Sadness in Vienna

Chapter 98

I don't know how many cocktails I've had or how I got out of the bar.

When she woke up, Chen Luoluo found herself lying in a dark room.

"Little girl, you are awake." A strange mother-in-law woke her up.The mother-in-law turned on the light, Chen Luoluo opened her dim eyes, and saw the mother-in-law who was talking clearly. The mother-in-law was wrapped in a thick cotton coat and an orange sanitation worker's vest. Through the dim light, Chen Luoluo Luoluo saw her kind face.

"Me." Chen Luoluo touched her head, the aftertaste of the spirits still remained in her head, making her dizzy from the pain.I just remember that I was drinking alone in the bar yesterday, how did I get here later, I don’t remember, I don’t know anything. "Why am I here?" Chen Luoluo asked subconsciously.

"When I came home from get off work, I saw you lying on the seat by the side of the road alone. The heavy snow covered your body with a thick layer. You lay there, looking like a snowman from a distance. Fortunately, I went to have a look, otherwise this icy and snowy place wouldn't freeze you to death. You girl doesn't know how to cherish yourself, you won't be afraid of freezing to death when you fall alone in the snow! My mother-in-law feels distressed when she sees it."

The old man brought a cup of boiling water and handed it to her, "Drink it, warm your body, you vomited all night last night, you must be hungry now, mother-in-law will cook you something to eat."

No elder has ever been so kind to her, whether she is moved or not used to it, I don't seem to have enjoyed the blessing of love like this, "Grandma, don't be so kind to me, I am a bad person, I just killed my boyfriend. I'm not worth it..." Chen Luoluo sobbed.

"What are you talking about, child? It's good to know that you made a mistake. My mother-in-law was also young. Who can not make a mistake?"

The mother-in-law handed a bowl of salty noodles to Chen Luoluo, "Drink this to clear your stomach."

"Mother-in-law, my boyfriend was killed by me, and he died in front of me, and no one allowed me to attend his funeral." Chen Luoluo kept blaming herself, "He will never come back again, he said, We went to Vienna together, but never again, why did we go back to China in the first place.”

The mother-in-law tucked Chen Luoluo's quilt up with her hands, "Don't think about it. I can tell that there must be some reason for this."

"Mother-in-law, don't be so nice to me, I'm a bad person." Chen Luoluo repeated over and over that she was a bad person and a murderer.

"It's all good children who know that they admit their mistakes, and it's all over, isn't it? Besides, the mother-in-law knows that you are a kind child when she sees you. There must be someone else who killed your boyfriend."

"En, er," Chen Luoluo's tears soaked a large cotton quilt, "but I can't do anything to her? Everyone wants me to die."

"Son, cheer up, and bravely deal with the mastermind behind the scenes," the mother-in-law said softly, "Actually, my mother-in-law used to be a university teacher who was successful in her career and everyone envied her, but now she has fallen to this point. It's irreversible."

"My name is Wang Yun, and I am a young teacher of a certain political and law school. I like a male teacher in my office. I like him very much. At that time, I was very shy and dared not tell him. Besides, how could there be any girls in those days The boy confessed."

"Every day I think about him, the way he smiles at me, he is so handsome. I don't like holidays, because I can't see him during the holidays. Every weekend is a torment for me. Until one day, I finally encouraged I got up my courage and confessed to him. I thought he would accept it, but he told me that it was impossible for us because he already had a fiancée. At that time, when I heard this sentence, I was ashamed and painful. I didn’t dare to face it.”

"I saw her fiancée, who was not very good-looking, not even good-looking. I thought to myself, how could Lin Lin fall in love with such a girl. I tried my best to destroy them. I told Lin Lin that I love him very much, and advised He broke up with that girl. Lin Lin said that I was a terrible woman, and he would never love me in his life. I hate that woman, because her appearance made Lin Lin not accept me. "

"On the day of their wedding, I found the woman in the dressing room, only she was there, she was wearing a white wedding dress, smiling at herself in the mirror. I walked up to her quietly and poured a glass of concentrated sulfuric acid on her face Seeing her crying in pain, I smiled smugly, what I can't get, you can't get it either."

"Lin Lin's fiancée was disfigured. The left side of her face was beyond recognition. I surrendered to the police station. In the detention center, I learned that Lin Lin married her and he wanted to stay by her side for the rest of my life. I was sentenced to 40 years in prison. , I silently accepted the punishment of the law. After so many years in prison, I regretted it. I regretted that I was young and aggressive at the time, and killed three people in a short time. Last year, I was released after serving my sentence and spent 40 years in prison. Everything outside has changed, my hair has turned gray, and my youth is gone."

"No one wants to accept me. I used to be a university teacher. 40 years later, I am a labor prisoner who came out of prison, a bad old woman. Until I found this sanitation job, I understood the meaning of life. I regret what I did. Therefore, I went to see Lin Lin and his wife, but they refused to forgive me and refused to see me."

"Grandma, you too..."

"Son, do you know how much my mother-in-law envies you? You are still young, so there are so many things you can do. My mother-in-law is old and lives in a corner. It’s not like this. Maybe I’m a beloved retired teacher now. After all, time will not go backwards, we don’t regret the past, grasp the present. My mother-in-law’s greatest wish now is that Lin Lin and his wife can forgive me one day.”

(End of this chapter)