Killer baby is too tough

Chapter 131 I Can't Take It Anymore

Lu Xiangdong was startled, and the kiss on Lin Qianqian's lips became more frantic.

He began to bite Lin Qianqian's lips, not too hard, but he could still feel the pain.

Lin Qianqian became inexplicably excited. She liked the pain that Lu Xiangdong caused her. It seemed that as long as it hurt a little more, she could forget Lu Xiangdong's occasional goodness, forget herself, and still love Lu Xiangdong. .Let it hurt a little more, let it hurt a little more, let this pain drown all my feelings for you, let the pain be like a sea wave, sweep away everything.

Lu Xiangdong, I don't want to love you anymore.

You make me feel tired.

I feel hopeless every day, I am afraid that when I wake up one day, I will be locked in a small room by you again, unable to go anywhere, or thrown on the street by you. Tell me it's over, I'm not worth anything anymore.

Every minute and every second I worry that something like this is going to happen to me.

I can not stand it any more.

I thought that hate could offset love, but why didn't I hate you when I knew you were lying to me? Why, I just felt heartache, which was a thousand times more painful than when I didn't love me times.

But I can't admit it, I can't admit it, once I admit it, my life will be overwhelmed by this kind of pain.I can't live in such a world, so I told Fang Zhen, Qu Shaoan, and myself, I want revenge.

I want to hate you.

That crazy and ugly emotion will slightly reduce the pain in my heart.

There was no trace of reason in Lin Qianqian's eyes.

She and Lu Xiangdong were biting each other like two desperate beasts.Lin Qianqian didn't know what Lu Xiangdong was thinking, but she always felt that he, like herself, was also struggling with nowhere to go.He is fighting a trapped beast that he doesn't know about.

Lin Qianqian smiled a little shyly. It seemed that she was the one who was drunk.

Lu Xiangdong will never be able to trap himself, he is the king of beasts who is aloof and mighty, different from her.different from her...

The passionate kiss gradually subsided.

Lu Xiangdong's lips pulled away slightly, but they still stuck to Lin Qianqian's lips. As long as he lowered his head slightly, he could taste the beauty of Lin Qianqian's lips wantonly again.But he didn't, he just pressed against her lips like this, looked down at her, his voice was hoarse, with a dullness after being burned by lust, it sounded extremely sexy, "Lin Qianqian, do you love me? "

Love?
Lin Qianqian was awakened from the confusion by this word. It seemed that when she was fast asleep, the rain fell from the roof and drenched her. It was so cold that she had to wake up from the long dream.She opened her eyes, and happened to fall into Lu Xiangdong's eyes, "You are drunk, Lu Xiangdong."

"Do you love me?" Lu Xiangdong asked in a childish manner after he was drunk.

Lin Qianqian was a little puzzled, Lu Xiangdong looked a little abnormal.She rarely heard Lu Xiangdong say the word love, and she even thought that in Lu Xiangdong's heart, there was no such word.Lin Qianqian has always believed in this, but in her mind, it kept popping up. A long time ago, she found Lu Xiangdong at Fang Zhen's home. He hugged her, sat on his lap, and hugged her from behind. wrapped around his chest.

His breath fell on her ear.

She was so nervous that she didn't dare to move, but she heard him whisper in her ear in a slow and low voice, Lin Qianqian, I love you.

At that time, when he said it, she believed it.

At that time, everything had not yet started.The boy she likes hugs him like that and tells her that he loves her.

At that time, everything was still full of hope.Every word he said, she firmly remembered in her heart.Until later, these words gradually turned into sharp long needles, piercing into her heart, and she was reluctant to throw them away.I always feel that if I bear with it, the pain will pass.

Lin Qianqian looked at Lu Xiangdong.

It's not just the moment when he's drunk, but when he thinks about it carefully, Lu Xiangdong seems abnormal during this time.

He obviously smiles at himself every day, but his whole body loses weight rapidly, and his handsome cheeks look even more handsome because of this thinness.The curvature of the chin became more and more obvious, like the edge of a knife, it could be seen in the eyes and cut in the heart.His stubble covered his chin in a mess, as if he didn't bother to take care of it, he just shaved a few times and gave up.

Even Lu Xiangdong's complexion became ugly.

In a daze, some fragments of the past emerged in Lin Qianqian's head. In those fragments without the slightest clue, Lu Xiangdong either had a gloomy face, or a sneer, or a tender feeling, but no matter what time, his eyes were always It is the kind of beast-like sharpness, and it is indomitable.

But now, the beast seemed to be sleepy and tired.

Lu Xiangdong could see Lin Qianqian's silence.

His forehead pressed against Lin Qianqian's forehead with some force, which made Lin Qianqian feel a slight pain, but it was this kind of pain that kept her awake for the last time.Lu Xiangdong's hand increased his strength, "Lin Qianqian, why...you are unhappy...don't you want to be a trader, you did it, why, you are still unhappy..."

Lu Xiangdong's question pierced Lin Qianqian's heart like a knife.

She forcefully forced a smile, "Why, I'm too happy tonight. Thank you, Lu Xiangdong."

"Liar." Lu Xiangdong interrupted her without further ado.As if to punish Lin Qianqian, he opened his mouth and bit her hard on the lips before letting her go, "You're lying."

Lin Qianqian clenched her lips, and the smell of blood flowed back into her mouth, which was a bit strange.

Lu Xiangdong hugged Lin Qianqian even tighter, as if he wanted to stuff Lin Qianqian into his body, "Do you have something to hide from me?"

Lin Qianqian was startled, raised her eyelids, and looked at Lu Xiangdong quietly.

Lu Xiangdong's expression became a little strange for some reason, so that Lin Qianqian couldn't find a suitable word to describe it. She just felt that that expression, like a branding iron, landed on her heart.It was not until a long time later that Lin Qianqian realized that it was really a soldering iron.

Because from then on, she never forgot the way Lu Xiangdong looked at her at this moment.

Like the setting sun that is about to fall in summer, it is thick and deep.

Seeing Lin Qianqian raised his head, Lu Xiangdong blinked slightly, and his long eyelashes swept over Lin Qianqian's eyes, "If you have something to do, you can tell me. As I said, I will do whatever you want. for you."

The tide in Lin Qianqian's heart kept rippling, she didn't know why, but she felt angry.

She was fed up with this, every word Lu Xiangdong said, every action he made was always full of endless ambiguity, he tried his best to make himself fall in love with him, and willingly be used by him.And she struggled exhaustedly and unwillingly to escape his swamp.

Lin Qianqian was tired.

There was a weird smile on the corner of her mouth, with a touch of coldness and alienation, and even a little bit of sadness.

Such a smile made Lu Xiangdong's obsessed eyes flash with calmness and uneasiness.

Lin Qianqian leaned against Lu Xiangdong's body, paused every word, and said slowly and clearly, "I want your heart, will you give it to me?"

The dark night is filled with the smell of decadent wine.

The end of Lin Qianqian's words slipped into the endless darkness, and no trace could be found.Like a pebble thrown into the vast ocean, it disappeared from sight without even disturbing the waves, and there was no trace of its existence anymore.

Lin Qianqian's heart sank to the bottom of the sea along with the stones.

She coldly withdrew her hand holding Lu Xiangdong, moved it up to his chest, imitated the expression he used to say, and said flatly, "It's a pity that I am not as cruel as you, otherwise, I would also break your heart Dig it out from here, hold it in your bloody hand, and see if it hurts."

Could, like me, be in so much pain that I couldn't sleep every night.

Lu Xiangdong's silence made the darkness even thicker.

Lin Qianqian sighed and withdrew her hand.But as soon as she moved, Lu Xiangdong's hot hand grabbed her wrist tightly.She raised her head in surprise, looked at Lu Xiangdong, and happened to meet his dark and deep eyes, which were silently watching her.

Lu Xiangdong looked at her, nodded for a while, "I can give you anything, Lin Qianqian, I can give you anything—"

Before she finished speaking, Lin Qianqian had already thrown herself in front of him, wrapped her arms around the back of his neck, lowered his head, and kissed his lips even more violently than before.

She seemed to have completely lost her mind, and without giving Lu Xiangdong a chance to react, she frantically tore at the clothes on his body, the buttons of his shirt rolled to the ground and hit his feet.Lin Qianqian couldn't care how rude or violent her actions were, she chewed on Lu Xiangdong's lips, and there was a faint taste of rust in her mouth.

Lin Qianqian's mouth was blurred, and she growled in pain and determination, "Hold me... Lu Xiangdong... hug me..."

Lu Xiangdong's face turned red unexpectedly, he hugged Lin Qianqian's body stiffly, it seemed that he hadn't recovered from Lin Qianqian's sudden passion at all.

Lin Qianqian tore off his clothes, threw them on the ground, and quickly took off her own clothes.

But between Lin Qianqian and Lu Xiangdong, Lu Xiangdong had always taken the initiative. She had never kissed him like this. Halfway through, Lin Qianqian didn't know what to do next.However, under her enthusiasm, Lu Xiangdong turned into a log instead, staring blankly at her, as if he was stupid.

Lin Qianqian didn't know where the anger came from, so she slapped him on the head.

She must be crazy.

Lin Qianqian's heart was throbbing with pain. She didn't understand why she and Lu Xiangdong had come to this point, and she didn't understand why she was so eager to push the man she loved so deeply into the abyss.Lin Qianqian could no longer tell what she was thinking, she just wanted to hug Lu Xiangdong tightly.

At least, until that day comes, hold him tightly.

Lin Qianqian didn't want to look back after she left, only to realize that she didn't even have time to be crazy with the person she loved.

She didn't hide her desire for Lu Xiangdong. When she loves someone, she just wants to integrate everything about him into her body.Lin Qianqian never told Lu Xiangdong that every time he hugged her, her heart seemed to stop beating.I can't wait for time to stop here, and when the two wake up, they are already gray-haired.

There is no need to experience weak feelings, no need to experience each other's suspicion and hurt, no need to experience whoever betrays whoever willful.They hugged each other like this, growing old unconsciously in a peaceful environment.

However, no.

They inevitably walk the joys and sorrows, love and hatred that everyone will go to.

There is no need to say the second time for Lin Qianqian's direct invitation. Lu Xiangdong's body trembled, and his eyes regained his gleam. He suddenly picked up Lin Qianqian, strode into the room, and threw her in the On the sofa, the tall body pressed down unceremoniously.

The two people seem to be comparing who is more painful, more disturbed, more struggling, and more uncomfortable.

Lin Qianqian was pressed down by him, and the heavy pressure on her body made her feel unprecedentedly satisfied. Lu Xiangdong's weight always reminded her that this was not a dream, they were still together.

By the time she lay panting in Lu Xiangdong's arms, the sky had already lightened slightly.

Lin Qianqian looked at Lu Xiangdong's expression carefully, but to her surprise, she didn't find the slightest hint of ridicule in Lu Xiangdong's expression.

Lu Xiangdong put his arms around her and watched her face quietly, it seemed like he could never get enough of her face.

But Lin Qianqian could clearly see the drunkenness in his eyes that hadn't dissipated.

Lin Qianqian clenched her lower lip. She wanted to say something to ease the silence, but when she opened her mouth, she realized that what she said without thinking only made the atmosphere even more weird, "Lu Xiangdong, Do you love me?"

Lu Xiangdong raised his eyebrows and kissed her on the forehead.

"If you are still by my side on December 23, I will tell you."

"December 23?" Lin Qianqian raised her eyes in confusion.

Lu Xiangdong laughed, "Well, it's your birthday."

Lin Qianqian's heart hung high uncontrollably.She looked at Lu Xiangdong and didn't speak for a long time, her faint breath wrapped around Lu Xiangdong's cheeks.

She seemed to be approaching a huge and tempting secret, with fine sweat dripping from her forehead.Lin Qianqian looked at Lu Xiangdong, her voice was hoarse after passion, and she tried her best to calmly ask, "How do you know my birthday?"

(End of this chapter)