Killer baby is too tough

Chapter 183 Will It Be Too Late

Lin Qianqian's silence made Lu Xiangdong very impatient.

He snorted coldly, and a stronger smell of alcohol came out of his breath, "Speak up, why are you pretending to be dumb?"

Lin Qianqian sighed and said calmly, "I'm not thinking about anything."

Lu Xiangdong stared at her sharply, as if he wanted to say something, but soon, a greater alcoholism emerged from his eyes, shattering the clarity in his eyes, and soon disappeared trace.Lin Qianqian knew that he must be drunk, otherwise, he wouldn't have looked at her so motionlessly.There was a long-lost warmth in his eyes.

"Tell me, what are you still doing here? You have a sad face all day long, as if you have been abused by me, and you don't say a word, and it's annoying to look at." As soon as Lin Qianqian felt Lu Xiangdong's drunk appearance, With the warmth from the past, Lu Xiangdong immediately shattered her fantasy.

Lin Qianqian didn't know whether to laugh or cry.

She didn't want to be like this either, she thought that she could accept anything and everything Lu Xiangdong said with a smile, but in fact, as long as he was a little indifferent to her, she would feel like being pushed into the snow and ice, shivering all over. Limbs are numb.

Lu Xiangdong frowned, "Didn't I tell you not to show such an expression? You don't know, just looking at your expression makes people feel...feel..."

Lu Xiangdong's voice gradually became weaker, and in the end it was completely inaudible.Only his gaze remained on Lin Qianqian's face, staring at her intently.

Lin Qianqian's throat tightened a little.Being looked at by Lu Xiangdong like this, without sneer or sarcasm, just looking at him calmly, seems to have been a long time ago.

While he was in a daze, Lu Xiangdong suddenly raised his hand.

Lin Qianqian watched his movements without flinching.In fact, she has already realized that no matter how angry Lu Xiangdong is, he will never really hurt her. It is this blind cognition that allows her to persevere until today.

Sure enough, Lu Xiangdong's hand just landed on her chin, and seeing her head raised, the next moment, a drunken kiss fell on Lin Qianqian's lips.

Lu Xiangdong grinned and lowered his eyelashes. This action made his eyes look so dark that it was hard to see clearly, "Uncomfortable."

Lin Qianqian froze. Before she could realize what Lu Xiangdong was talking about, she was startled by the kiss on her lips. She covered her lips in panic and looked at Lu Xiangdong in doubt.

He kissed her?

This has never happened since their reunion.

As if he had tasted the sweetness, Lu Xiangdong chuckled lightly, and easily grabbed Lin Qianqian.His strength was still terrifying, Lin Qianqian's resistance was like child's play, she cried out in horror, "Don't... Lu Xiangdong..."

Lin Qianqian recalled Lu Xiangdong's terrified expression and his sarcastic eyes when he broke into her bathroom last time.

He said, look at how skinny you are now, who would be interested in you.

That night, she secretly stood in front of the mirror and looked at her body.The originally chubby figure had lost weight violently, not only the clavicle, but even the bones between the ribs were clearly visible.Those ferocious ribs completely destroyed the beauty that should have been there.

When you put your hand on it, it's like touching a skeleton.

Lin Qianqian trembled.

Lu Xiangdong pressed Lin Qianqian under him without a doubt, "What are you afraid of? Or are you trying to play some hard-to-get trick?"

Lin Qianqian shook her head, no, she didn't want Lu Xiangdong to see her ugly body.

He already hated her very much, if he saw her terribly thin body again, he would deprive her of the last pitiful value left.

"Besides, maybe you performed well, and I suddenly felt that after you stayed, it might be better for you, or maybe I would just forgive you just to be able to love you every day in the future."

Lu Xiangdong's words were extremely harsh.But Lin Qianqian's attention was completely focused on his big hand.

Maybe it was because she hadn't exercised for a long time, but Lin Qianqian struggled for a moment before being pressed down by Lu Xiangdong, panting exhaustedly.

Lin Qianqian closed her eyes in pain.

This, the man she regarded as a treasure, but destroyed with her own hands.

Lu Xiangdong suddenly opened his eyes, lowered his head, pressed against her nose, and looked at her.There was a hint of confusion in his eyes, as if he didn't understand why he kissed Lin Qianqian.

Lu Xiangdong hesitated for a while, and finally put Lin Qianqian's lips in his mouth again, and began to suck.

"Qianqian." The man's voice sounded softly with a feeling of uncertainty.

Lin Qianqian looked at him blankly, with an unreal look.Is he calling himself?This kind of title has always been called that by him.What is he going to say?Like that day, say, Qianqian, who do you think you are, you are just a tenant living here.

Or, Qianqian, you say forgive, what is that.

Lin Qianqian stared at Lu Xiangdong nervously.

Lu Xiangdong pressed against her lips and called quietly, "Qianqian."

Such a slow and clear voice seemed to have not been heard for a long time.It seems that just being looked at, hugged, and called by him like this, other pains become unimportant.

With Lu Xiangdong's hand, he pressed down on Lin Qianqian's back with all his strength, and he didn't know what he was thinking.

Lin Qianqian's tears flowed out uncontrollably.

Lu Xiangdong lowered his head, looked at her in confusion, and kissed the corner of her eyes lightly.

Lin Qianqian's tears flowed even more fiercely.

In the past, every time she was nervous, uncomfortable, and crying, Lu Xiangdong always did this, with an impatient look on his face, but he pulled her into his arms again, patiently kneading the back of her neck tightly with his generous hands. The tense muscles, and every time she is touched by him like this, she will feel relieved inexplicably.

Lu Xiangdong, you still remember, you still remember all these, right?

Lin Qianqian looked at him, her eyes blurred with tears.

Are your indifference and sarcasm all faked?

Ling Fengtian once said, I have never seen you clearly, I always regard your mask as your most real face, so, now, I will try my best to see the face under your mask clearly, you Give me time, give me a chance, okay?

Lin Qianqian looked at him quietly, exhausted all her strength, and hugged him tightly.

She couldn't help crying, "Lu Xiangdong, I'm sorry..."

I'm sorry that my self righteousness hurt you.

I'm sorry that my pretending to be clever stung you.

I'm sorry, you once held such a real heart in front of me, but I thought it was a toy that would not hurt or break no matter how I dropped it, and threw it aside.

I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I thought I was the one who loves you the most, I thought I was the one who understands you best, no one can take my place in your life, but in fact, I've been asking, asking for yours Warmth, asking for your smile, but never paying for you.

Lu Xiangdong, let's start all over again, shall we?
Lu Xiangdong's body was slightly stiff.

He looked at Lin Qianqian and said something in a low voice, but Lin Qianqian didn't hear clearly.

Lin Qianqian was taken aback, she raised Lu Xiangdong's head with great effort, only to realize that he had entered a dream.

When he woke up again, the sky was already bright.

Lin Qianqian tried her best to move her limbs, and after confirming that her bones were not really broken, she breathed a sigh of relief.The people around me have long since disappeared.Although Lin Qianqian had expected it, she still sighed in disappointment.

She took a deep breath, looked at her flushed face in the mirror, rubbed the corners of her mouth, watched it rise up, and after bringing some vitality to the dark face, she put down her hands in satisfaction.

Lu Xiangdong was right, she had a gloomy face all day long, like an abused little daughter-in-law, she felt depressed when she saw it, let alone other people.

After Lin Qianqian cleaned up, she was about to go back to bed when she heard Lu Xiangdong's voice faintly from downstairs.

Has he left yet?

Lin Qianqian was overjoyed, she didn't care about putting on her shoes, and ran downstairs in a panic wrapped in a bath towel, fearing that it would be too late and Lu Xiangdong would disappear.

Walking down the stairs in a panic, Lin Qianqian was about to turn a corner when she saw a woman sitting in the living room.

Lin Qianqian was taken aback, her raised left foot froze in the air, she didn't know whether she should put it down, she stared blankly at the somewhat familiar figure, and opened her mouth with difficulty.

That person...is...is...

Lin Qianqian's heart was like a boat bobbing in the ocean, unable to find a place to stop.

With her back facing Lin Qianqian, the woman was sitting on the sofa, flipping through a book in her hand, her casual and comfortable attitude seemed to be a regular visitor here.Lu Xiangdong would never allow outsiders to flip through his things at will, but this person in front of him is content with himself.

Lin Qianqian pursed her lips, and suddenly she didn't dare to look any longer. She turned around and prepared to go back to the room quietly.

She should never have come out.

"Lin Qianqian?"

A cold voice suddenly fell behind Lin Qianqian.

Lin Qianqian turned her head stiffly, and sure enough, she saw Sun Jingxiang's face, which was slightly raised, looking at herself from below, with a meaningful smile on her cheek.Very light, very light, but very dazzling.

Sun Jingxiang was wearing a long white dress, which set off her alluring figure even more proudly.Her book was still on her knees, she lowered her head slightly, looked sideways at Lin Qianqian, "So you're here too."

Lin Qianqian's throat tightened. She looked at Sun Jingxiang's well-fitting clothes, and couldn't help but look at the bath towel wrapped around her body. She was very embarrassed. She wanted to escape, but she still tried her best to straighten her back Yes, don't let yourself show the slightest timidity and retreat in front of Sun Jingxiang.

Seeing that Lin Qianqian didn't speak, Sun Jingxiang said again, "By the way, I'm going to play golf with Xiang Dong later, and I'll go watch a movie that just came out today. Do you want to go with me?"

This was the first time Sun Jingxiang invited Lin Qianqian.

It was obviously such a gentle and calm tone, but in Lin Qianqian's ears, it was as sharp as a knife.

She hadn't reacted from Sun Jingxiang's words, her voice was hoarse, her face was ugly, her bare legs trembled slightly in the air, "Golf? No... No need, I don't know that thing."

Sun Jingxiang's smile is still so friendly, "It's okay, you can learn if you don't. I also taught me to Xiangdong. He looks like he has a bad attitude towards everyone, but he is actually very gentle. Don't be intimidated by his appearance. Look at me, when I first learned golf, I couldn't learn it. Even the coach told me not to go again, but Xiang Dong never poured cold water on me. He really He's a nice guy."

Listening to Sun Jingxiang's endless talk, Lin Qianqian became more and more at a loss.

Is that patient and gentle person that Sun Jingxiang said is Lu Xiangdong?Is it Lu Xiangdong who growls loudly when he gets impatient in front of her, and always speaks sarcasticly with sharp stabs?
Lu Xiangdong...why is he still walking with Sun Jingxiang.

Lin Qianqian quietly put her trembling hand behind her back without any trace, and firmly grasped the cold railing.

She struggled to squeeze out half a smile, and said in a low voice, "He... treats you very well?"

A smug look flashed across Sun Jingxiang's eyes, but she still had a faint smile on her face, "Yes, he even gave me a necklace that he made himself. I saw it in his office the other day. It seemed to be very important to him, and I never thought he would give it to me, but as soon as I said it, he gave it to me."

As she spoke, Sun Jingxiang pulled her long hair back from her chest, revealing a string of delicately carved necklaces on her slender neck.

In the sunlight, the diamonds on it sparkle.

Lin Qianqian stared blankly at it, almost unable to control her urge to rush over immediately.That string of necklaces was given to her by Lu Xiangdong, and then snatched from her hands, unexpectedly it is now in the hands of Sun Jingxiang.At that time, Lu Xiangdong always looked at her with a smile that was not a smile, and said, I just like to spoil you like this.

But now...

"You look so engrossed. How about it? You think it's beautiful too?" Sun Jingxiang's voice was full of innocence, as if she didn't know how her every move hurt Lin Qianqian's heart. .

Lin Qianqian's hand increased her strength, as if she wanted to crush the railing in her hand, "Yes, it's very beautiful."

Unfortunately, not mine.

Sun Jingxiang smiled in satisfaction, "If you like it, it's better to give it to you. Anyway, this kind of thing is not rare for me. As long as I ask, Xiangdong will give me more."

Lin Qianqian's gaze fell from the necklace to Sun Jingxiang's face, and she could clearly hear the meaning behind her words.For Sun Jingxiang, everything that belongs to Lu Xiangdong is within her reach, but to her, it is like the moon in the water, a flower in the mirror, elusive but out of reach.

"Forget it." Lin Qianqian replied as if giving up, and suddenly felt tired.She wants to go back to her room, don't stay here any longer.

Before she could think up her words, Sun Jingxiang from downstairs screamed again, with unconcealable excitement in her voice, she looked to the other side of the hall, "Xiangdong, why did it take you so long to get ready, we Can we go now, it will be getting late in a while."

(End of this chapter)