Killer baby is too tough

Chapter 109 It's All Fake
Lin Qianqian stood up from the sofa, as if she had experienced a terrible nightmare, her face was so pale that there was no trace of blood, and her voice was frighteningly stiff, "I have a headache, Xiao Zhou, I'm going back first. "

She suppressed the strange emotion and tried to make herself look calmer, but both her expression and her voice betrayed her mercilessly.If there was a mirror in front of Lin Qianqian, she would definitely be able to see how helpless and frightened her eyes were at this moment.

Mottled blood was bitten from his lips at some point, and he looked frightening, trembling ridiculously in the cold night.The veins on the brows were bulging, and there was something throbbing at the temple.

Xiao Zhou looked at her distressedly, not knowing whether it was right or wrong for him to tell her the matter, as if no matter what he did, there was no way to stop Lin Qianqian from being destroyed.It was as if she saw Lin Qianqian hanging on the cliff, and he could only stand by and watch.

He did not keep Lin Qianqian.

Xiao Zhou knew that if Lin Qianqian was forced to hold back her emotions in front of her, she would go crazy.Lin Qianqian has always been such a proud person, and she will never allow her pain to be exposed unreservedly in her eyes.

He always felt that under Lin Qianqian's seemingly resigned appearance, there was always the most ferocious beast in the forest lurking, but now, this beast was injured, and it had to hide immediately. Seeing the corner, silently licking the wound.

She has nothing left, only the last pride and self-esteem, which she has worked hard to maintain.

It never occurred to Lin Qianqian that the thing she despised and wanted the most, in the end, was the only thing she could hold in her hands.

Xiao Zhou didn't notice that Lin Qianqian's gaze changed completely the moment she walked out of the room.A male lion will never recover from an injury. When the wound heals, she will become crazy and desperate.

It was pouring rain outside.

As soon as Lin Qianqian arrived downstairs, she was thoroughly drenched by the rain.

In Xiao Zhou's house, although the sound of the wind howling can be heard, it is far from realizing that it is raining so hard.She had been in a warm place for a long time, and she could barely see the storm outside.

The oncoming cold wind blew Lin Qianqian's soft long hair upside down on her forehead. Her eyes looked a little sharp. I don't know if it was because of being drenched in the rain. A cold breath.

On the way here, the few stars that were too stubborn to disappear finally became dim in the rainstorm, and they surrendered and hid behind the thick dark clouds.

The rain slammed into the body in big drops, causing a dull pain.Lin Qianqian felt a little cold, so she hugged herself tightly and quickened her pace.In this weather, there is no car to go home, and she doesn't want to take it.

Just walk, just walk.

Lin Qianqian comforted herself, thinking that as long as she walked again, those painful things would be washed into the city's sewers along with the rain.It was so dark at night that I couldn't even see the road.

In the darkness, Lin Qianqian bumped headfirst into a solid pillar.

She stopped and looked at the pillar with a sad expression.

Not long ago, she was looking at this place from Fang Zhen's home. It rained heavily that night. The man was wearing a black coat and standing in the rain, tall and thin. Looks great.

It's a pity that it was too dark, and she could only see a lonely and stubborn figure, and the glowing cigarette butt at his fingertips.

The next morning, when she went downstairs to buy breakfast, she passed by here and saw cigarette butts all over the place.At that time, she was so sad that she almost cried.

I always think that Lu Xiangdong actually has her in his heart, and I always feel that he actually loves her, or else, even if he only likes her a little bit.That's why he quietly spent the night downstairs in the rain after asking for the necklace back.

He doesn't know how to apologize, let alone bow his head, he can only express his heart in this powerful but pale way.

After experiencing so much, Lu Xiangdong still has such a few words of love in his heart.It's just that he is too stubborn and too tough, trying to soften up and love someone, but he can only do a mess.

So she should give him enough time and patience, and accompany him to slowly explore and practice on the road of love.

One day, they will have a happy ending.Because both of them tried so hard to live together.

Before today, Lin Qianqian had always thought so stubbornly.

But now, she just woke up from the dream.

Fake, all fake.

His tenderness is fake, his stubbornness is fake, his stubbornness is fake, and his anger is fake.

Those expressions that are sometimes crazy and sometimes calm are fake, those words that are sometimes warm and sometimes cold are fake, and those sweet words that are sometimes sweet and sometimes sharp are fake.

The sea in which he looked at himself with such an expression that one could drown in it was fake.

He said that when he missed himself, the smile that seemed to be a smile that was not a smile was fake.

He hugged himself and stared at himself without saying a word, as if the peace that could last until old age was fake.

Everything is fake.

The Lu Xiangdong whom she loved so deeply never actually appeared. She was just having a tired and long love affair with that non-existent person in her imagination, exhausting all her life's enthusiasm.

She lived in a dream, while Lu Xiangdong lived in reality.

Those things she thinks will be love are all her winter dreams when she is lonely and can't get what she wants.

Now, the dream is awake.

nothing left.

She used to think that she was the one who understood Lu Xiangdong best, because she had seen his inadvertent loneliness behind his strength, and the gentleness he tried to hide behind his indifference.

Lin Qianqian thought that was Lu Xiangdong's real appearance.

She was wrong, she was wrong completely and clearly.In fact, from beginning to end, she was the one who misjudged Lu Xiangdong.Lu Xiangdong will never have anything to do with words like loneliness and tenderness in his life.

From the inside to the outside, from body to heart, he is the same him in front of everyone, indifferent, strong, does not need any emotion, and will not give any emotion.

However, Lin Qianqian still wanted to peel off the shell to see what was inside.Lu Xiangdong cooperated perfectly. Since Lin Qianqian wanted to see it, he showed her everything she wanted to see, so Lin Qianqian really sank into it without looking back.

Lu Xiangdong said that if she really fell, he would hold her back.Now Lin Qianqian understood that even if she fell, she would not resent Lu Xiangdong at all, and even felt that she was too heavy to drag him down.Even if she fell down and her body was smashed to pieces, she would only suffer on her own.

What he wanted was a woman who could restrain Zeng Jing and give him freedom.

That's why Lin Qianqian had everything she wanted to see.

In fact, if you think about it carefully, Lu Xiangdong is already kind enough.He gave Lin Qianqian everything she wanted. She hoped that the man she admired would have different feelings that would only be shown in front of her. Lu Xiangdong gave her everything.

Except love.

If Lin Qianqian hadn't fallen in love with him, maybe she would be grateful to Dade, then clap her hands, turn around and leave, pretending nothing happened.But she loves, so she will hate too.

I hate Lu Xiangdong's use.

I hate Lu Xiangdong's betrayal.

Hate him for treating his feelings as inappropriate feelings, hate him for playing with himself in the palm of his hand, hate him for taking everything from me, and smiling at her casually every day, telling touching words of love, and using the most seductive smile.

Before Lin Qianqian went to look for Lu Xiangdong, Qu Shaoan told her something.

He said, you have to be careful of Lu Xiangdong, he is a terrible man.

Lin Qianqian laughed it off.She was trapped in her own fantasies about Lu Xiangdong and couldn't extricate herself. In her eyes, Lu Xiangdong was a little bit stubborn, domineering, and stubborn, but there was really nothing to be afraid of.

He is like a paper tiger that can't bite. It looks scary, but when you look closely, you find it extremely cute.

It was such a stupid self-righteous cognition that brought Lin Qianqian to where she is today.

Qu Shao'an was forced to leave, and Xiao Zhou's life was difficult. Even she lost her body and heart. In the end, she had nothing left.

Lin Qianqian's life was completely destroyed.She is like the daffodil flower facing the water, falling in love with her fantasy.She was really too lonely. For more than 20 years, she had traveled a long way alone, and she was a little tired. She happened to meet Lu Xiangdong.

He fulfilled all her fantasies about love.

Hot and cold.

Lin Qianqian couldn't wait to hug him tightly, wanting to use him to fill her empty life.But in the end she found out that no matter how long you cover the hot potato, it will not become a little padded jacket to keep you warm in winter.

He just burns himself repeatedly.

Lin Qianqian didn't know how she walked back, such a long road almost exhausted all her strength.She was obviously walking back, but Lin Qianqian always felt that she seemed to be getting farther and farther away from Lu Xiangdong.She seemed to be leaving him step by step.

Every step is walked on my heart.

The phone in the bag had already rang countless times, but Lin Qianqian ignored it.The wind and rain were loud, and she naturally ignored the sound of the phone.The winter coat was drenched in the rain and became even heavier. Just walking would make people feel out of breath.

Lin Qianqian couldn't help but think about the night when Lu Xiangdong stood downstairs all night, whether he was like this now, feeling very cold, but still had to keep walking.

Not knowing how long she had been gone, Lin Qianqian's lips turned purple from the cold.She looked at the only room with lights on above the tall building, and a strange smile appeared on the corner of her mouth, which soon disappeared from the corner of her mouth.

In the corner, the black cat was still the same as when she left, looking at her cautiously, wanting to get closer, but scared.It was very much like her in front of Lu Xiangdong.

The heavy rain drenched its wound, and it shrank into a small ball, trying hard to resist the cold, but its small body was still shivering pitifully.

(End of this chapter)