Killer baby is too tough

Chapter 192 I Didn't Pay Attention

Lin Qianqian was asked twice in a row by him, and the courage she finally summoned up was almost exhausted.She took a deep breath, leaned close to Lu Xiangdong's ear, and said cautiously, "I say thank you. Lu Xiangdong, thank you for your gift."

Lu Xiangdong narrowed his eyes and turned his head, "Is there nothing else but thank you? When did the word thank you become so worthless in your mouth, you—"

Lu Xiangdong's words stopped abruptly.

Because of the movement of turning his head, his and Lin Qianqian's faces were unexpectedly stuck together.

Lin Qianqian didn't dare to breathe out.It seems that since returning from the hospital, she and Lu Xiangdong have never had such close contact.

All that lingered in his breath was Lu Xiangdong's clean and cool breath.Perhaps because the distance between the two of them was too close, his eyes became even more blurred.

It seemed to be covered with a layer of fog, so I couldn't see clearly.There are only two groups of bottomless black, which makes people addicted.

As long as it gets closer, she will fall into the two deep lakes.

Lu Xiangdong didn't move.

For a moment, Lin Qianqian even thought that she and Lu Xiangdong had just turned into two big trees facing each other. They could see each other when they raised their eyes, but neither of them could touch or touch each other.

However, the lake water was too attractive. She still remembered that she used to live in the middle of the lake, surrounded by pleasant scenery.

She lives in his eyes, watching people come and go.

Lin Qianqian's body couldn't help trembling. She mustered up her courage and leaned towards Lu Xiangdong. Just a little, just a little, and she could touch him.

However, just before Lin Qianqian touched Lu Xiangdong, the motionless Lu Xiangdong suddenly froze his back and quickly turned his head away.

Lin Qianqian's kiss fell into the air.

There was no warm feeling as imagined, only the thin cool air wrapped Lin Qianqian, covering her mouth and nose, making her almost unable to breathe.

The boiling blood became icy cold, and the beating heart in his chest calmed down, crawling quietly under the skin.

Lin Qianqian looked at Lu Xiangdong in embarrassment, but Lu Xiangdong didn't look at her. He turned his head and started the car, as if they had never been so close just now, as if Lin Qianqian had never tried to kiss. He does.

In the rearview mirror, Lin Qianqian's bewildered expression was particularly eye-catching.

Lu Xiangdong concentrated on driving, and Lin Qianqian didn't know whether she should be thankful that he didn't care and didn't put herself in an even more embarrassing situation, or should lose his numbness and ignore her own feelings.

She lowered her head, holding the box Lu Xiangdong gave her, looking at her terribly thin fingers with a dull expression.

What was originally full of joy has turned into full of resentment.

As soon as the car stopped, Lin Qianqian opened the door and walked quickly towards the villa without waiting for Lu Xiangdong to get off the car.

There is still a long distance from the parking place to the gate, and the road is covered with small stones. When walking up, the soles of the feet hurt.It was already dark, and the surroundings were so quiet that the sound of the strong wind blowing could be heard.

Lin Qianqian tightened the coat that Lu Xiangdong put on her, and quickened her pace.

It was really nice not to shed tears when I landed facing east.

The number of times she cried in front of him is beyond count. It seems that since she shed tears in front of him for the first time, she gradually began to feel that the things she insisted on in the past have become indifferent. It's not that difficult anymore.

What can she say?

Lu Xiangdong only got close to her unintentionally, and he never even thought about getting close to her.But she was fantasizing about kissing him, hugging him, and getting close to him.

She even thought that maybe after the kiss, the alienation between them would disappear.

The door was closed.

Lin Qianqian was stunned, and subconsciously wanted to reach out for the key, but suddenly remembered that this was no longer the apartment in Lu Xiangdong's downtown.Lu Xiangdong never gave her the key to this villa.She is just a tenant living in this big house.

Stiffly putting down her hand that was groping everywhere, Lin Qianqian stared at the closed door speechlessly, not knowing what to say, so she could only stand here stupidly.

Until the familiar footsteps sounded behind her, Lin Qianqian still couldn't take her eyes off the cold door.

Lu Xiangdong's voice carried a slight smile, "Why are you running so fast, you shouldn't even call me from behind."

"I... I didn't pay attention." Lin Qianqian's throat was dry and tight.

Lu Xiangdong walked over from behind, Lin Qianqian stepped aside hastily.During this time, Lu Xiangdong treated her so cautiously and cautiously. She used to think that it was polite, but now, she understood that he just didn't want to get in touch with her.

So divided and alienated feeling.

He sensed her impatient intention to get closer, but he didn't say anything, just avoided it like this.

Lin Qianqian didn't know what a ridiculous existence she had become in Lu Xiangdong's eyes.

Should she say thank you, thank you Lu Xiangdong for clearly knowing her shameful heart of trying to get close to him, and not sneering at her.

She was the cruel hunter who shot the beast, dripping with blood, and the beast returned to the cave to heal his wounds alone.

At this time, it was snowing and the wind was blowing, and she was alone in the wilderness, thinking of the beast and his warm body, she found him again, pretending to heal the wound of the beast, and told him , I didn't do it on purpose, but the beast's injury has healed, and she is no longer needed.

However, the beast is very polite. He pitied her for not relying on her outside, and took her in temporarily.

She really pretended that she never hurt him, and stayed by his side with a shameless face.

Lu Xiangdong glanced at Lin Qianqian, who looked like a frightened bird, paused for a moment while taking out the key, and then opened the door and walked in.

The inside of the house was indeed much warmer than the outside.

Lu Xiangdong poured Lin Qianqian a cup of warm milk, took the clothes off her body, and put them on the sofa.When he handed the milk to Lin Qianqian, Lu Xiangdong realized that Lin Qianqian's fingertips had changed from the cold to the bones and became extremely hot. He frowned, "Are you caught a cold?"

Lin Qianqian withdrew her hand in a panic.

She endured so hard.Lu Xiangdong's slight touch would make her heart throb, which she had finally suppressed, and she wanted to get closer to him.

However, she knew that as long as she got too close, Lu Xiangdong would avoid her.For those who have hurt themselves, beasts will unconsciously maintain vigilance.

Lin Qianqian shook her head, hurriedly drank the milk that Lu Xiangdong handed over, then went upstairs without looking back, and shut herself in the room.

Behind her, there was the faint sound of Lu Xiangdong's footsteps following her, and then disappeared outside her room.Lin Qianqian held her breath and leaned her back against the door, her palms dripping with sweat.

Her movement of running away was so obvious, what if Lu Xiangdong saw through it, what if he knocked on the door and came in and asked him what was going on?
Fortunately, Lu Xiangdong didn't knock on the door.

His footsteps sounded again, walking towards the room opposite Lin Qianqian, followed by the sound of the door closing.

Lin Qianqian's tense body suddenly softened.She was still expecting, expecting that Lu Xiangdong would come to question her.He just wanted to go back to his room and had nothing to do with her at all.

She is still so easy to be emotional.Or, to give up on someone is much more difficult than she imagined.

Lin Qianqian gave a wry smile and threw herself on the bed.

The soft bed covered her like a person's arms.The tense nerves relaxed, and Lin Qianqian's eyes instantly became blurred. She hurriedly pulled the quilt beside her and wiped the snot that kept rolling down her nose vigorously.Finally, I don't have to bear it anymore, it doesn't matter how ugly I cry, he finally can't see.

The palm-sized area on his chest seemed to be bursting.

Dizzy, Lin Qianqian thought of Qu Shaoan's cold expression when she left the hospital, Lu Xiaoxi tried every means to prevent her and Lu Xiangdong from going back, and thought of Qu Shaoan's self-willedness in facing her time and time again. , and told her with a smile that he would wait.

She left them all behind, thinking that as long as she owns Lu Xiangdong, she owns the whole world.

She hit herself until her head was bleeding, and she still refused to look back.

She even thought that she lived for herself, and that she hurt herself had nothing to do with anyone.

In fact, she is constantly hurting others.

From the very beginning, she shouldn't have come to look for Lu Xiangdong again.Just like that, Lu Xiangdong hated herself, and she just had to grit her teeth and move on.

However, she is not reconciled.She has come back.

When she came back, she turned into such a submissive, inferior, useless woman who was nagging all day long and restless.

Old and ugly, no job, no party, every day by Lu Xiangdong's side, pondering his every word and deed.When he glanced at her, she would dance happily, and when he glanced at others, she would beat her chest and stamp her feet sadly.She gradually lost herself, and her whole life was for Lu Xiangdong.

But Lu Xiangdong didn't need her.

What is the point of such an existence, such a ridiculous existence?

She thought that when they came back from the hospital, it was a new beginning for the two of them, but during this time, Lu Xiangdong was more alienated from her than ever.He was very kind to her, but it was that kind of politeness.Maybe more because of...the child in her stomach.

Lin Qianqian couldn't help covering her slightly protruding abdomen.

She knows that she makes everyone feel tired, her stubbornness and her unreasonableness make everyone tired.But she still couldn't do without Lu Xiangdong, and still held on to the remaining hope.

Because Lu Xiangdong's intentional or unintentional warmth is an illusion, but as long as he listens to it, he will feel that he is not afraid of anything.

It seems that even if she doesn't know anything now, has nothing, and can only sigh and sigh all day, that's okay.

As long as he is still there.

She had always been like that, living by devouring those thin daydreams.

However, she had forgotten how great a crisis lay behind this near-addictive hallucination.

Those seemingly unbreakable illusions will collapse instantly with just one look from Lu Xiangdong, and she is no longer the same as she was a year ago.

At that time, although she had a bad temper and sharp edges, she still looked bright, pleasing, lively and attractive.

But until now, she can't even find the shadow of the past, and she has become the kind of person she hated the most.

Inferiority, but also selfish.

Such an obvious and clear fact, why did she refuse to admit it after so long?

It was obviously a fire, but she thought that as long as she covered it long enough, it could be used for heating, not just for burns.

(End of this chapter)