Killer baby is too tough

Chapter 187 Let Me Be Quiet

Ling Fengtian frowned even tighter. He looked at Lu Xiaoxi and said hesitantly, "I..."

"Stop talking." Lu Xiaoxi interrupted Ling Fengtian, she smiled, as if she wanted to appease Ling Fengtian, but the smile on her face was really weird, it made people uncomfortable to watch, it would be better not to smile .

Lu Xiaoxi's face was so pale that there was no trace of blood, her whole body was icy, and there was still panic in her eyes.She stood up straight from Ling Fengtian's arms, and said quietly, "I know you are in a difficult situation. Lu Xiangdong has a very important place in your heart, and so do I. But now because of shallow relationship, Let you be in a dilemma. Ling Fengtian, I don't want to quarrel with you, do you know that every time I quarrel with you, I am the one who gets sad in the end. I... I want to be quiet. "

Ling Fengtian looked at her deeply.

For a moment, Lu Xiaoxi even felt that in Ling Fengtian's eyes was the twilight of the setting sun.

But soon, that reassuring smile appeared on Ling Fengtian's face again. He seemed to be like this forever, and he didn't need anyone to worry about what he was thinking, whether it would hurt, or whether he felt uncomfortable. Like, he just needs to smile and comfort others.

Ling Fengtian stretched out his hand and rubbed Lu Xiaoxi's hair, "Don't worry, the matter will be resolved soon, there are things I can't tell you now, because I'm just guessing, but I always believe that Lu Xiangdong will do anything , has his own reasons. Don't pay too much attention to it. Many times, we have to calm down and look at the real inner part of things. I don't want you to become the second Lin Qianqian."

Lu Xiaoxi frowned slightly.

She also understood what Ling Fengtian meant.

This month, after she talked with Qu Shao'an several times, Lu Xiaoxi finally recovered and understood why Lin Qianqian suddenly sued Lu Xiangdong in court.

She always thought that it was because Lin Qianqian was unwilling to be reconciled to Lu Xiangdong's deception to her, and approached her with a purpose to make her fall in love with him.But not long ago, Lu Xiaoxi realized that it was all for her.

She should have known that Lin Qianqian had always been a forbearing person. She lived a more sensible life than anyone else and knew what she wanted.

At that time, she loved Lu Xiangdong so much that she was desperate, so how could she have the heart to hurt him.

In the past few days, Lu Xiaoxi has been thinking about how painful Lin Qianqian felt when she was standing in court.

But at that time, she still smiled and comforted her, telling her, don't be afraid, soon, she will make those who hurt her pay the price.

Maybe everyone thinks that Lin Qianqian is wrong, her self-righteousness, her stubbornness, her paranoia, and her smartness pushed both her and Lu Xiangdong into the abyss, but Lu Xiaoxi never thinks that Lin Qianqian is wrong , even if it was wrong, it was because she cared too much about herself and Lu Xiangdong.

Ling Fengtian looked at Lu Xiaoxi's leaving figure, the smile on his face gradually disappeared from the corner of his mouth.

Lu Xiaoxi said that she didn't want to quarrel with him, but in fact, these words were more terrifying than quarreling.When she said this, it already meant that she was angry at Ling Fengtian's indifference to Lin Qianqian.

Shaking his head, Ling Fengtian, otherwise he would continue to be chaotic.Now that the Lu Corporation is being secretly suppressed by Qu Shaoan, the situation has not been good. At this time, he cannot make any mistakes.

Walking to Lu Xiangdong's side, Ling Fengtian stretched out his hand, wanting to pat him on the shoulder, so that he would not have to stand at the door like this, but could sit and wait by the side, the result was the same, but as soon as he raised his hand, Ling Fengtian I couldn't take it anymore.

Lin Qian's pale face kept appearing in Ling Fengtian's mind.

Lu Xiangdong seemed to be aware of Ling Fengtian's existence, and turned his head.

Ling Fengtian was slightly taken aback, looking at Lu Xiangdong's face, his pupils constricted unconsciously.

On Lu Xiangdong's normally calm face, two beautiful brows were tightly knit together. Such movements made his face look a bit ferocious.The eyes under the brows were filled with bloodshot eyes.

The corners of his mouth were pursed tightly, and his face was covered with a heavy shadow.

Ling Fengtian's words popped out of his mouth, and then swallowed them back into his stomach.

He didn't dare to open his mouth to wake Lu Xiangdong up.

Lu Xiangdong's lips trembled a little.

Ling Fengtian stared at him in surprise, was he... afraid? !

Lu Xiangdong was scared!This terrible cognition made Ling Fengtian not come back to his senses for a long time.He just stared blankly at Lu Xiangdong.

"Old Lu..." Ling Fengtian became a little worried, Lu Xiangdong's expression was too abnormal.

Ling Fengtian was afraid that Lu Xiangdong would do something weird.Maybe it's because he's usually so calm, sometimes even to the point of indifference or coldness, but seeing Lu Xiangdong like this now makes people feel creepy.

I always worry that if I don't pay attention, more unexpected things will happen.

Ling Fengtian's voice brought Lu Xiangdong's blank gaze back into focus, and the broken cold light quickly re-condensed in his eyes.The trembling lips also stiffly pursed into a cold straight line.

Lu Xiangdong was silent for a moment, then said in a deep voice, "Ling Fengtian, did I do something wrong?"

"Ah?" Ling Fengtian's jaw almost hit the ground. Although this kind of words are very common, but from Lu Xiangdong's mouth, it is tantamount to a bomb suddenly dropped beside you. When I didn't pay attention, it exploded with a "bang".

Lu Xiangdong obviously realized how weird his words were, and his brows furrowed even tighter, "Forget it, pretend I didn't ask anything."

Ling Fengtian pinched his palm with his fingertips, the sharp pain made him recover from the horror just now.Smiling, Ling Fengtian said lightly, "In this world, there is no right or wrong. Things that have the best of both worlds are even less likely to happen. You just need to do what you want."

"What if what I did was wrong?" Lu Xiangdong asked calmly.

Ling Fengtian smiled again, "You have never missed it, so it doesn't matter if you make a mistake once."

Lu Xiangdong narrowed his eyes, as if he was thinking about something. After a while, he looked away and said slowly, "What I'm afraid of is that if I make a mistake, I won't be able to turn back. Ling Fengtian, everyone wears The mask lives on, but after wearing the mask for a long time, it is difficult to take it off, and it merges with his real face. Do you understand?"

"You mean...you and Lin Qianqian?" Ling Fengtian raised his eyebrows.

Lu Xiangdong was noncommittal, "Why do you think I would do this?"

Ling Fengtian subconsciously looked at the emergency room where the red light was still on. Inside, Lin Qianqian's life and death were uncertain.He hesitated for a moment, then shook his head, "At first, I thought that you were just trying to scare her, and that you were with Sun Jingxiang just to see her flustered, but when things got to this point, I don't understand anymore. In fact, maybe I have never understood what you are thinking. You are like a maze in your heart. After you go in, you can’t find the way out. Sometimes, you probably don’t even know what you are thinking. .”

A trace of surprise flashed across Lu Xiangdong's face, and soon disappeared.

He twitched the corners of his mouth, wondering if he was smiling, "No wonder you are by my side and have been with me for so many years. I don't even know what I'm thinking... I really can't tell the difference. Are you right? Maybe it's right. From the very beginning, I just wanted to see her hurt by me. I am such a person who will take revenge. It is impossible for me to forgive her as if nothing happened. But later, maybe it was that This hideous mask has been worn for too long, and I can't take it off. Ling Fengtian, this time... After she came back, I never once told her that I love her. "

Ling Fengtian laughed strangely, "Even if you were in the past, you shouldn't say it often."

"No, I didn't say it before, because I didn't want to say it, but now, I can't say it." Lu Xiangdong shook his head.

"Is there a difference?" Ling Fengtian didn't understand, and asked in confusion.

Lu Xiangdong glanced at him, and said slowly, "I think... I may not love her anymore. Seeing her in so much pain, I can feel an unconcealable pleasure. I feel relieved. I am more than I imagined. I hate her. Maybe it's because I've never experienced this kind of betrayal, so when I thought I could control my emotions, I was on a path of no return. I did think Lin Qianqian was very important, but she It seems that there are more important things than me, whether it is Lu Xiaoxi or Qu Shaoan, she can give up on me in an instant for them. Maybe it is because of this that I also gave up on her."

Lu Xiangdong seldom said such a long paragraph, let alone about feelings.

Ling Fengtian looked at him, not knowing how to answer.

I just felt that when Lu Xiangdong said this, it was as if someone was wantonly kneading his soft heart with his hands.It's not the kind of heart that is fake and nonsense, but the beating heart that really exists in the chest.The severe pain made it difficult for Ling Fengtian to breathe.

He suddenly felt that maybe Lu Xiangdong, who was never influenced by emotions before, was coming back again.

He has awakened and will no longer struggle for anyone.

To put it bluntly, all the anger, pain, and torture in the world are nothing more than love and hate.Lu Xiangdong once jumped down, but found that it was different from what he imagined, so now, he wants to leave without looking back.

While talking, outside the emergency room, the blinking red light finally went out.

Ling Fengtian was startled, and quickly smiled and said to Lu Xiangdong, "Look at her?"

Lu Xiangdong nodded.

Even though he said so much, at this moment, he still couldn't just leave Lin Qianqian here and walk away immediately.

The one who came out first was Chen Xiao.

She took off her mask and walked straight towards Lu Xiangdong, "Go to my office, I have something to talk to you about."

Lu Xiangdong hesitated for a moment, then nodded.

Ling Fengtian leaned in front of Chen Xiao, narrowed his eyes with a smile, "What about me?"

"You are outside the door." Chen Xiao ignored him, "Anyway, what you are best at is eavesdropping."

Ling Fengtian stared at Chen Xiao.

(End of this chapter)