Killer baby is too tough

Chapter 136 Can I Trust You

Lin Qianqian threw herself on the bed and buried her head in the pillow.

What is she doing?Didn't she decide to lie to Lu Xiangdong, no matter what he said, just be patient, let him relax his vigilance, give herself a more free space, so that she can do more things she wants to do, why? When I saw him, I couldn't control my emotions at all.

Those sorrows, struggles, deceptions, betrayals, all kinds of turbid and heavy emotions entangled her like vines, and the poisonous juice dripped from them.

Lin Qianqian heard the voice of death.

She sighed, got up from the bed, opened the door, and walked towards the living room.

All kinds of things were lying on the ground, and as expected, the teacups he had originally placed on the table were thrown to the ground and shattered into several pieces.The TV was smashed with a big hole, it was pitch black, and Lu Xiangdong's tall figure was reflected on it.

He sat on the sofa with his hands beside his ears and his head buried in his chest, like a beast that was suppressing something.

Lin Qianqian looked at him for a while, then walked over lightly, put on her gloves, and started to clean up the mess on the ground.The shards of glass were picked up, taped and thrown in the trash.The remote control and newspapers were all returned to their original positions.

The tea and wine on the ground were mixed together, which looked a bit ugly.

Fortunately, Lu Xiangdong's house did not have the habit of laying carpets. Lin Qianqian dipped a rag in water and wiped off all the red and green things.

From the beginning to the end, Lu Xiangdong kept looking at her expressionlessly, neither stopped nor stepped forward to help.

Lin Qianqian's knuckles turned white, she felt like a clown with heavy make-up on TV, trying to perform something.And Lu Xiangdong was the audience outside the TV from the beginning to the end.She used to think that they belonged to the same world, and as long as she worked harder, she could get closer to him.

Now she understands that there will always be a thick TV screen between the two of them.

She couldn't jump out, and he didn't want to go in.

After Lin Qianqian cleaned up everything, she walked up to Lu Xiangdong again and sat down.She hesitated for a moment, reached out to touch his arm, "Lu Xiangdong."

Lu Xiangdong was stiff, he didn't speak, and he didn't look at her.

Lin Qianqian's breathing was a little heavy.I don't know if it's because of her illusion, Lu Xiangdong seems to have changed back to his previous appearance.Cranky, irritable, aloof, distant.

She knew that Lu Xiangdong had always been like this, but after she was with him, he began to become patient and calm. Lin Qianqian knew his purpose for doing this.But now, his emotions started to get out of control again.Lin Qianqian didn't know why he changed back and forth like this, it seemed that he was desperately struggling and thinking about something.

And the pain of wanting to tear himself in two became unbearable for him.

Lin Qianqian was a little uneasy.

This kind of Lu Xiangdong was very strange to her.It's as if it follows the trajectory every day, the sun rising in the east and setting in the west suddenly one day, swaying in the north-south direction.

"You haven't eaten yet, I'll cook for you." Lin Qianqian said after being silent for a long time.She didn't want to quarrel with Lu Xiangdong. Every time she confronted him, she felt tired like never before. His indifference pierced her heart like a knife, and then magnified the pain countless times, spreading to her whole body. .

"No need." Lu Xiangdong's face was gloomy, he stared at the big hole he smashed on the TV, his eyes flickered, and he couldn't tell what he was thinking.

Lin Qianqian took a deep breath, "Didn't you keep saying that you wanted to eat braised beef noodles, and I'll cook them for you, okay?"

Lin Qianqian couldn't tell what she was doing anymore. It seemed that her soul was split in two. The half loved Lu Xiangdong hopelessly. She couldn't tolerate Lu Xiangdong's silent appearance. Half of it hated Lu Xiangdong deeply, hated her for putting her own feelings aside, hated him for setting such a trap three years ago for her to jump into, and ruined her life.

Lu Xiangdong finally turned around and looked at her.

"I'm not hungry."

There seemed to be a few strands of blood in his eyes, and his expression was tired.It was as if the nonsense just now had exhausted all his energy.

Lin Qianqian's heart twitched. Seeing Lu Xiangdong like this, she should be happy. She should turn a blind eye and go back to her room, or cook something and eat by herself, but she seemed to be nailed to the spot. Unexpectedly, he stretched out his hand and placed it on Lu Xiangdong's shoulder.

After hesitating for a moment, he pulled his head over, placed it on his chest, and hugged her gently.

Surprisingly, Lu Xiangdong didn't push her away, but let her hug him without moving.

The familiar body temperature was burning on each other's bodies, the breath blended with each other, and it was hard to tell whose heartbeat was ringing in the empty room.

After a long time, Lu Xiangdong's voice came faintly from below Lin Qianqian, "Lin Qianqian, I thought, I thought you would never come back."

Lin Qianqian's body stiffened slightly, and Lu Xiangdong's hand rested firmly on his shoulder.

Lu Xiangdong held her slender waist tightly with his arms, "I know, whether it's Qu Shaoan, Fang Zhen, or even Xiaoxi, they all wish that you would stay far away from me, and that they would never see you again in this lifetime. Meet me, in their eyes, I am a heinous villain, you are a lotus flower that is not stained by mud, I can't pick you off, I can't be with you. No one wants us to be together. nobody."

His voice was a little hoarse, and Lin Qianqian became dazed.

Such words, such heart-warming words, such seemingly heart-to-heart words, why did she hear them at this time.

And why did she only hear about it when she learned the truth from Fang Zhen.

Knowing it was fake, she still couldn't help but want to listen to it again.

The man she loves so much has never said many touching words to her, so even his casual words like "I miss you" are firmly in her mind.She hated his deception, but couldn't let go of her love.Lin Qianqian closed her eyes in pain.

The smell of the house has changed.

The bitter cold wind poured in, blowing Lin Qianqian's long hair like fallen leaves, floating around, and soon tied up countless knots, which could not be untied no matter what.

Lin Qianqian didn't know whether she should smile wryly or sneer at this moment.

Laughing wryly, Lu Xiangdong was so cruel to him, turning the words that tempted her into a bait to lure her.

Laughing at Lu Xiangdong's hypocrisy, he obviously doesn't love him, but he can still tell nonsense with his eyes open.

She leaned her head on Lu Xiangdong's shoulder, "Lu Xiangdong."

"En." Lu Xiangdong rarely responded so simply.

Lin Qianqian rubbed her nose, and rubbed her chin against the top of his head, which was a little prickly.Lin Qianqian remembered hearing from Fang Zhen that this kind of man with hard hair was the most stubborn and stubborn. Once he decided on something, he had to get it before giving up.

At that time, it seems that a long time has passed.

"Can I trust you again?"

The woman's voice, with a cautious and uneasy tone, permeated the air faintly.

Lu Xiangdong hugged her tightly.

On this day, Lu Xiangdong finally failed to take Lin Qianqian to the hospital.As soon as Lin Qianqian thought about going to the hospital, being surrounded by strangers looking around at her lower body, trying to figure out how she was injured so badly there, she would feel terrified.

Lu Xiangdong had no choice but to buy medicine at the pharmacy.

Lin Qianqian pushed him outside and locked the door before she dared to take off her trousers and apply ointment.

Lu Xiangdong's face darkened, "I'm a decent person."

Through the door, Lin Qianqian sarcastically said unmoved, "A serious beast."

Lu Xiangdong didn't ask further why Lin Qianqian wanted to meet Fang Zhen.Lin Qianqian didn't ask him why he suddenly came back early.It seems that a strange tacit understanding has been reached between the two people, and they both carefully avoided the bomb planted in each other's lives.

But the things that have been buried, no matter how much they dodge, will definitely explode one day.

Lin Qianqian looked at herself in the mirror, showing a strange smile.

She washed her hands, stepped on black high heels, and walked towards the office.

In the long corridor, there was only the sound of her footsteps.

Today is the anniversary of the company, everyone went to the hotel to celebrate, and Lu Xiangdong, the president, naturally also went.When Lu Xiangdong asked Lin Qianqian to go with him, Lin Qianqian gave him a sideways glance, shook the ointment he bought that day in his hand, and said dissatisfiedly, "Do you think I can go like this?"

Lu Xiangdong's face turned reddish.

Lin Qianqian took the medicine for a week without any signs of improvement. She stayed in the room almost every day. If it was another Xiaozhou, Lu Xiangdong would have been fired a long time ago, but he was very happy with Lin Qianqian like this. .In his heart, it would be best if he could keep Lin Qianqian at home for the rest of his life. No one would want to see or touch her.

If it's possible, it would be nice to turn Lin Qianqian into a little puppet and put it in her bag to go to and from get off work every day.

Lin Qianqian didn't know about Lu Xiangdong's weird thoughts. After Lu Xiangdong went out, she jumped off the bed almost immediately, from a dying state to a lively one.She threw the ointment aside, quickly found clothes from the closet, and changed out of her pajamas.

While doing this, she also called Qu Shaoan, "Lu Xiangdong has gone out."

Qu Shaoan's smiling voice came from the other end of the phone quietly, "Well, I see, I will find a way to hold him back."

"How long is the time for the reception?" Lin Qianqian was still making the final confirmation. The risk of what she was going to do today was too great, and she couldn't let herself make the slightest mistake.

"Wait, let me take a look." There was a rustling sound from Qu Shaoan's side, and after a while, he replied again, "Two and a half hours. Lu Xiangdong will have a speech earlier. , Then he will talk to someone about a recent project, so when he comes back, it should be three hours later. If you move fast, you will definitely be able to catch up."

Lin Qianqian was silent for a while, and quickly calculated the distance from here to the company in her head. The round trip took half an hour at most, and she could definitely catch up.

Hearing that she was silent, Qu Shaoan continued, "I've already asked someone to wait for you downstairs. Instead of taking a taxi, it would be faster for my people to take you there."

"Well, thank you." Lin Qianqian nodded, Qu Shaoan was much more considerate than she thought.

After hanging up the phone, Lin Qianqian took the keys and walked out without putting on makeup.

(End of this chapter)