Killer baby is too tough

Chapter 195 Extraordinary embarrassment

Lin Qianqian looked at Lu Xiangdong nervously, her palms were sweating finely.

Overhead are blinding incandescent lamps.

The expression on Lu Xiangdong's face became stiff because of Lin Qianqian's words, even cold, with a little alienation and unapproachability.

Lin Qianqian didn't understand the meaning of his expression, but felt that her heart became more uneasy.

She clutched the sheet under her body, staring at Lu Xiangdong motionlessly.

Could it be that the child... something happened?

Lu Xiangdong was silent for a moment, then said calmly, "He's fine."

For some reason, Lin Qianqian always felt that when Lu Xiangdong said these four words, there was a feeling of gnashing his teeth. It seemed that he was very...very... Lin Qianqian frowned, She thought for a long time but couldn't think of an appropriate adjective to describe Lu Xiangdong's expression.

It's just that at that moment, she felt even more scared than when Lu Xiangdong stared at her with that kind of gaze.

Fortunately, nothing happened to Lu Xiangdong's child.

Lin Qianqian breathed a sigh of relief.

There was a strange silence in the room.

After Lu Xiangdong mentioned the child, he stopped talking, and he was completely different from the anxious and helpless man just now.

Lin Qianqian didn't know what to say. When she first woke up, she felt excited when she saw Lu Xiangdong's nervous expression, but gradually, the excitement subsided.

People are always prone to impulsiveness, and the calmness after impulsiveness is the most unbearable.

The tongue that was knocked by the teeth is still aching, I don't know if it is because of the swelling, it is stuck in the mouth, it is very uncomfortable.So much so that when Lin Qianqian spoke, her voice became indistinct, "Lu Xiangdong... I... I'll leave when the sun rises."

Lu Xiangdong suddenly raised his head and stared at her fixedly.

Lin Qianqian frowned slightly. Although her expression was serious, her injured tongue made her unable to speak, and her pronunciation was extremely ridiculous. The serious atmosphere suddenly became funny, "I just...forget it Actually, I just want to say, if you really hate seeing me so much, there is no need to keep me here. I know, we did have... different feelings before, but , everything is in the past, I know, I know, it's all in the past."

Lu Xiangdong narrowed his eyes.

Lin Qianqian suppressed her emotions and continued, "It's just that I can't control myself. When I see you, I feel confused, and I can't help but want to hug you and kiss you. I apologize for the inconvenience. This kind of thing is really unnecessary, I did that kind of thing back then, I am so sorry, and it is impossible for you to forgive me, don't worry, it won't happen in the future."

Trembling and getting up from the bed, Lin Qianqian tried hard to stabilize her body, not to shake too much, "After tonight, I will leave. You rest, I will go back to my room."

Lu Xiangdong didn't speak, and didn't even twitch his eyelashes. He just sat on the edge of the bed with his back straightened, looking at Lin Qianqian with an extremely weird expression.It seemed as if she didn't understand what Lin Qianqian was talking about at all, but also as if she finally understood what Lin Qianqian was talking about.

His silence made Lin Qianqian extremely embarrassed.

Even if she gave up, at this time, she still hopes to hear Lu Xiangdong's voice again, because maybe in her long life, she will never hear Lu Xiangdong speak to herself again, whatever she says is fine , even if it is to scold her head and face, accusing her of bringing him disaster.

It's better than this tormenting silence.

From the content of Lu Xiangdong's phone call just now, and thinking of everything in the hospital, Lin Qianqian finally understood why Lu Xiangdong's attitude suddenly changed. Before that, Lu Xiangdong mostly took revenge and humiliated her, but after returning from the hospital, he Be polite and polite to her.

Although they have two different attitudes, they have the same indifference towards the root cause.

Just put on a different coat.

He left himself only for their children.

Lin Qianqian took a deep breath, stood up from the bed, stopped looking at Lu Xiangdong, and said in a low voice, "I'm really leaving..."

Turning over, Lin Qianqian was about to slip off the bed when her shoulders tightened suddenly, as if a hand was holding her down.Lin Qianqian turned her head instinctively, wanting to look at Lu Xiangdong's face, but her eyes suddenly darkened, and there was a scalding temperature on her lips.

She had longed for such a contact for so long that when it really came, it seemed so unrealistic.

She didn't know what to do with herself.

Every movement of Lu Xiangdong was infinitely magnified and slowed down by Lin Qianqian.

She couldn't tell the difference between this kiss and the previous ones, but it was this kiss that made her limbs weak, her body trembling, her breathing difficult, and she surrendered in an instant.

The darkness that shrouded her eyes disappeared, but Lin Qianqian could no longer care to look at Lu Xiangdong's face. She opened her mouth helplessly, using both mouth and nose, wishing she had another nose, breathing hard and desperately.

After finally catching her breath, Lin Qianqian's throat quivered, and just as she was about to speak, Lu Xiangdong kissed her again.Lu Xiangdong whispered, "Don't talk, I want to kiss you again."

Lu Xiangdong's voice was trembling because of the kiss.

Lin Qianqian was stunned, unable to dare to move for a long time, and took back her words obediently.

In fact, even if Lu Xiangdong didn't speak, it would take her a long time to speak.This kiss came too abruptly and too intensely.

Completely, beyond Lin Qianqian's expectation.

Just like a traveler who has been walking alone in the desert for a long time, she is exposed to the wind and the sun every day, thirsty and desperate, she chooses to give up, and falls down in the desert, unwilling to continue walking and struggling , but at this moment, when she turned her head, she suddenly saw a piece of clear spring water beside her.

She couldn't wait to jump down and drank desperately.

But I don't know what my ending will be like.

Lu Xiangdong's lips were still close to her, "Qianqian, did what you said just now mean what I thought? Did you mean what I thought, or did you say that I was dreaming again and woke up from the dream? Afterwards, I found out that it was nothing but joy. Tell me, you... don't hate me... Actually, you really thought about me, it was true, and you wanted to stay by my side, right?"

Lin Qianqian was stunned.

Lu Xiangdong hugged her with astonishing strength, not giving her the slightest room to move.Lin Qianqian didn't understand, why did Lu Xiangdong say such a thing, shouldn't it be her who said such a thing?What happened, did she have hallucinations again?
Lin Qianqian couldn't help pinching her palm.

It hurts, not dreaming.

Lu Xiangdong hugged Lin Qianqian's slender waist tightly, "I thought you still hated me. You came back, but I didn't know why you came back. I hurt you in every way I could think of, I don't know How should I face you? I tried to be nice to you before, but the end result was to bruise myself and you. I don’t know whether I should be nice to you or not. I was just asking Xiaoxi , what should I do. Qianqian, what should I do."

"You came back to me, but you don't smile anymore. You are depressed every day. As soon as I approached you, you looked at me like a frightened bird. Last time I was in the hospital, I almost thought that you were going to be with me Qu Shaoan left together. I thought that I was really going to lose you. After all, in your heart, I was never the most important one. I'll give up. What's more, I'm not as good to you as I was at the beginning. But you don't. "

Lu Xiangdong's hug became tighter, his neck was warm, he didn't know what it was, "Qianqian, you know, when you said that you would go back with me, I couldn't believe my ears. I Brought you back, but I found that I still don't know how to treat you. You are by my side, but I feel that you are far away from me. I can't touch you, miss you Talking to you, but you are always silent. I want to hug you, I want you to sleep beside me, but I am afraid that I will not be able to control myself like last time, and I will bruise you all over. "

"During the time you left, I had nightmares every day. People in their twenties still had nightmares. It's ridiculous to say it, but I just dreamed of you involuntarily. Dreams are out of my control. In the dream, I asked you why you still refused to come back. You said you didn’t know, and then you left, and then you left again. Xiaoxi said that women like others to give things. I remembered When I gave you a necklace last time, you looked very happy, so I went to choose a bottle of perfume. Actually, I don’t know what you want, but you have to try it, right? Sure enough , When I gave it to you, you looked very happy, and I was also happy to see you happy. But, seeing you like that, I almost couldn't hold back, and almost kissed you. "

"But I can't. I can't do this. Even if I get a little closer to you, you will frown unconsciously. If I really do something else, I think I will lose you forever. Obviously want The person you love is right in front of me, but I still have to endure it. It’s really hard to live like this. I know that when we first met, I used some bad means to get you. Maybe it’s because In this way, you will be so repulsive to get close to me, but I can't help it."

"Qianqian, I can't help it. I thought all I wanted was to look at you, but actually I wanted to hug you. I thought I just wanted to hug you, but soon I wanted to kiss you again, and after the kiss, I wanted to get you."

Lu Xiangdong raised his head and stared at Lin Qianqian, "I'm greedy, but I just don't know how to love someone. I tried to soften up, but I still did a mess. I don't know how to express my feelings, and I have a bad temper." , the only few stinky money you don’t need. I don’t have all the things you want. What I have, which I was proud of, is not what you want. But even so, I I still want you. Qianqian, do you want me like this too?"

"will you Still Love me?"

(End of this chapter)