, and your escort for my big decisions and small emotions.You can memorize all my schedule, and I can count all your favorites and collections.

After resigning last year, I traveled alone to a small island in the south. I refused to communicate with the outside world, but took photos of all the scenery along the way for you.Before returning to Beijing, I flew to your city and brought you a souvenir and a notebook covered with the seals of the island as a souvenir.We sang loudly and talked about our thoughts, like old friends who have known each other for many years, without any unfamiliar politeness.In the afternoon when I left that city, I refused your delivery. I went to the train station alone, passed through the security check, and then hugged the heavy special product you sent me, crying uncontrollably in the waiting room.

At that moment, I want to rush to my new life.But I don't need to look back to know that even if we are thousands of miles away, there must be you behind me, and your unwavering gaze will always accompany me.

You said: The best friend is that. There are delicious candies, favorite books, shocking things, people who can't forget, and they all want to share with you.You are the only one.

I said: All the touches will be proved by time, love will see people's hearts for a long time, and everything will be complete with you.

Up to now, we still rarely have the opportunity to meet each other, but we greet each other intimately and care from a distance every day.You said, when I get married, you will arrange the cake at the wedding; I said, one day when you are old enough to live in a nursing home, I will definitely bring you fine wine and food.

We have sighed countless times: Why is it so good?How can I be so good with you?

It’s so good that I can’t imagine that one day, I will tell another person about my entire life in the past 23 years like I’m telling you one by one.It's so good that I have the same understanding and understanding, determination and persistence as my family, and I never worry about losing it one day.So good... Even if she is crying, scolding, laughing and teasing, loves so much that she is so heartbroken that she jumps wildly, she still believes that this is the person.

My best friend has nothing to do with the future, at least for now, this is him.

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The older you get, the fewer important people you have, and the more important people you stay.

It turned out that everything that happened was a gift and preference.It turns out that your appearance is the greatest meaning to me.

Dear good friend, I only wish that time will slow down, and then slow down.Give me more time, even if I can't get full marks, even if I'm a little clumsy, I'm still very sincere, willing to find every you who are not too many but can't give up in the chaos, and then love slowly.

It's great to walk slowly on a long road, to have you walking with me before the end comes.

Blooming happiness
Fallen
He and Xi have been friends for many years, and I always feel very warm when I say this.

The old memories of how the story of the two little girls began have long faded.I vaguely remember it was an ordinary party.When a large group of innocent little girls talked about love and worshiped each other, Xi's words were amazing.She said that she doesn't believe in love, she said that she believes in great love for human beings, but the small favors and loves of ordinary people are the most vulgar.This was shocking to the group of girls who were fifteen or sixteen years old at the time.So they began to worship Hee.

And I, another child with a bright expression and a dark heart, suddenly realized after thinking about "the towering mountains are like Mount Tai" and "the rivers are like rivers".Walk over and say, Xi, I think we are all rare animals, we should celebrate the acquaintance of two rare animals...

In this way, I met Changyou with a little girl named Huanxi, and we started a journey of never leaving each other.

The most obvious change in life at that time was that everything done by one person was changed to two people walking together.

When she is calm, she will spread out all her moods and share her blue ideals with me; when she has a whim, she will pull me to sit on the empty playground and watch the wind blowing and the fine grass swaying on the dark ground.She can sing: "The vast blue sky reflects the green water, child of the beautiful earth, who dotes on you..."

At that time, there was a row of strange trees in front of our teaching building. They would be very green in winter, and then they would drop a lot of leaves when the flowers bloomed in the warm spring. The fragrance surges.

Xi and I often stood upstairs pointing at them, talking and laughing loudly.The days are always clear, we have the simplest life and the simplest happiness.

When skipping class together, we would hide in a corner of the library and read books in the dark, from the rising sun in the east to the twilight in the west, or playing Faye Wong's songs over and over again in the dormitory.When hearing "Missing is a very mysterious thing that follows you like a shadow", Xi always turned her face and said to me, Luoying, you seem to miss this kind of thing, it is very mysterious.

Occasionally, she would mourn the spring and autumn, and even chanted a song "The flowers beside the Jieqi Tower resent the spring, and the moon on the Qingxi gate hurts the gods. Poor Baoda is a gentleman, and they are all people in Zhou Nan's dream".I know the secret hidden in her heart.Even if we don't believe in love, we still imagine that one day there will be such a person who will say to himself: "Help me, let's go hand in hand."

She said, Luoying, if there is such a man, would you like to marry him?I smiled and shook my head.Xi, how could I leave you alone...

She is such a little girl. When she is unhappy, I will call her An An, and I will stroke her long hair and say: An An, don’t be unhappy, just smile, okay?Then she will show a warm smile with her big beautiful eyes flashing.So most of the time she seems to be unhappy just because I haven't called her An An for too long, and I haven't said to her for too long: An An, don't be unhappy...

I am familiar with her as I am familiar with all the lines of my palm.

After a long time like this, we were admitted to different schools in the same city.I started talking on the phone, curled up in bed and sent text messages until late at night, and occasionally had very long letters.Still go hand in hand.

Later she sent a text message and said: Luoying, will there come a day when I will gradually wear away my edges and corners, and be as obedient and vulgar as all the women in the world?Luoying, I have always been afraid.

I know, he finally showed up.

That afternoon, she skipped classes and traveled halfway across the city to her school.I saw her handing over to a strange man with a calm expression beside her.He looked at Xi with rippling eyes, full of unresolved pity.Xi Canruo's smiling face is astonishingly beautiful.

I knew that he was finally going to take her away from me.

Hey, we too can be those sweet flowers of life.I smiled and said: Flowers bloom happily, hope, flowers bloom happily...

The most obvious change in life is that everything that two people did before has changed to one person alone.

I once met a little girl named Huanxi. At that time, I knew her as well as all the lines on my palm...

Time is the most beautiful wedding dress in youth
Yan Yan
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That day I saw Shen Xiaoshen again, her face faintly revealed the innocence of dreaming about reality and the indifference after being severely hit by reality.Her hair grew a little longer, and she lost a lot of weight. When she arrived at Fuxingmen, she turned her head and looked in the direction where I was standing. He turned his head and got off the subway.When the subway started again, I saw Shen Xiaoshen's long hair fluttering outside the car window, like a small black flag.

It was raining heavily in Beijing that day, and I was walking on the muddy streets, crying without warning.

Yes, Shen Xiaoshen is no longer Shen Xiaoshen, maybe now I should call her Shen Xingxi.

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The day I met Shen Xiaoshen was my first day working at the "Hua Hai" coffee shop.

At that time, I was still in the second year of high school, and my working hours were from 8:11 to 10:55 every night. If I remember correctly, it happened to be 200:[-] when I spilled coffee on Shen Xiaoshen, because at that time the coffee shop had already It was a little deserted, and Shen Xiaoshen was chatting happily with a group of friends, and he had no intention of paying the bill and leaving.Shen Xiaoshen was surrounded by a group of boys and girls in strange costumes, his eyes were painted brightly and brightly, like a little girl who didn't know the heights of the sky and the earth.She snapped her fingers: "Waiter, have another cappuccino." I approached Shen Xiaoshen with the coffee, and when I was about to put down the plate, I looked up at the clock hanging at the cash register, the coffee was there The moment was sprinkled on Shen Xiaoshen's body evenly, and the hand she snapped her fingers just now was instantly scalded into a piece of sweet potato.The group of boys and girls beside her stood up abruptly, and several of them pushed and shoved me. "Forget it, don't make things difficult for others." Shen Xiaoshen shook his red-hot hands, took out [-] yuan from his bag and put it on the table, turned and left.

I took a deep breath and thought what a bad day it was.

The second time I met Shen Xiaoshen was in the dance class. I applied for classical dance, and she studied street dance. Unfortunately, we met again in the dressing room.I recognized her at a glance, she was always so flamboyant, and there was always such a mess of people around her.I lowered my head, pretended not to see her, and wanted to change my clothes and leave quickly.Unexpectedly, Shen Xiaoshen's sharp eyes came up to me and patted my shoulder suddenly: "Should I pay back the cup of coffee you owed me last time?"

(End of this chapter)